im back.. hahas!..

thats it.. hahas!.. =)

sheesh!.. graduation fun fun.. photo-frenzy.. 4E2 06' rox to the core la seh..

hahas!.. great la seh..

ouh.. i like hui li speech.. nice nice.. hahas!..

esp on Mr Lew.. straight to the face..

we dun uds ur jokes.. hahas!..

i cant stand laughing la seh..

=))

ouh.. O levels ard the corner n im busy with laziness..

hahas..

sheesh!..

my fren challenge me to score 14 pts or less.. sheesh!.. i must score less..

even though he is working already.. n he is ard 26++

still need to beat him.. hahas..

stress!.. argh!..

erm..

graduates.. tks for the memories.. tks for everything.. really appreciate it.. the sec 1 - sec 4 memories.. tks much much.. =)

haiz.. gonna miss bts.. ms choo, mdm fawziyah n the list goes on..

to my enemy / haters / old frens / new frens / [graduates]

good luck for ur O levels..


n last but not least..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!.. WEE!.. =)

YAYNESS..
HAPPY WITH TEARS..
N SAD WITH JOY
SHEESH!.. <3

saturday is today-is-the-tomorrow-ithink-abt-yesterday.. =)

few more days to raya.. then been spoil by mt retake.. =(

only this yr.. haiz.. i still havn start my intensive revision..

sheesh!.. im gonna die of lack-knowledg-ing..

oh shud i make new specs.. its gonna be my 3rd spec this yr if i do make one.. first one break perferctly in half.. then 2nd one, i think the degree is not suitable ler..


maybe today[sat] go break fast with my frens.. last time before we celebrate raya.. sheesh!.. first time this raya, only bought one colour..

feels awkward but kind to think of it.. budget la..

=)

ouh.. z610i.. very the cute.. it comes in BLUE, BLACK OR PINK..
i like the pink one.. nice nice.. doesnt mean i like pink it shows im gay..

hello!.. im back!..

friggin tired.. practical was disturbing.. bio seems troublesome.. physics!.. urgh!.. need to change metres!.. wth!..

3 marks.. gone.. =(

wth!.. padan muke aku.. =(

10 days to MT retake.. n i feel awkward retaking it again.. shameonme ler.. =(

GRADUATION!.. cant wait.. nxt week.. yayness!.. 1e2 03' photo take.. =))
whose idea huh?..

n i HATE ppl whose name have the initial "I".. i mean the first INITIAL is "I"

i can say i hate myself.. these ppl including me.. has a habit.. its true.. try to observe the "I"

get to know them well.. n they have this freakin habit which is so weird..

i got to admit it.. i got sumting in me i hate a lot but cant remove it..

sheesh!..

sian eh.. i MISS a lot of things!..

LIST OF 'MISS' THINGS
~ stoning..
i miss stoning.. its been so long since for me doin nothing n watch the world past by.. the beauty of stoning.. bleahs..

~ soccer..
its been ard a month since i kick a soccer ball.. u noe how long it is.. its so the long.. argh!.. how how?.. nvr mind.. must resist..

~ guitar!..
the string shud be 'sort' already.. its been ages since the last time i touch it..
so the strange..

~ reading!..
it may sound weird.. but i miss reading!.. good novels.. short stories.. not reader digest.. i need to shop at the library.. sian eh.. so awkward not bringing a story-book inside my bag.. ='(

~ slacking
so long nvr 'lepak' ler.. sian eh.. nvr mind.. wait for me.. hahas!.. just few more wks to go.. =)


u, i miss u.. why are we so the very apart?..


~ lessons
so long.. i wish i can have more humans n math.. =)


sheesh!.. business need science.. i hope it doesnt play a real big part in it..
i want accountancy.. can SP pls increase the points?..
12 pts is like.. u noe, better go JC even if its L1R4..


oh oh.. cant wait for AMK shopping centre.. it looks similarly to harbourfront.. undergrd inter?.. cool cool.. hahas..

hope its good good.. cant wait.. impatient me..


yay!.. my sweet 16 goin to have a party!.. hahas!.. even if its a long way to go..

whats so sweet abt this yr?.. hmph!.. more to sweet-sour.. =P

oh!.. FADHLI!.. biol ke pe kat tag kau!.. hahas!..




my letter to you will be sincerly sweet.. =)

MY UNINTENDED MOTIVATOR

LEE CHUAN..

did i spell his name right

sounds odd right.. but recalling back 2-3 mths ago, i saw this guy [lee chuan] mugging at study corner.. he was really focus..

i thought to myself this guy must be siao ler.. i mean o lvl still far away but mug already..

but kind to think of it, isn't he at advantage?..

sheesh!.. i gotta start now.. its 16days to PRACTICAL, 27days to MT retake, 29days to start of O lvls, 40days to my b'day and 48days to final paper..

time flies by so fast..

MUST START!.. everyone is improving tremendously.. im still relaxing..

MATH PAPER 1 sux big time.. 12 marks gone, carelessness..

but im thankful to score high marks.. but i wanted to top my class ler..

='(

gosh!.. everything pass by so fast.. its been 9-10days fasting.. so fast.. can time stop for a moment?.. take a break..

NO they cant.. n i cant take a break!.. argh!..

love ignored me so i can study.. i think its for my own good..

argh!.. i want to help out my classmates n friends.. succeed together gether.. hahas!..

ok.. im gonna skip school.. hopefully my mum allow me to.. i noe i did terribly for science n mt.. n im not brave enough to face these fears.. got to admit it..

unfortunately, it will pop in front of my face sooner..

and im stress!.. yes.. now i can say..

im officially STRESS!..

argh!.. studies + bills = stubills!.. argh!..

h/p bill is killing me.. argh!..

i dun want to get an F9 for my prelims.. i already flop my mock..

this could be my last entry till O lvl starts.. i hope i can endure the pain of not blogging.. hahas!..

CAROLI is my example.. been barred using the comp.. sumbody barred me from using the comp.. but no one can.. its my COMP!.. argh!.. sheesh!..

IZWAN!.. u want SUCCESS!.. i cant spell SUCCESS w/o a 'U'

that 'U' is me!..

gosh!.. im officially STRESS!..

did i mention this again?..

sheesh!..

oh yar.. im not cuming to skool tmrw.. my mum just allow me to skip skool.. wee..

=) she understands me..

hahas!..

i feel this is my longest blog entry.. hahas!..

oh oh!.. i want to thank 4E3 malay ppl.. not racist.. tks for the invitation..

really appreciate it.. hopefully i can attend.. =)

ok.. its time to go.. i cant stop.. i want to keep on typing.. but IZWAN..

-P-E-R-S-E-R-V-E-R-E-

argh!.. ok ok.. i will go..

GOOD LUCK FOR O LEVEL EXAMINATIONS!..

hopefully this entry will last long at the top page..

I CANT STUDY BIOLOGY!..

am i in love?..

no no no

maybe

argh!.. math really kill..

i like math to much..

till i forget there's an examination call GEOGRAPHY!..

i need a miracle to pass my geog!..

i dun want to fail my prelims..

but i noe i fail one ler.. MT!..

probability.. 99:1

GEOGRAPHY, BE NICE TO ME TOMORROW!..

argh!.. im down with a fever.. sore throat.. eee, so terrible.. hate it..

i starting to get sick of everything..

studies, friends, same stupid jokes.. really get on my nerves..

am i STRESS UP?.. i guess i am..

haiz..

u noe whats the shocking part abt today, i cant do QN 1 OF LAST YEAR PRELIMS PAPER(MATHS 2)..

U NOE HOW FREAKING SHOCK I AM!..

i am still shock!..

haiz..really regret..

serve me right for not studying D&T!.. i deserve to fail.. damn.. i just did terribly.. i dun even bother to check.. =(

haiz.. i guess i need a distraction to remind me of studies.. like sumting which is so appealing..

MSN?..

am i giving excuses?..

=(

WHY I CANT MUG LIKE A LUNATIC?..

oh shucks.. im getting sick.. not sick of studies or exams.. real sick..

damn sickening ler.. =(

tmrw physics.. cant revise.. migraine.. my head numbs terribly..

Math Paper 1 today was damn strange n weird.. dun ask me why.. its just too strange..

S.S. dead.. chapters i studied did not appeared at all.. out of my sight.. how cool.. *dots*

ok.. i must avoid msn.. its really a big D-istraction..

hopefully i can avoid it till end of Os.. =)


erm.. friday.. YAT KECHIK b'day.. thats it.. his really gonna get a beating of a lifetime.. sweet 16.. wee.. =)

Scheldule 4 tmrw:
~ 0800-0915 physics paper

~ 0915-1000 meet fathul.. study.. =)

~ 1000-1200 study study study..

~ 1200-1300 go mosque..

~ 1300-1400 friday prayers

~ 1400-1430 beating of a lifetime..

~ 1430-1900 soccer.. wee.. =)

~ 1900-2030 reach home..

~ 2030-2130 clean up..

~ 2130-???? sleep.. =)

must avoid Mr Msn..

Love, is a Flower & U, its only Seed..

=)

it keep repeating in my head ler..

=P

prelims is right ard the corner.. gonna kick start the prelims on wed with english..
im not prepared, i guess..

oh, i found out.. SOCIAL STUDIES growth of nations will be coming out for prelims.. =))

well, today did not attend school.. had a self-utilised holiday.. hehe.. =)

haiz.. everything is coming to an end soon.. no more secondary life..

sad.. bad memories, good memories.. gonna miss BTSS.. esp the teachers n students..

oh yar.. i feel like closing my blog.. i dun noe why ler.. =(

43days to Os.. not a lonely september after all.. books accompany me.. =)

ok.. i hate it whenever the thought of leaving btss struck in my mind..

MY TARGET FOR O LEVELS:
~ ENGLISH ---> distinction

~ MT ----------> B3/distinction

~ MATHS ----> A1!.. die die must get..

~ HUMANs. --> distinction.. to make ms choo proud.. =))

~ SCIENCE ---> B3.. so as to prove mdm tan wrong whenever she give me that "no hope face." hahas..

~ D&T ---------> distinction.. hopefully my coursework dont score terribly..

~ ART ---------> A...... -A-B-S-E-N-T- halfway thru drop..

TARGET FOR L1R4: [SINGLE DIGIT][ 5-9]

TARGET FOR LIR5: x<14

hello ppl.. just got home.. wee!.. =)
btw, want to blog for a while..

the AKLTG talk we had today was great.. instructor Gary was hilarious as Adam.. hahas.. cant tahan see him do the Adam pose at the board.. hahas!..

ok ok.. kinda rejuvenate my motivation.. but the night spoil it ler.. got home ard 8pm then went out.. and now im at home.. hahas..

i only study for a while.. physics..

my bro, me n fren had a "quarrel" on nuclear fusion lor.. crappy.. hahas..

ok, back to AKLTG.. when the talk start to commence, i kept recalling back what happen during the 3-days motivational workshop.. i rmbr everything that happenned..

when i mean everything..

i mean, from the day 1 till day 3.. what happen after day 1, before day 1.. EVERYTHING

oh shucks.. fond memories.. hahas.. =')

to be frank, kinda miss her.. i dun noe.. i just felt it lor.. out of all a sudden, the memories rush back in my mind and i kinda miss her..

hahas.. mayb only for today or that stupid ava rm with the seating arrangement like that.. hahas..

ok.. till here..

nites ppl..

GOT THIS IDEA FROM SHEN HSUAN!..

from today, is 49 days to Os..

must chiong study.. evrytime i visit my blog i see this thing n it will motivate me.. =)

hahas.. =P

RYAN CABRERA - SHE'S


She looks into my eyes
And Im alive again
And when she says goodbye
I just die again
Thats when my restlessness begins
Please dont let it win
Im so tired again
And underneath the haze
One thing still remains the same


Shes the only love Ive known
And now shes gone away
Shes the life that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?


She walks into my life
And my world is still
She reached into my soul
And all my doubts were killed
That’s when my loneliness subsided
She gave me the will
I could fight it
But nothing can erase
The one thing that remains the same


Shes the only love Ive known
And now shes gone away
Shes the life that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?


So just tell me what I should do
I left everything for you
And I can’t hardly breathe
Cause I know I lost you from my world
From my…


Shes the only love I’ve known
And now shes gone away
Shes the life that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?

haiz.. today can say suay ler..

on the way home.. bus broke down.. then i was like urgh!.. want to slp also cant.. got a lot of commuters.. wth.. =(

then then reach home ard 8.. kinda late huh..
2 monitor lizard hangs ard my neighbourhood.. kinda cool though.. big big and cute cute.. hahas..

cute?.. siao.. bleahs..

oh oh.. btw.. i like chris brown say goodbye video.. nice nice..

esp the dance.. so smooth..

hahas.. =)

haiz.. i want a new guitar.. an electric i mean.. so ppl out there whos reading my blog, pls pity me and buy for me one.. hahas..

oh shucks.. im thick skin ler.. hahas.. =P

oh yar, i learn new words..

"DOTE"

hahas.. now then i noe is "manjakan"

=)

n to u who ate pudding just now, bleahs, tks for the info abt neoprints.. hahas..

im inexperienced like u say.. hehe.. =P

thank u.. =))

argh!..

im prone to attacks esp from my brother..

since i shave my head, he keeps headbutting it..

ouch!.. help me!..

argh!..

=P

OMG!.. hilary duff is freaking hot in this video..

hahas.. in love with her.. *dots*

Play With Fire
By Hilary Duff

=)
SP was great.. i want to go SCHOOL OF BUSINESS!.. its freaking cool..
but sian eh.. cut off points ard 12..
*dots*
getting 20 is like damn difficult for me.. sum more need to pass humanities..

urgh!.. nvr mind.. i must try try the hard hard.. must get the least number of points.. the less the merrier..

btw, the token was given to me from Nabeel.. i dun noe how many he make it.. but tks man.. =))


oh btw, i miss my hair.. =(

watch it.. crappy though.. =P

MY HEART - IRWANSYAH FT ACHA

disini kau dan aku terbiasa bersama

here you and me always together

menjalani kasih sayang bahagia ku dengan mu

loving one another happy to be with you

pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah

have you ever dreamt of the sweetest day

ku ukir nama kita berdua disini surga kita

i carve our names together here, our heaven

bilakah kita mencintai yang lain mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar

when we love others maybe our heart will realise

sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayang ku akan hilang

no matter how hurtful it is my love wont fade away

if u love somebody could we be this strong

i will fight to win our love will conquer all

i wouldn't risk my love even just one night

our love will stay in my heart..

aww.. touching.. hahas.. erm, who got the movie of this song?.. I WANT TO WATCH!..

copyright the song thingy from zulfah.. hahas.. *dots*

kinda bump into it on the web.. quite nice..

you made me fall for you hard and fast

the past was such a blast

we left each other and it made me cry

i didn't want to see you go but I said goodbye

i found out the truth

i thought you were a jerk

you filled me up with lies and hurt

now I have to say goodbye

before I hurt myself more inside

i have to go and look to the future with out you in it

so goodbye for now

i'll be seeing you later on

haiz.. im really saddened with my results ler.. =(

MS GWEN & MS CHOO 'SHOWING OFF' THE CERTIFICATE OF WINNING.. YAYNESS!.. =)

OK.. NOW OUR CLASS PHOTOS..

4E2 OF 2006..

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.. MS CHOO'S SPEECH..

NOT SO CLEAR LER.. *dots*

*4E2 MS CHOO'S DAY CELEBRATIONS*

MS CHOO'S TEACHER'S DAY CAKE.. CLASS CONTRIBUTED TO BUY FOR HER.. =))

NICE NICE.. SPECIALLY FOR OUR DEAREST TEACHER.. HAHAS.. *dots*

MS CHOO!.. DEAREST FORM TUTOR.. HAIZ.. SHE GOIN TO MISS THE BBQ PARTY.. CANT U POSTPONE IT?.. URGH!..

N YAYNESS!.. 4E2 WON THE SHOP & SAVE BBQ THINGY!.. *smile*

MAINLY THANKS TO GWEN!.. =))

haiz.. i cant wait to be out of BTSS.. its neither i hate the school nor the students.. its just me..

kind to think of it.. i was a goody goody nerdy nerdy boy when transfer to this school.. then i tremendously change into sumone new..

i dun hate my new self.. its just that i miss the old me..

free from trouble..
free from stress..

free from freedom..

FREEDOM!.. mayb this hav change me alot.. sian eh.. i misused my freedom..

i guess im spoil.. i dun blame others..

i spoil myself..

haiz..

i cant wait to start a new life.. new school.. new steping stones in life.. but my record still stays.. =(

kind to think of it..

i regret what i have done before..

PAST, PRESENT..

haiz, i hate myself for this..



my fake smile shows it all..

haiz.. i feel so left out in my studies..

im losing my motivation day after day..

=(

argh!.. i havn sleep.. damn.. so tired..

if i sleep, its considered a disaster.. coz once i sleep i wll wake up ard 4pm.. i must not sleep..

i want to finish all my homework coursework housework whatever work by this evening..

then i can get my sleep.. =)

and i just finish numbering the pages of my folio..

yayness.. =)

but only 57 pages.. haiz.. =(

so little..

now, im online with 3 ppl.. all are asleep.. *dots*

now.. need to wait till 9am.. for the stationary shop to open.. then can buy sketch pad to do art n evaluation for D&T..

i survive on ONE CUP OF COFFEE!.. that is considered like luck.. coz i usually depends on large number of cups.. =P

IZWAN!.. JIA YOU!.. U CAN DO IT!..

scheldule for next week:
MONDAY - HAND IN DNT FOLIO COMPLETED AND BINDED

TUESDAY - M.T PRELIMS AND PHYSICS TEST (ELECTROMAGNERIC INDUCTION)

WEDNESDAY - HAND IN ART COURSEWORK

THURSDAY - TEACHER's DAY CELEBRATIONS

FRIDAY - TEACHER'S DAY (FINALLY CAN REST MY NEUROLOGY FOR A WHILE)

busy scheldule..

cmon IZWAN, another few wks to PRELIMS..

then FASTING MONTH, it will make me nore stronger at heart..

then HARI RAYA, CELEBRATIONS.. not much ler.. coz study mah.. FORGIVENESS WITHIN ONE ANOTHER.. =)

then O LEVELS, im gonna SCORE WELL!.. i must PASS!..

no more distractions IZWAN.. FOCUS!..

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh God.. isnt there any easy way to be good in Math?..

haiz.. evry time i see Math teachers, i envy them.. i dun noe why..

honestly, i want to be like them.. i mean not a Math teacher..

but have their intelligence in Math.. they are so freakin SMART!..

i mean all the formulas they can remember very wel..

argh!..

im just stress i guess..

66 days..

and my MT prelim is next tuesday..

oh shucks..

AT LAST I CAN GO IN BLOGGER..

*dots*

ytd.. fill up most of my time with revision.. n blogger..

i make millions of attempt to enter blogger.. in the end i gave up.. waste ard half an hour..

encounting, now its 7 blogs that i help to make..

yayness.. can i be proud?.. =))

im helpful..

hey, i like my blog. .hahas..

read the scrolling thingy.. more abt me.. =))

before i go..

I WANT TO MEET RYAN CABRERA.. HAHAS.. =)

when i went home alone..

after being at court..

i felt so weird..

a feeling i cant describe..

i just wish i dun exist anymore..

i dun noe why..















i wonder why u didn't attend.. haiz..

urgh!.. fail geog.. its inevitable.. i guess..

im gonna practise sooner or later..

fish, tmrw maths mock n physics paper.. =((

gonna have a lot of eye bags.. ytd slept at 2.30A.M.

wtf.. damn tired..

gonna start my caffeine addiction back.. *dots*

the only positive thing for today is..

i PASS my MATHS TEST!.. wee.. =))

but 20% was not satisfied.. bcoz of carelessness i got wrong for the first qn!!!

urgh!..

i have calculated.. if i want to get an A1 for my MATHS MOCK PAPER, i need to score full marks for PAPER 2!!!

urgh!.. i must get full marks..

IF I CANT, I MUST!!!

im a Maths Freak..

omg!.. stress will cause you to grow white hair..

as a precaution, im gonna cut my hair damn short this upcoming Sept. holidays..

n yar, maybe so.. i will be suspend indefinitely tmrw.. *dead*

did not attend D.C.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FABREGAS..
RONALDO..

urgh!.. fuckers.. they are so good at young age.. i envy them.. hahas..

erm, i like their hairstyles..

hahas.. =))

tiring.. one word..

just tiring..

woke up ard 8.. went bedok meet up F & Y.. for study session..

in the end whether i learn anything is still sumting i cant answer.. =(

erm, i am living in ANG MO KIO while F & Y live in BEDOK!.. and yet i need to wait for them.. wth.. no offense ler.. hahas..

but it shows that im getting more punctual.. yayness.. =))

and yar, went to library.. full house.. went to B.K, full house..

then went to McDonalds.. quite pack but managed to get seats.. =)

n yar.. i did my english compo.. n from my point of view, ITS THE WORST COMPO I HAVE EVER WRITTEN!..

IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN I READ IT!.. BUT WHATS THE POINT RE-DOING.. I DUN UDS THE 6 TOPICS THAT WAS GIVEN!.. =(

ok.. then i started physics.. stop.. stomach empty.. then did not continue.. *dots*
n yar, one of my biggest mistakes during study group..

i took out MR LAPPY n that's it..

F.Y.I loses their concentration.. =.="

urgh!.. i need to start getting serious!..

72 days..

now then i realise that i need to hand in my folio this upcoming thursday..
how can i forget such an impt date?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

*toot*

urgh!.. tks to EPL.. i cant really focus on my studies..

oh yar, i like the way FRANCESC FABREGAS plays.. cool.. =))

hello 'toot-sies'..

hah.. so long did not blog ler..

erm, reach home ard 7pm.. play soccer till 3.30 then hang-out with frens..

i wonder the sec 3 foreigners in our school eat what.. they ram the ball as if their legs made out of iron.. wth.. its like travelling 15m/s.. so powderful and fast.. powderful..
urgh!.. i need to practice my ram.. need to shoot like R. Carlos.. or Riise.. =))

oh.. my hair completely out of place today.. urgh!.. it was damn nice in the morning.. and in the end.. destroy it in the bus..

rest my head on the bus seat mah.. how to realise.. =(

erm, i will make an attempt not to go msn.. its one of the main sources of distraction thats disallowing me from studying..


n yar, anybody care to join me n my study group tis saturday?.. 10.00am meet at Bedok Library or Burger King.. if coincidentally any study grp having their revision during that time, join us yar.. the more the merrier.. =)

hopefully, there will be no distractions.. i need to buck up on my studies..

-I-B-E-L-I-E-V-E-I-C-A-N-

oh, listen to no promises.. damn sweet esp the video..

n yar, izwan is learning how to let go.. hopefully sooner..
but this is how i feel at the moment..
taken from Tigerlily - Matchbook Romance

I'll be going through withdrawl of you

for this one night we have spent

and I want to speak these words

but I guess I'll just bite my tongue

and to accept "someday, somehow"

as the words that we'll hang from

and I, I don't want to speak these words

cause I, I don't want to make things any worse

if the earth dies b'coz of love

i will love u like it'll never end..

if the sun shines down with burning light,

i will comfort u with all my warmth..

when u feel like giving up,

i'll be by your side guiding u thru..

memories come & go,

only the memory wif u stays in my heart..

just the thought of your sweet whispers..

will keep me awake all night..

& when i miss u,

just hearing your gentle voice will make me fly

remember this i will always love u

even if i am 6ix feet under..

aww.. sweet nye..

haiz..

but u are my past..

which i need to erase..

take cares yar..

IM SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY RESULTS!!!

CANT GET OVER IT!!!

*sobs*

haiz.. its over wan.. retake.. =((

the thing that improves my mood a little..


The Love Test
What Are You Like in Love?

Izwan, when you're head over heels, you are a Steady Mate

You're the kind of romantic partner that others truly count on in times of distress. This is true because your logical mind allows you to remain cool-headed during crises. Because people look to lean on you, you will sometimes be viewed as a hero in your relationships. People who value your calm, rational nature will make a great match for you.

Love does change you. Whether it simply enhances who you already are, or makes you a completely different person, finding someone whose love personality compliments your own makes for the longest, happiest relationships.


erm.. mostly are true.. =)

*SMILE*

http://web.tickle.com

go here.. find out more abt yourself.. =)

haiz.. i cant sleep.. kept thinking abt mt o levels.. i feel terrible.. im trembling..
am i expecting a bad results?..

from my point of view, its a yes..

=((

firstly, i rmbr what Mr Connor said.. when u attempt a twist in your story and it doesn't work.. u are doom.. precious marks will lost..

n yar, im gonna lose precious marks.. =((


ok.. im praying n hoping i get a distinction for my mt.. must pass..
PASS PASS PASS

urgh!.. im gonna be sleepy today in school..

feel like taking an extra day off.. ;P

n btw, tmrw having art one period.. i dun noe what type of insults mdm Saadiah will throw at me..

but i have set two goals for today..

1) get distinction for MALAY O LEVELS
2) complete waxing for ART

jia you izwan..


<<>>



btw, tks mich for sending me memory non-acoustic.. prefer it than the acoustic version..

ok.. i have made 3 imaginary letters in my mind.. im gonna memorise it and recite it as many times necessary..

to my friends, if u see me talking alone.. pls dun say im crazy.. its just that i reciting my 'letters'

LETTER 1:
Dear handphone,


You look damn attractive especially under the games categories. I plead you to stop me from harassing you. Please avoid me going to the games categories till I forget about my studies. Please understand me. I will avoid you till my O levels end and then i can start harassing you again. From now, I will try to avoid using you to SMS, web browsing or playing games. I will switch you off. Sorry.


Yours,
*Izwan*






LETTER 2:
Dear Mathematics,


I love you so. Please let me pass Math with distinction. Don't let me go crazy because of you. I really need to pass Math as I would like to continue my education in J.C. Please make yourself look simple. Don't hallucinate my mind with the algebras and out of the world equations. Thank you.


Yours,
*Izwan*






LETTER 3:
Dear Mdm Liza,


Please stop being absent. I need to study Math. Thank you. =)


Yours,
*Izwan*



this are my letters.. my so called special 'letters' to them..



p.s: Finch - Letters To You (acoustic)
listen to it yar if nvr heard of it before.. nice nice..

haiz.. i feel damn sad today.. its just sheer stupidity.. i dun noe why im so frustrated with myself?.. =((

sumtimes long bus trip are damn irritating.. for e.g: TODAY!..

i kept recalling back what happen 1 1/2 yrs back.. ='(
i thought i got over it.. but..

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everything seems to be a mess today..
~ bought my national day t=shirt n did not even bother it fits me.. =.="
~ undecisive decisions
~ drop my bubble tea.. =((
~ leg still swollen
~ lose hope in biology
~ no math lesson
~ did not hand in journal.. (what the hell am i doing)
~ ms choo absent (urgh!..)
~ stupid english test
~ cant sleep
~ boredom is killing me
~ unmotivated
~ im LoSt
~ history is taking place again

=(((((((((((((((((((((

to all visitors,
pls tag sumting or listen to the song before you leave my blogspot..
thank you..


hahahahahahahahahahahaha..

ok.. im bored.. this rule jus came out from my mind.. hahas..

=P

i guess memories are hard to forget..

haiz.. u move on but i have not..

missing you..

* sob sob *

terrible morning.. my hair was cut by Mr Fahizel.. not his fault ler but bcoz of MS PRISCILLA KREMPL!!! u *toot*

back, side n fringe.. * cut * =(

nvr mind.. gonna get a proper haircut this weekend..

ok.. fast foward.. >>>>>>>


LABRODOR PARK!..

=)) had fun goin there.. can say the place was quite dull.. but it was damn fun at the end of the trip.. i like the sunset.. nice nice.. =))

played games.. * smile * overall: 8.5 / 10

not everyone attended.. so cant feel the unity.. =((


oh yar, before i end..

tks to zati n huda for bein there for me always during Labrador biler time 'PASRAH'.. really appreciate it.. =))

n yar, to tat sumone.. tks for consoling me..caring for me.. =P
really sweet of you.. =))







urgh!.. ms choo troublesome ler.. mengacau aje..

tiring day.. haiz.. physics.. horrendous.. dnt.. same.. nothing changes..

i cant be motivated.. i guess.. this stupid memories haunting me.. cant stop..

why cant i just forget her n move to a new one?..


urgh!.. troublesome..


learn my lesson..

no relationships..

=))

fcuk fcuk fcuk.. tak boleh tahan ler..

tmrw must hand in D&T!.. urgh!..

rushing rushing.. but still got time blogging.. hahas.. =p

ok ok..

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urgh!.. im so stress.. i dun noe why im here.. i just type anything that come out from my mind..

siao..

oh shucks.. hui lin sulking.. she pester me mah.. hahas..

ok.. gtg..

take cares.. =))