25 February 2009

The torrential heavy rain incapacitate almost everything in sight. Those classic oil lamp that been hung outside my house has finally rest in peace. -__________-

Will continue blogging in abit, my stomach's calling me.

WOOOOOO! Back! Sorry for the delay. Continuing from my heavy rain 'agenda.' Those plastic chairs that been place outside was not at its position. The wind was drastically strong. Goodbye to some branches of the banana tree. [my house is on the first floor]

And I have this swing, like those one located at Haji lane. This typical swings doesn't have any cover on top of it. My mom decided to install a mini cover, let's assume it's a tarp, to hinder the torrid sun or some inconsiderate buggers who deem their windows as a dustbin.
That mini cover can't even withstand the torrential rain just now, the cover is technically half naked now. It covers only half of the swing!!! 
-_______-

Well, I'm done with this 'agenda' of mine. :)

Hmm, and so I save my computer from the inevitable crash yesterday. WOOOO! Reformat again due to some tweaks. [it was minor afterall]
Anyway, did you watch Man Utd - Inter match? That was one good match! Got to love Ronaldo for his free-kicks, even though it originates fron Juninho(LYON) who scored against Barca with his magnificent free-kick. About the match, it was MIND-BLASTING! It didn't blow my mind, it blasted into my mind! Julio Cesar did one hell of a job as a Goalkeeper. *thumb*

4more matches of Champions league today. Figuring out as to what I'm gonna indulge myself with till 0330hours. Till then, off to PS3! (:


Pictures from 22/02/2009







p/s: the music player doesn't work on some version of I.E

24 February 2009

First and foremost, bade goodbye to Examinations at 1415hours. (:
Will have a major update this weekend, if I feel like it, with lots of pictures from study group and full of "everything under the sun" event.

Till then, I'm off to levitate myself above my lovely bed as I'm sleep deprive.


EDIT!


This is frustrating. My comp crash about 2hours ago, and I'm on the verge of repairing it. (: BUT! I can't seem to fix this blogger problem. The codes that I have somewhat can't accustom to the ever-growing web browsers. It looks perfectly fine with SilverLight, FF and Chrome but looks impaired with IE7. Will continue with this editing while watching football in 20mins time or so. Immaculate blogskin, here I come. (:

21 February 2009

210209, 1500hrs: Meet up at City Hall.

WOOOOOO! Yet to shower. But I will make a quick blog entry. First and foremost, thank you NURUZ ZULFAH BTE *insert father's name* for making the wonderful PICTURES! 
Sayang kamu bnyk bnyk. hahahahahahahahahaha! When people help me, I love them. =P If they don't, screw em' in their ears. -.- 

And it feels weird to give my password. It's a first for me. Usually, it's the other way round. :) Anyway, since it's relatively simple to make a blogskin. I may contemplate on spending my mediocre 2weeks YEAR2 break to play around with the codes. The only thing that dithers me is the commitment. Not the commitment to mess around with codes, the commitment to sit and face the computer screen for hours. That's a major task. -.- No unorthodox method could overcome this. *dangs*

I can't express my gratitude enough, THANK YOU AGAIN! WOOOOOOO!
Hmm, my spider sense telling me that I'm late. WHATEVER! -_________-




p/s: the curbside prophet. 

20 February 2009

Edited -> 2253hours.
- Personal battle to make a new blogskin -_-



And with that cold shower in school, I slowly drown my angst and frustration away. Freshness. (:

Can't believe I was moody during soccer session. That's a first for this year. It was so un-me. I can't fathom the fact that I had a bad game. Wait wait! It was atrocious the least I could say.-_- Maybe this day prove to me that maybe without a single training at all would detriment my, hmmm, skills. When I mean by training, those minor juggling at home and running throughout the house chasing the ball and such. bla bla bla. :) 

Bleahs, I feel like a whiny bitch. Complaining about this. But you know, I'm grateful for that reality check. Anyhow, what a day! 

2 examinations down and left with one. The dreadful among the lot. Electrical Machines. I'm yet to learn my lesson. I took the liberty to slack during these 2 examinations. What's up with me is a question. But maybe the sense of urgency isn't there. I am much more wary ever since learning of my GODLIKE common mistakes from Secondary School. Ever since that, been writing my answers in pencil first before I turn my attention to the answer booklet.
Automatic Control! The paper started at 1230 but I started to flip open my answer booklet at 1300!!! I'm very particular about the time I spent on each question. But I wonder why I slack alot? I sense contradiction. -.-

*intermission*
I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I MISS THE HEADER!!!
*intermission-ends*

Pardon me for that. Call me a turd or obsessed, but I am so high up about scoring from a header. No joke. Plus, I think I have a good "mid-air elevation." I feel I can stay up there in the air longer. But I can't direct my header WELL! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Irritant.

hmmm, about the gathering. Fadhuli and Nabeel are the only one who can't make it as for now. And my eyes are giving up on me! Will exploit this opportunity to get a 10-hour sleep. Wanted a 12-hour but there's Friday prayers. :) :) 
Till then, good night. 

15 February 2009

With Year 2 coming to a close, had the idea of a gathering with BTS peeps. In all, we only had two gathering this year. First one being for New Year Eve/New Year. Second one being to Marina Barrage.

So, am planning to make another gathering. :) Letting it out first just in case it slip out of my mind during examination period. The only date that I have in mind is on the 25th Feb. It's a Wednesday BUT Fathul and Arm and Zac won't be able to make it due to some commitment. And 9th of March being the date where most of us will head back to school, it's kind of tight to appease everyone. Will spare some thought for it in the coming days. Either that, just dump this idea down the drain. -__________-
Okay, I think that's about it. Will sms when necessary. Now off to another topic. Feel like there's a need to get this out of my chest for abit.

Maybe it's my alter-ego or something but I have this tiny bit of feeling that a specific someone is really pissing me off. Excuse me for abit, I don't bear grudges but I think he/she/it cross the line.
*procrastinate*
Urgh! Whatever. Been awhile since I talk shit about others. I will just let this pass. I need a Fathul now. At least I won't feel guilty when I blabber to him -.-
GOOD NIGHT! :D



p/s: taken from T.R's blog.
"this is one of those rare pieces of advice that i've given and actually listened to myself... you know what i mean? every now and then i find myself giving advice that i should probably be keeping in consideration too."

p.p/s: taken from Jason Mraz Blog.
"Did you ever stop to think that the Universe decided to have a (insert your name) experience? It isn’t the other way around. You, whoever you think you are, can’t heal your bones. You don’t make your heart beat. You don’t have to sit and think about making your food digest. If you have a child, you aren’t the one inside it making it tick and commanding it to grow. The Universe is at work in so many wonderful ways, and it doesn’t stop just because we begin to think we know everything in the adult system. Hell, everything we know is just a story that we’ve made up to help us organize this reality anyway. And since it’s only a story – feel free to change it at any time."

13 February 2009

Friday the 13th
Saturday the 14th
-_______________-

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Desktop desktop desktop. I want I want I want. Let me list out my "unconditional desire."

*pondering*

Nah, maybe next time. Procrastination ftw. Can't wait for exams to be over. The pressure and the undesirable need to study is mounting. I miss town town town. Till then. Good Night :D





p/s: I want to do a Beckham. Seriously

08 February 2009

ZOMGBBQS

Edited: 080209, 2200hrs -> Finding a new blogskin
Frankly speaking, the thought of finding a new blogskin is a chore. So, I will just "technically" modify my current skin. :)



LOL!

http://wandez.multiply.com/photos/album/1/070209#115
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=805869432&ref=profile#/album.php?aid=55664&id=805869432

Photos from Marina Barrage and after. Grab grab grab. Good night.

01 February 2009

Gung-Ho

Can you believe it's February already? Felt like it was just yesterday when I turn 18. Well, a minor exaggeration but whatever.

You know what. You know the humongous plush toy I have at home, aka Mimik. I just realise something. My mom hung it out to dry in the morning and when we brought it back inside, we realise there's a burn mark on its stomach! Like what the hell. The thing is, Mimik was place on the swing. The possibility of a cigarette being thrown from the above level and hitting Mimik is thoroughly impossible. Hmm, just wondering how in the world did such thing occur. -,-

Anyway, that aside. The revision mood is yet to set in. The ability to articulate and pronounce every notes that I written and made is not as smooth as I want it to be. GAAAAAH! Convoluting stuff. Maybe it's because of the different build-up towards our Common Tests and Exams. Can you believe it, our lab tests and class tests falls on the same week as our Common Tests. And mind you, there's not even a single day grace.

Monday: E-Quiz [EG2004]
Tuesday: Math Test [class test]; Lab test [EG2004], Lab test [EG2133]
Wednesday: Cost Accounting CT
Thursday: MicroController CT
Friday: Quality Assurance CT

And how smart of me to revise for the Friday paper first. BLEAHS! First and foremost, this fever is really getting on my nerves. Even it starts to deteriorate since, I hate this "sick" feeling. AND AND AND! Today is SUNDAY! Much of my resolution to have an early bedtime. pfft.

Will try to squeeze in an update after the CTs. Appeasing my faithful readers. -___-
Good Night.





p/s: been humming to this song lately.

23 January 2009

Quick update. (=
Been awhile. Anyway, I think it's best for me to mention it here since everyone does it. Stereotyping. hoho. And so, the path for Year 3 is out. Most of my classmates are heading for attachments first. Congrats. To the minor, enjoy studying first and enjoy the longer holidays.
-____-

After giving a moment thinking about it, I just realise that I'm the only person in my class who's the odd one out. For my case, I've been put on hold for my attachment. In other words, pending. If I were to get attachment first, it will be 6months. (= If I don't get it, that's the problem. I'm pretty sure I will get IAP(3months) but some stated that it will be FYP first. =x

Plus I've given time thinking about it. I would rather get 6months attachment rather than having 3months attachment + 3months FYP. GAAAAAAAH! Goodness, now I'm playing a scene of the interview taking place. =x
Hopefully, I will get to know my path sooner rather than later. All I know is, I want the 6months attachment!!! RAAAAAWWWWR!!!

Nevertheless, different environment awaits us. My class will finally split, lecture mates will differ in Year 3. The normal three(ash, muiz, yat) and myself are not even sharing the same path. That's kinda odd to think of it. -,-
But whatever it is, let's just make our final year in NYP a fruitful one. (= Can't wait for graduation! *dangs* Screw that, I need to think of my upcoming papers! =) GOODBYE!





p/s: Carnally? LOL

17 January 2009



As you notice in the pictures, both of my shoes are placed above the dustbin. And yes, good game to those shoes of mine. The white Tiempo Pro had served 2bodies well for over a decade. No joke. While the brown Total90 had served me well for 5years. And like finally, both shoes gave away within 3days. -_-

One occurred a few hours ago while the former took place on Wednesday. And it can only mean one thing, new shoes (= Since I don't have a replacement for a field shoe in the shoe rack, will be hunting for one soon. Or maybe after the exams. (=
As for now, left with MV4 and White Tiempo. -_____- Both shoes are in questionable state. But as my mom put it just now, I still insist on wearing soccer shoes that are not in good condition. *dangs*

Anyway, off the shoes and to the books. I'm proud. Well, nothing much to be proud off actually but I passed all my CTs. YAY! I mean, it's a first time for me since I have a failure or two in past CTs.
Hope that I will fare better in the upcoming CTs and Exams before heading off to Year 3. The final year in poly life edge closer as time passes, not forgetting NS trailing closely behind. pfffft.

Till then, a short entry for today. Will contemplate on my weekend activities but I have the urge to read. So, might be caught reading on a Saturday. (= And ADIDAS, here I come. :D :D :D





p/s: after all, it's just a game. like how literal the display was.

12 January 2009

Pager Fabrication -_-


Came across this "medieval" piece of device at home. Remind me of how time has progress with technology. Back then, page the person and the person need to find the nearest public phone to acknowledge your message. Now look at everyone, they have a freaking handphone. And students' phones are much more sophisticated than the workers. *DON'T LOOK AT ME*

Anyway, will be taking Wafer Fabrication for Year 3. Now, waiting for the elective. Frankly speaking, I can't recall the elective I chose. Whatever they give me, I will just take it and go. haha! Take it, *pause*, and go. (=
Congrats to classmates and schoolmates for getting their module of choice. Now, the dreadful part, we need to wait for the assigning of attachment. In 2 weeks time, I will know my, let's call it, "fate."

Either it will be overseas, local or in-house. Hopefully, will get something that is extremely beneficial to me, which equates to in-house that is out of the question. Plus, I'm yet to decide on the overseas attachment. I mean, if I were to get it. I still need to make another choice, which is much more important and truthful rather than the Nigerian Letter Scam. OKAY, that was random. -_-

Overseas: 3mths out of country, 3mths local; alternatively 6mths out of country.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! The thought of 6months. )=

For the moment, I will just bury it somewhere deep in my head. Hopefully. Hmm, I'm off to do some Semester Project assignment. I really hope that the possibility of completing the whole report is within grasp by this week. A bonus would be completing it and not attending next week lessons' onwards. (= Nites.

11 January 2009

Good Morning readers. It's 0109 hours. 1minute shy of 0110. heh. Anyway, pardon me for the lack of update in the past few days. Been keeping myself occupied with school and early bedtime. Yes, have been turning in quite early for this week. But there's a setback for my case.

When I have an intent to sleep early, I hope for an auspicious return. An auspicious return would be more than 8hours of bedtime. bleahs. And when i mean early bedtime, it completely differs. My early bedtime would be before 0100hrs. :x
Fulfilling my "more than 8hours" will mean that I need to be awake after 0900 but it's irritating that even if you turn in early, there is still this possibility that you will get less sleep. YES IT'S TRUE! In the last 2 days I slept early, but only clock in 7hours of sleep!!! Imagine waking up 0500 in the morning and not being able to turn back in. urgh!!!!!!!

Okie, enough abt my bedtime. NYP NIGHT HOUSE WAS THE *toot* Moments like this are great. Local gigs, and NYP very own's talent show. WOOOOOOTs
Great stuff. =x

Anyway, I wanted to blog about something but as you guys guess it, forgot about it already. pfffft. Anyhow, can u believe it's 11 of January already! Gawd, felt like it was just yesterday we had our New Year Countdown.

Oh yar, I remember. My bro been calling me "jēsus" lately. hahahahahahahahahahaha! Funny stuff actually. And rest assured, no intention to discriminate. As to why he is calling me that, the reason is kinda retarded actually. When Xmas came by, I kept on humming the Xmas song. Since Xmas runs for 12days, I was so adamant about humming it till Xmas ends. -____-"

Saying abt Xmas, Russell Peters came to mind. And you know what, even if it was last year's stuff, do catch Red, White & Brown. I think it's outstanding. His approach sort of differs and most of his topic varies. (= I can't reiterate much, watch it. Buy it! =P
Anyway, my eyes getting heavier as the minutes passes. Might watch first half of Liverpool's game and turn in. (=

Nitteeeeees. Oh, before that. Windy days are so calming, perfect ambience to cover up this sunny Singapore. Gaaah! Bullcrapping again, good night =)

04 January 2009

Drinking Chilli

I still can't fathom that it's 2009! And in every assignments, notes, works, etcetra we will be using 2009! And you know what, it's already the 4th day into the New Year. Tell me, is it me or I've been missing alot? =(

Okay, I will stop questioning drinkers. Be it my friend who drink or smokes heavily. There are at times where people drink and smoke for no apparent reason. There's no logical explanation or whatsoever. It's just the burning sensation, no pun intended, that makes them eager to drink.

Wondering as to why I'm bringing this topic up. Well, it's completely irrelevant to drinking but whatever. I have this fascination for spicy food, another reason as to why I sweat alot. Especially chilli prawn and tom yam. The thing abt this spicy food, excess intake of it may cause horrible stomachaches the next morning. Same goes to drinking, for them it's hungover.

Excess Drinking = Hungover
Excess Spicy-ing = Stomachache

Had a horrible morning. No, had a horrible afternoon. Spend most of my early afternoon in the toilet, and the thing is I KNOW OF THIS SIDE EFFECTS but I'm infatuated when this kind of food comes by. !!!!!!!! I'm here to rant abt the stomachache rather than drinking !!!!!!
Okay best. I'm done. Anyway, first "sickness" of 2009. Stomachache. The thought of having a diarrheoa freaks me out. .__________.

hmm, ponders. Hoping that the Sentosa gathering will come to shape, and I can't believe that I'm being such a geek over some stuff. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Control yourself Izwan!!! Turning in early would suffice for today. Good night (=





p/s: yet to get my B choker.
p/p/s: i realise i dont have a NY resolutions list enumerated. =x will do it the next time around

01 January 2009

2008 + 1

Pictures will do today's post. [more pictures up btweekend]
All pictures are in chronological order. (= [i guess]



ARRIVAL



T. Yat



Fathul Trademark Smile




F.Y.I



Group Shoes



Group Photo







Ad-rep + Yat-rep







Impromptu



Tall People



Bedok & AMK



Raffles Place

Home at 0800

31 December 2008

I'm No Hero - Snake

The end of 2008 is 23hours away. The end of yet another year that goes by very fast w/o a doubt. Time really flies as the year passes. And so here I am to make an in-depth recollection of my 2008 life, with the aid of my previous blog post. hahahahahahahahaha! I can't really depend on my memory right, it's infested with education. Anyhow, let's kick start the enumeration of memories.


January:
Start off with a light note, and so I welcome in the 2008 at Vivo City with the normal two. And it's a no-go for me this year as the view of the fireworks is extremely horrible since we are focusing on Taufik's performance and the fireworks just went off -____- Extremely bad timing. Yes, the view there ain't clear from the show site.

And Arm stated about "All Nurses being hot" with my reply stated as "Fathul?" LOL! And how I yearn for a Vaio laptop but as per norm, I didn't manage to get it YET! And the introduction of ZUAN! (= A new nick was adopted by yours truly and sadly, it died off through out the months. But I still use it in my personal works.

Oh, how can one forget! The death of Heath Ledger, after taking up the role of The Joker. Will be miss badly by many. Still am astonish as how well he brought the character out. *dangs*
The armageddon of exams, who can forget that? It's like the epitome of it all. Without fail, every student blog will mention about their exams or attachments. It's like a patent, they are all over us now. And the need to improve my English start to become a minor obsession at that moment of time. heh!


February:
Shopping Horror with Uncles. It's not that bad but it really do have a drastic effects on my legs! And the thought of getting stuck in "one-way traffic" of Bugis Junction! If only there were fart bombs. pffffft.

And an immaculate football session over the course of 2days. One being at AMK while the other at Bedok. Wonderful, the thought of it is still in my mind. Superb stuff that occurs. Sometimes I wonder, this kind of magical display comes along often or we just overlook it at times? hurhur.

The thought of NEKO rumbling up my mind and how "Low" was oh-so-popular. Apple bottom jeans bitch! -_____- Nevertheless, the bombardment of revision and psyche decreasing was present from all corners. heh.

And how I had funny chats with Musfirah. Cheesy catch phrases and J-Pop stuff and all. It's been awhile since we chat when I recall this situation. And the introudction of one of the greatest and overplayed songs, With You and Go On Girl. WHAT?! It's just my opinion. =))


March:
In this month, my first experience on tutoring came. Tutor my Uncle on Math, and it was business Math mind you. Technically speaking, since I'm quite good and favour Math as a subject, I took the liberty to make a quick revision of the book to get a grasp of knowledge. And yeah, it isn't easy as I thought.

Oh, Singapore's very own "The Leap Years." Wanted to watch it oh-so-badly! But but but, I didn't get a glimpse of the movie at all, except for the trailers. Pathetic.

10 of March, we had a sending off party for my brother. A small one but yet memorable. Enjoy the company of friends and such before he's off to become a botanist, I mean Civil Defence. heh. When we have fun, time passes by extremely fast and so on the 11th, he's off to camp. And I'm having the room all to my lonesome -.- Boring! DUH!

Plus job hunting with Yat was an epic one. Standing in the middle an exit w/o realising the car has been honking[?] at us for a good 10seconds or so. YES! It's dense actually. Goodness, recalling it makes it so memorable. HAHA!

Got back our results of examinations and was glad that I compute a better GPA! And how I became a Chinese just by my friendster picture. Some ppl deserve to be interrogated when comes to judgment. hahahahahahahahahaha! *don't think of Fathul*

And how ppl thought "Now you're Gone" was a techno genre. pffffft.


April:
Welcoming in Year 2 1st Semester. Was completely bewildered by the time-table. But in the end, it's work to my advantage. (= And had this chat with Berg abt abt music, and he made me realise how sappy love songs are so judgable and expected. Took the liberty to listen to a few and ZOMG, how through can it get. When I mean love songs, those songs that are at the extreme end of sappy-nism.

Oh, should I mention on how proud I was that I didn't miss ANY CLASS AT ALL in the first week of the new semester? I'm so proud that I might bloat. hahahahahahahaha! Serious shit, it's really not easy you know! hurhur. (=

WOW! My blogpost for the month of April only tally up to 4 posts only. haha! Once a week schedule. Plus this is the month where I bought my Mercurial, lovely red. Striking, just like the player who does his stuff on the court. chey chey chey. ^.^

And it's the 3rd year since my first bro went. so yar.


May:
The first post of May made me think about blogging deeply, complain on how my blog devoid personal touch and all. In the month of May, another 2 great songs came by. Closer and Forever went mainstream and as per norm, Chris Brown is always over with the fans. pffft. I prefer Ne-yo though. He deserves a hell lot of credit for his monumental works of art. heh.

AND I OWN GTA4 BITCH! =)) PLUS 100% ACHIEVEMENT IS MINE!!! Sry abt that. It's not easy to achieve 100% you see. hurhur.

And how I got to know more stuff abt the MetroSexual world through Musfirah's report. I wasn't aware of the wide varieties of cosmetics for men and such. All I know was massage and spa. HELLO? Do I look metrosexual to you? In advance, no comments Yat.

Plus how LR came up with a song to hinder me from taking a long break from football. Yes, a sweet gesture and appreciated it much. Oh, and this term came by in the month of April!
"izwan moodswing, another natural disaster strike"
Since in that month, quite a few disaster struck the Earth. And seriously, what a way to relate it LR! -.-

And learning some harsh lessons of climbing a tree. It's not that harsh actually -.- But whatever. And had a mini recollection of my pre-Poly life and the early days of Poly. Plus, thesteamfaces.org/steam were introduced. hahahahahahahahahaha!


June:
Obsession with clutch bags came in, and how I yearn for an LV Clutchy!!!!!!!! OMG! Sexiness. hahahahaha. But all that is a distant memory as I know how thick stuff can really irritate you. Plus the Nora Danish factor, she's just plain cute. Plus the show on TV wasn't helping at all. Her bimbotic gimmick make us men drool over her. pffft.

The need to get my body fit starts to kick in as C. Ronaldo looks great in Nike Training Fit, and how I wanted the Red Nike Training Fit. OMG! NICE! And till now, I'm yet to get it. EXPECTED? YES!

Oh, forgot abt the bombardments! AGAIN! Yes, it was all about education this month. Had to study for it, and it's heavily based on calculations and such. Math being the norm and Thermofluids was a pain in the arse. AND YES MAN! Spain won Euro 08. Wonderful stuff. And you do realise it was me who released the ball for Torres. hahahahahahahahaha! Go figure on who's the player. I'm good. heh.

And the introduction of Twitter to my blog.


July:
All I can recall for this month was that we headed off to watch fireworks from NDP preview. Scintillating event, what's more scintillating was the event that took place after the fireworks. NUS students practice their cheerleading moves outside Marina Square and a group of MATs were seen running. When I mean a group of them, it's like 20 of them.
And next, came the police. Relax group of lads, they made the incident look like nothing happen. Can't blame them either. And you can't expect nothing much from a MAT right? All I assume is that a fight ensue because of a some minor incident that requires a simple apology.

First ever LUGE and SKYRIDE! Plus the sprain on my toe which lasted for about two weeks or so was disturbing! And how can I forget, jump off the tram and falling. Funny stuff!

And I came across an Ad that might discriminate a religion. I don't condone well with this though, since I don't like ppl to intrude my personal well being with my own religion. So yeah, I don't discriminate. Plus, finished reading Angels & Demons for the 2nd time. Can't wait for the movie. hoho.

Ryan Cabrera had a mass change to his looks, and this was the month that "gaylordMF-er" drop by my blog to spam. To create a fracas over some matters that it's still a mystery to me. Can't blame, everyone wants a piece of me. That sounds wrong for abit.

OH! This month was the moment where I got into a major quarrel with Man United fans! hahahahahaha! Bittersweet moment. But can't blame, die hards. heh.


August:
This post remind me of the surgeries that I wanted to undergo before 2010. To stop and recall this situation, I think it's best for me to get just one first since it's the most important one to me. Hope to accumulate enough cash for this. Yes, I'm more than willing to spend on this surgery. Well, maybe when the time comes I might have a change of thoughts. hah!

Went to Kota Tinggi after examinations to get my deserved getaway. Can I tell you how wonderful waterfalls are? Plus Indonesians ladies, schoolgirls to be precise, are so sweet. Cute and decent at the same time, their high socks are the trademark. I know some other countries have this "high socks" but I'm just stating Indons only. bleahs. =P

Plus my lust for GPA 3.0 and above. Even though I know that I didn't put an "A-Grade" effort, I was just hoping for something to happen. heh. Plus this was the month that Agent 22 perished ever since Yat found his wallet.

And it's been a year since my 2nd bro pass away. Pardon me for mentioning it out loud but at least it's off my chest when I say it. Even though it's momentary, it's still something.


September:
This was the moment that I found out how irritating it is to link up a Paypal account and a Credit Card. Till now, I'm yet to receive any letters from them and frankly speaking, I can't be bothered anymore. -_____-

And I can't believe I achieve some stuff that I listed in the month of September. Let me enumerate them again. =))

[Quotation]
  • Stop hating ppl w/o any apparent reasons [achieved]
  • Stop saying "Melayu Pe" if any malay/mat/minahs walk pass [achieved]
  • Stop cursing "standard, black ppl" during soccer when they play rough or did nothing at all [achieved]
  • Stop shooting aimlessly when I'm frustrated [bird-shooting] [half-achieved]
  • Stop contemplating over Green Tea & Nescafe & Cranberry
  • Stop getting a DRAW in every PES 2008 matches and start WINNING. [achieved]
  • Stop having that evil grin when I have something demeaning to say
  • Stop being the "arrogant" guy
  • Start being nice all over again
  • Start being a complete asshole to those I hate? Or Am I being one now? 0.0 Does it contradict?
  • Start a new. I can't say turn over a new leaf. Cause I turned over once, and I can't turn anymore right?
  • [QuotationEnds]

    haha! I'm proud. YAY! Heh, and how I realise PSP blue was in town. Yes, I'm very slow lately to gadgets. Ever since I got most of the gadgets I want, can't really bother with this kind of stuff already. LOL!

    Anyway, got back my results! The disappointment was overwhelming. Had 2 different type of pizza to celebrate my mom's birthday. Had a big seafood feast for my mom's birthday prior to the actual date. And goodness, September was food food food! AND MY BROTHER birthday! Another feast. FOOOOOOD!

    The Iceberg Twins birthday came by! heh. And I made scored a wonderful during a match against Sporting Lisbon in the Champions League. hahahahahaha! =P

    Formula One was in town and was there to catch some of the action, scintillating stuff and worth the ear-defeaning moment. pffft.


    October:
    And how this "something" was really killing me back then. Let me paste the whole excerpt just to remind me of the horrible incident that occured to me.

    "I was about to let it all out. Blog in my first language. Blog abt how life's been, how horrendous this mental torture is getting by the day. All because of an event that initiated the downfall. Maybe one day someone will see me cry my heart out. Maybe I will just stay mum and bring this pain with me six feet under. Maybe this pain obliterated my inner conscience. Maybe it's time for me to forgive. Maybe."
    -inner-self

    Yeah yeah, I know. Emotional stuff but goodness, I still rmbr it. How some stuff didn't work out simultaneously. And so our new semester starts! And a teacher loves calling me IzwanG!!! Truly disturbing. Plus this was the month that Arm saw my "trademark smile," I've changed the term to trademark since "evil smile" makes me sound a tad too evil. hahahahahaha! And raya-ing with friends and such. =))

    Plus, how can I forget? MGS4! ZOMGBBQS! Makes me love the PS3 more than ever, it justifies everything. And how can I forget abt Yumi Kikuchi and Lyndall Jarvis? Now I'm in search for MGS1 since the others is rotting at my house. Yet to find the time to play any games lately. =x

    And my fascination for books started all over again. With that, I drown myself in a world full of novels by Nicholas Sparks. Been reading his books till December, but like I said. I'm not in the reading mood as I've been focusing on some other stuffs. =))


    November:
    T3h H.o.H birthday month. hahahahahaha! All I know is that I'm 18 in this month. And I have a weird stalker who kept on sms-ing me. Haha! I still think that it's a prank but too bad the stalker got own big time. Props to my friends for aiding me out.

    And finally played pool! Fun stuff, and I realised how light the ball were. And the receptacles differs a bit from a 6-ft table. So yeah, new experience are welcome as always. hoho.

    Okie! Pre-birthday celebration was the best. You know what, there's not a need for me to recall this. Easy to say, it's one of those memorable stuff that happens every year. ;-) haha!

    And love the way of being a "narcissit" during my birthday week. LOL! And I can't believe I state out 12 weird facts/stuffs that I've been doing, especially the dance! GAAAAH!

    Had NYP Football competition and the way I scored that goal still etch on my mind, can't deny but I've been reminiscing it. AEY! It's an individual brilliance [chey] from yours truly. Maybe because it's in my birthday month! hurhur. And the launch of Pink Mercurial! Hot stuff. Starts fanning everyone! OMG! Hoping that I can get one soooooon.


    December:
    HARI RAYA HAJI! Open house and my cousins swarm the house. Fun experience and bonding session with cousins, as per norm, great stuff. :-D

    And after the Common Test, came my well-deserved 2weeks break. Looking back at this semester, I'm yet to skip 10hours of classes statiscally speaking. Apart from the 5hours lesson that I missed on this past Tuesday. And I'm quite impressed actually with my attendance. =P

    Sentosa and Merry Christmas was the in-thing for this month. Not forgetting my Islamic New Year. Anyhow, that's my December. It's actually very long but since the recent posts are just a scroll away so yeah. =P


    31122008:
    Plan for the day was to head to TheButterFactory but I know it's above 21 club. And there's another 2 plans on the list. First one being gathering at Sentosa to watch fireworks, the next one being a reunion of BTS students before the New Year. Will make my decision tmrw.

    But all I know is that I need to head back to school to submit my OIAP form later. Even though I'm still half-hearted abt it, they did mention that submission doesn't equates to commitment. So yeah, just reserve a spot for myself first before the actual decision making comes.

    Anyway, welcome the New Year with new faith in yourself and fill yourself up with optimism. Less negativity equates to a great year, great life. Enjoy ppl.

    25 December 2008



    Merry Christmas! Yea yea I know it's NOT my festive season. But I want to welcome it 'cause I say so. I will assume myself as the Chocolate Tom Cruise and drink my Baron thru a straw, u feel me?

    Santa has a round belly. BYE!

    23 December 2008

    will update with a new skin :D

    Sry abt that. Sort of abandon the thought of getting a new skin. heh. Anyhow, CHRISTMAS is around the corner. I know I know, it's not my festive celebration or whatsoever but hello! Look around you, Christmas is like the joyous occasion and it's always been hype up by the public. Great atmosphere and environment, and who wanna miss out this kind of festive season.


    As per normal, headed to town and saw Hui Li. (= Headed to some shops since Zac had the intention to scout for some stuff, same goes to Arm and me. I'm still on the search for a pure black jeans. Sexiness. AND YES! I found one. ZARA! ZOMGBBQS. But my cash seems to deplete. So yeah, so close yet so far. Hopefully, will get it by this week. hmm, by the look of things, the jeans won't be there by the time I plan to get it. TOUCH WOOD!

    Due to my procrastination, there's a single tinge of regret not buying that t-shirt. pffft.

    After non-stop rounding and soaking in the atmosphere at Orchard, took a breather. Quite a few performance by foreigners. More of like a show where it shows One "Ideology", Millions Nationalities. I just made that up, Indons to Japanese are having their own mini performance and such. It's something new in my opinion. Anyhow, headed to Peninsular to scout for another stuff. Well, won't indulge much here. *wink wink*

    Headed to Marina Square to get scam, in the wise words of "someone." Had Pizza Hut for dinner, didn't expect the price to be that high but whatever. All in all, it was a long day and all I know is that this week will be outing, outing and more outing. Can't wait for Haji Lane.

    And dammit, I've been turning in after 0300hours. Bad habit starts to kick in all over again. This is nerve-wrecking seriously. I NEED to make a habit of turning in before 0000hrs, latest by 0100hrs. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

    With that, I will end this blog post and do enjoy the song. heh. GOOD_____NIGHTS!



    p/s: Disco Disco

    21 December 2008

    YAY! Update. (=
    Today should be the day Yat would be back in Singapore after his holiday trip to Bukit Tinggi. Hmm, and 24th December is Sally and Irna's birthday if I remember it right. ^,^

    Anyway, went to Sentosa on Thursday as I mention it the other day. Well, technically it was draggy for me since I didn't sleep at all. Met up with the rest at Harbourfront with a dead face. But manage to put a non-reticent side of mine. The pictures, not all of it are in my lappy. Goodness, I can't even bother to ask.



    First look, I'm emaciated. Need to restock the meat in the body and keep it there! Secondly, where did my beautiful "in-the-process-of-toning" abs gone to? OMG! Time off the gym have really taken a toll. )= Partially blame, NO. Fully blame on my laziness. pfft. Taking the long leave have detrimental effects on my a-b-s.

    Lastly, what a beautiful peacock. Like beautiful, extremely lovable creature when it came by pecking on the food being fed. And the thought of these birds being able to jump a storey high is astounding. Mind boggling too. Damn, should have taken a video of it jumping.

    Oh, I saw RYA and ELLY [her mcg clique; arm's friend]. And mesti uh member nampak die. (=
    Reached home at around 2300hrs. First thing came to mind was to enumerate the possible scenarios of not completing Cost Accounting Project. Had a quick shower and skim through the latest football gossips before submerging my head in that project, which was completed within 2hours. Thankfully.

    After the weekly Friday Prayers, headed back to school to submit it. Huge sigh of relief as there's nothing to bother me during my holidays. Well apart from the thought of getting back the results and the overseas attachment which lingers in my mind often.

    Oh, a very big thank you to bday boy Fathul Hakim for accompanying me back to school. Had LJS to sort of "celebrate" his birthday and kill off time. A hell lot of catching up was made and glad that it was worthwhile. Headed back home with Arm and Fathul to slack and enjoy the companion of friends around. So yeah, that was my Thurs and Friday.

    While for Saturday, had a perfect 12hour run in bed if I'm not mistaken. Woke up at 1400hrs to the sound of my mom playing game. -____-"
    Football was brought forward to today and I believe my mom won't be letting me off easily this time around ever since that "wrist" incident. =x

    Anyhow, I need to sleep. AND 2009 is just around the corner. Can someone tell me is TIME on fast forward mode or I've been sleeping much? Good___Night!





    p/s: Accelerated Aging is technically true, in a more appropriate term equates to Muscular Dystrophy.
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muscular_dystrophy

    17 December 2008

    Thanks to my brother for making me an addict to this song.
    Wee oh wee oh wee.

    Anyhow, on my 2weeks break. Like finally. 3days into the holiday. And I'm using this two week to nurse my left wrist. Yes, it's the same wrist that hurts. Thanks to some professional football players, who feels there's a need to RAM infront of the goalkeeper. I should have just let the ball pass me but whatever.

    And goodness, the desire to scratch my wrist increases as the pain wears off. =x
    Okie, I know my first week of holiday is down the drain. Monday spent my day doing some GK stuff. General Knowledge mind you, feel there's a need to indulge my head into something.

    Tuesday, which just went by, headed back to school to return library book and clarifying my doubts about my school fine. I did made the payment before the due date. What matters is that the payment is made before the due date, I don't give a hoot abt the process date. So yeah.

    Wednesday, will be heading back to school later to proof that I did made the payment before the due date. And meeting Arm to get MGS3! Maybe accompanying him and James to Queensway. ZOMG! The thought of seeing the Pink Shoe is scintillating to the eye. Well, will contemplate later. Oh, must get a book for Thursday.

    Thursday, SENTOSA! A good weather hopefully. But no beach soccer for me. NO NO! I must fight the urge to just sit down and rot at a corner.

    Friday, no plans for the moment. Except for FATHUL HAKIM turning 18th. WOOOOHOOOOO! Finally. (=

    While for my weekends, it's extremely hard to tell. Within a split second, many events could take place. So I will leave this space as it is. As for now, I will drown myself with CA report. Must COMPLETE by today. (=

    Good_Night.

    11 December 2008

    Varmint

    Well, just maybe I had the most nerve-wrecking moment. And hope I will just turn off everything and start studying for my last paper. Nites.

    *18th December, get-away.
    **asshole
    ***seriously
    ****wasted my hour