for once, izwan, try not to go to msn!!!


argh!!!


i cant keep my promise...


hmph...

somebody need to save me..

addicted to the song ler.. nickelback, savin' me..

i lyk the video.. original..

lyk the number of hours left for a person to live on the top of their heads.. watch the video n get what i mean..

by the way, im so stress.. d&t..

need to re-do my ideation, working drawing, production planning..
argh!! so many things to restart..

by the way..

i get irritated so easily lately.. joke got limits.. i want privacy, uds ler..
bnyk soal, nak kene rembat seh..

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i cant like or hav a crush on person!!! for one apparent reason, the whole world of 'bedok town' will noe within one week..

im not lying.. i dare to bet!!!

haiz.. i need sumone to save me..
save me from the stress, the hectic life, the unwanted attention..

i will be quiet.. i dun wan to be involve in anything..

i want peace.. can?..



i cant stop thinking abt u.. im avoiding u.. the more i avoid, the more i miss.. haiz..

one thing abt me, the previous blog i said i wanted to change.. but i just wish i did not ask for it..

i realise that i lose my temper (in my terms tempo) quite fast lately..

i get irritated n sad quite quickly..

irritated coz of ppl..

sad coz of ppl n myself..

i feel there's nothing left for me to say or to do to change the 'situation' of 'sumting.'

what the hell.. oh wait, not a really nice phrase...
change to erm....

what the sugar.. this one nice.. was taught from mr connor.. =)


yar, back to story..

what the sugar (wts)

sumtings wrong with me..


haiz..



p.s: its been quite a long time since i sigh...

i want to start a new..

sooner..

i hope i can change..

bLog abt ytd..

sHockingLy i fAiL my standing broad jump..

terrible!!!

btw, i want to retake every test exc. sit up..

shuttle run i want to be top.. 9.8s, not enough.. my target is to get 9.0s or be highest in class.. cant let ewin n gan lin beat me.. must top!!!

my thursday was packed!!

fIrst gEography test, which i did not study, n "surprisingly" it was not easy to me..

2nd, show & tell durin cme.. we perform quite shitty la.. FOUR SONGS!!
i did not expect it to be 4 songs..

3rd, NAPFA test.. this thing can f**k off.. this yr, i did extremely terrible..

*some pics from our show n tell"




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PHYSICS REMEDIAL!!!

see mr Lew face make me happy liao..not gay or what but he hav the crazy type of attitude lyk zul..

his jokes dun make sense sumtimes, similar to zul, but its funny..

n yar, now my turn to shoot back at sumone..

since mich was absent from remedial, i always see this person face.. always got bird nest blocking my view,.

*bleah* shes so gonna kill me if she read this..

but yar, see her face.. kla, lyk to smile..but sumtimes the smile weird.. n yar, "sumone" stop it the smile.. =P

tis "sumone" also hav smelly socks lor, from far i can faint.. =P

kla, i dun disturb her already..

now back to mr Lew.. see his face, funny ler..n i still rmbr zul saying to him to use magnet to clean up his nose..

hahas.. =)

btw, i laugh the most today tis yr.. kept on laughin during contact time.. non-stop laughter.. =P

but luckily my laugh not lyk adha lor.. if not attract attention// =P

tErrible week..

i hope tmrw it will make it up..

mummy buying guitar for me.. =)

since theres no hmwk, even there is, i will not be interested in doing it..

ok..i have plan..

to learn this songs by Sunday Night..

wonderwall, i lyk the song part when "today is gonna be the day they goona throw it all back to you" if im not wrong in the lyrics..

GSF, part of CME performance..

sTreets of uptown, part of CME performance..

but S.T rushing in for the performance..

tHis upcoming thursday..

wth!!

they forgetting that i touch the guitar recently n it havn reaches the full 720hrs = 30 days..

haiz..

try my best..

tmrw will be a good day.. i hope..

its exactly 12pm..

nothing much to do..

will be hanging-out again..

meeting my friends ard 3pm..



IS THIS HANDPHONE FREAKING STYLISH?!?!?!
I WANT IT!!!
ITS UNIQUE!!!
AN LG PHONE IF IM NOT MISTAKEN!!!
LOOKS STUNNING!!!

did not attend school today..

but went back school after school hours to do my d&t..

haiz..

two days ago, was simply one of the terrible days of my life..

haiz..decisions sux..

erm..

my artefact..

thinking of it..

it's too plain..

im thinking of the colours..

what would be nice?..

n how am i goin to start if i havn bough my circuit?..

i budget already..

how?..

nvr mind.. not to worry..

can ask 'JAMES'

=P

kla, till here..

tHursDay jAmmIng sEssiOn.. =)

TERRIBLE MORNING!!!

waited for taxi ard half-an-hour.. caught for my hair.. caught for my shoes.. the first half-an-hour of school was SHITTY!!!

but dUrin M.T cLass, hAppy aGain.. =))

but for the rest of the morning.. mood swing here and there..

D&T, do artefact.. i feel left out, i havn buy the mechanisms n electronics for my ARTEFACT!!!

*dead..*

n yar, deep cut on my right finger, during vacuum forming..
not painful but can say itchy.. =P

after school, did not attend both remedial n cca..
i dun noe why i did it..

few mOre dAys before leaving..

*SADDENED WITH THE STRANGE TURN OF EVENTS*



*two nites ago, shed tears..i miss my brother..*

thE rAin..

hahax..bcoz of it, i went home late.. but dun mind actually..

wAiteD fOr tHe rAin tO sTop fOr aRd aN hOur oR so.. fill uP tHe tIme mOst oF iT pLayIng gUitaR wIth fAdhuLi, aDha n fIrdaNshah..

n yar, the rAin sTop n i wAitEd fOr a tAxi oUtsidE sChooL.. n tHis oNe tAxi dRivEr wAS sO tHe kInd..hE gIve mE a lift further upfront where i tHere iS mOre tAxi aVaiLabLe..

tks much2..

my tRip bAck hOme, cost mE aRd $12.00. i wAs liKe "wow!!"
sO eXpensIve.. my tRip bAck hOme nVr eXceeD $10.00 bEfoRe.. bUt nVr miNd la, i tAke iT aLreAdy.. tHe tAxi dRiveR was kiNd.. =))

n my hAiR iS tErribLe..i bOughT thE wRong sPray..

haiz..

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THE TERRIBLE D&T..

the due date was today n i did not finished..

what i did, just hand it up..

wHo cAres.. =P

dIe aLreAdy.. tmrw, ~ TWO-FREAKING-LONG-HOURS ~ of D&T..

dO aRteFact..

i wILL tRy tO pUt mY heArT aNd sOuL iNto iT..

BTSS VS YCKSS...

firstly, i want to thank fadhuli n adha for taking their time to come AMK n pLay soccer.. appreciate it.. =))

oK, we had FLAG DAY early in the morning.. fRom 7am till 1pm..
i dId nOt do muCh, relax alot..

after that, me n adha met up with FADHULI at bedok interchange phone booth..
and as usual, FADHULI was late!!!

but dun mind ler..

AT LAST, WE GET OUR TEAM UNIFORM.. YAY!!!

ok, everything is bLack.. n its nice.. =))

n yar, back to topic.. it was

FADHULI, ADHA, IZWAN VERSUS ZAKUAN, AMRUL, YAZID, VINCENT

it was BTSS VERSUS YCKSS..

the goal-post was ard 50-50 cm.. small huh?..

but it was fun..

n we dominated the game, it was fun.. eventhough we were outnumbered, we played smoothly..

n YCKSS was fed-up with one another..

but the match ended 0-0.. no one could scored.. eventhough ADHA hit the post thrice.. but great effort..


did not really expect we could work really well together///




ok, i got to go..

i want to do my D&T..

need to pass-up monday liao..

the english presentation was OK LA..

gOt 7.5..

i feLt iT wAs quite low..

haiz..

ok dun talk abt english..

n yea, i really want to change my h/p..

i want N90..\\but i just change h/p..

whAt are my chances?..

quite pity wei zhen n hajar, they prepared their script well but why did Mr Connor gave them an unacceptable marks?..

haiz...

tEacherS aRe sTrangE aT times..

kla, my bro pestering me to use the comp already..

erm..nothing much to blog abt..

another few more days i will be moving to Compassvale..

i love Compassvale Sec.. the school was beautiful..

Bedok Town, oK La.. bUt thE sTudeNts aRe fUn.. =))

~ counting down the days ~

~+ ppL, dOes mY bLog lOoks sTraNge?.. +~

ARGH!!! SO STRESS!!!

first of all, im not stress because of overstudy..

but im stress coz im not studying!!!

='(

i feel so terrible, i have a hard head.. sumbody pls knock it n break my head into pieces.. even though i keep on failing my test, there is nothing that can kickstart me into a study mood..

haiz..

there u see, i sigh again..

argh..

but nvr mind.. i lyk it..

i dun noe why.. =P

ok ok, today i am very proud coz i reach home early.. yay!! *applause* tks to all my fans..

reach home early as i skip all my remedials.. yay!! but it was bored la, reaching home early.. nothing to do.. only play comp n nvr study..

haiz..

n yar, im so gonna kill FADHULI...

he just introduced me to a girl.. n i did not even say yes..

argh!!!

haiz..

im wondering..

why i keep on sighing?..

its been two days straight..

its not that i tired..

but i feel sumting is missing..

im on the way down..

i feel theres nothing left for me to study..

im just too slow to catch up with others..

my bio sux, english sux, how abot humanities?.. sux to the core..

haiz..

i miss sumone sumting, everything..

miss the past E2, where we are united..

but its the past..

IRONICAL.. can say..

one thing..

i hate "CRUSH"

bcoz of crush, it will most probably lead to love or like.. n if it does happen, it will develop into sumting one can avoid..

haiz..

u see, i type also need to sigh..

fcuk la..

erm..

im wondering of my past..

its my fault, blame it on me..

why did i ask for a break???










history

SHARING MY LIFE IN GEOGRAPHICAL TERMS.. =P

ok, lets start..

at first, my STANDARD OF LIVING was quite HIGH but my QUALITY OF LIFE was LOW..

on that moment, i was quite WILD... =P

then, my STANDARD OF LIVING was quite LOW but my QUALITY OF LIFE was HIGH..

since i lost my 'wild-ness,' i enjoy my life bit by bit.. =)

now, my STANDARD OF LIVING is MEDIUM but my QUALITY OF LIFE is EXTREMELY HIGH.. =))

yay..im goin to keep it up like this.. creating jokes and keeping on smiling..

jia you izwan, be a FCUKING CRAZY GUY in SCHOOL..

i miss my CRAZY LAGUHTER.. haiz, i cant seem to relive the laughter again..

yar, i REMEMBER.. talking abt "HAIZ.."

i kept on sighing today in school.. it was so-the-tired-the-tired-the-so..

i cant yanw, so alternatively..

"haiz.." sighed izwan.. =P

n FCUK lor, it is really difficult for me to do "MY CLASS" journal..

niwaes, its late lor.. 10.36 to be exact..

nites evrione..

=))

MY OPINION...
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let me start.. i have been observing this specific type of people..n honestly, sum are good while sum are horrendous..

the type of person im talking abt is....

THE "WHATEVER" TYPE OF PEOPLE..

its not i dun lyk them, but sum are outta control..

my opinion, abt this type of people..

they are the type of people whereby they careless about others but more to themselves..

majoroty of this type of people hav negative attitude..

i mean, its lyk they dun care what others feel, they only pursue for PERSONAL GLORY..

they think they are the kings/queens of the world.. which means they do whatever they want whether people lyk it or not..

a LEADER and a KING/QUEEN is different..

LEADER is a person whereby they are in charge of sumting/sumone, together as one and working hard for the better..

KING/QUEEN is a person whereby they are in charge of sumting/sumone, not working for the better and just lay their FAT ASS and do nothing..

the majority of WHATEVER type of people feel they are the KING & QUEEN..

u get what i mean?..

[if from this point u dun get what i mean, please visit other blogs]

its not tat i dislike this type of people, but they are more onto themselves than others..

i noe la u live ur own life, and u earn ur success alone..but where is the care & concern?.. love?..

doesnt mean u are "WHATEVER" type of people, u can do what u like w/o thinking of the majority, public?..

does these "WHATEVER" type of people raise by their parents to be like this?..

if it is so, then i have nothing much to say..

people doesnt like to be look down and this type of people usually demoralise people..

they "step" on the head of people who they can exploit..

if you are BIG enough, why would you be dependent?..

haiz..if u want to show attitude, please, find sumone else..

dun ever show it to me, my family or my brother..

esp. MY BROTHER..

IF THE SO CALLED "BUDAK-BUDAK PANDAI," IS READING THIS.. ESP THE ONE THAT STARTS WITH THE INITIAL 'S,' IF YOU WANT TO STEP BIG FUCK PLEASE FIND NEW PEOPLE, NOT MY BROTHER..
BEFORE I RAM UR BANGLA FACE BACK TO INDIA..

N BTW, IM NOT REFERRING TO HIM ONLY.. IM REFERRING TO MY SCHOOLMATES TOO..

testing new font.. enlarge it a little.. =P

i felt really terrible after english..i lost my mood for everything..

honestly, since morning i have lost my mood to do anything..

with the "tremendous" marks i got for english, my day couldn't be better.. =(

its almost 12am..

not in a mood to blog much..

its been a sentimental-emotional walk home.. this past few days, whenever i am 5 minutes from home..

my mp3 will automatically will end this specific song n play "here without you" n after that "let me go"

aww..touching.. [my mp3 is under shuffle mode..]

so don't say i cheat.. but it was lyk, u noe that feeling..

but SINGLE already mah.. cant expect much..

kla, till then..

nites evrione..