haiz.. i cant wait to be out of BTSS.. its neither i hate the school nor the students.. its just me..

kind to think of it.. i was a goody goody nerdy nerdy boy when transfer to this school.. then i tremendously change into sumone new..

i dun hate my new self.. its just that i miss the old me..

free from trouble..
free from stress..

free from freedom..

FREEDOM!.. mayb this hav change me alot.. sian eh.. i misused my freedom..

i guess im spoil.. i dun blame others..

i spoil myself..

haiz..

i cant wait to start a new life.. new school.. new steping stones in life.. but my record still stays.. =(

kind to think of it..

i regret what i have done before..

PAST, PRESENT..

haiz, i hate myself for this..



my fake smile shows it all..