A Day With Elly (R15)

And so I learn how to dismantle my bike. Sadly, some fairings of the bike are machine-tighten which make it quite impossible for a person of my stature to unscrew it.
Great learning experience. Still haven't finish touching up though. Sticker residues are such a bitch. Already spent two morning trying to clear it up. Manage to clear 1/4 of the fairing this morning. Hopefully able to clear everything come morning.


Oh by the way, I wanted to respray my bike white BUT GUESS WHAT?!?!?! Sandpapers are hard to find! Those finer grains wet-or-dry sandpaper don't come by easily. Not forgetting they come with a price too. Maybe when I have more off-days, I will commence with the project of respraying my bike. As for now, just leave it BLUE and focus on the interior. To those who are interested, this is a very good video below. Youtube, why you teach me a lot?

Off the bike issues, back to materials. See this watch below, I doubt it's available in Singapore. Sad much. Will search high and low when I have ample amount of time in hand. Citizen Eco-Drive Nighthawk. Lé Séxy.

Guess who's back

23/05/2010, dated about 21 months ago. Time flies.
So yeah, here I am, back to blogging. It's been awhile, I know.

Subconsciously, writing makes my mind work. And ever since I enlisted in September, I have not been reading good books and have not been writing. Please exclude all Police terms and Logsheet. That doesn't qualify as legit writings. Heck, recording statements uses Basic English. No wonder at times I find myself brain-dead.

I'm still astounded. Looking at the date of my previous post which was in 2010. Heck, a hell load of occurrence can happen within a year. When was the last time I played an actual soccer match? Can't even recall. When was the last time I visit my dad, don't even remember.

Speaking of him, he was present during my dental surgery. Nothing much to say to him. Can't blame. Male egos. On paper, I can say I love him so but I've yet to walk the talk. It hurts though, seeing that old-man. Working his ass off in this money-society. That, women, is still staying with him. More of a burden to my dad in my view. If she wasn't around, I wouldn't mind visiting and staying with my dad.

Anger aside, it's not a good excuse for me to avoid dad due to another party. I don't know why or how I'm suppose to do it but all I can say, visiting him during Hari Raya is never enough and visiting him every week will never be enough.
Miracles happen? Well I hope my mom and dad get back together at some point in the future. Fat hopes but weird things happened before, so yeah.

Heck, enough of negativity on my returning blogpost. [I is awesome].
Finally went for my dental surgery after that unfortunate mishap that occurred in 2006. Good to know I'm going to get it done. Sure as hell it hurts but if it's good in the long run, I am all in. Next appointment will be on Friday, let's hope my healing progress is going strong. Good to know I've yet to disclose a single information to any of my friends yet. (:

Well, that's all for today. Not much to write but at least these fingers are running strong. Typing skills [rust] eradicated, English usage still acceptable. Don't mention grammar, still suck at it. Must improve, I may suffer if I further my studies. 0.0

Ouh, if you do drop by and you have read to this final paragraph, please say a prayer for me that I will get a spot in SIT for me to pursue my education. Amin. (:

Graduation Week

I'm done with school. (:
No more school related stuffs need to worry about except for returning the graduation gown.


Graduation ceremony and dinner is over and done with. Now I need is space and time to collect and compose myself for something I've never done. I will upload some pictures here for graduation dinner (fat hopes). Either that, it will be up on my multiply. Take cares.

Love Game

Let us play this game. A game between you and me. It's simple.Consist of two hearts.

We mess around. Laugh and play.
Have fun. Share secrets. Tell stories.
Crying shoulders to keep our sad face.
Holding hands like we are lovers.
Think about forever. Forever of us.

But we don't fall in love.
The first one who does, loses

Wisdom is bleak

They say, at times, it's best to confide to a stranger. I did that. I glad I did. Stranger in this context doesn't brings out the literal meaning of it. This term is associated with colleagues, acquaintances and whatever suits your fancy.

I pour out my inner thoughts after bottling up for ages. It's intuitive to actually really share your perspective with the Golden Age. All sat around a table, doing our job while letting the seconds pass by. It went by pretty slowly though. Anyway, it was rather on impulse for me just to query one of them what are their thoughts about now and before. Didn't knew the conversation could last about an hour. 

From relationships to marriage to modern living and well, family, our views are shared among one another. It struck me hard that even at their age, they are working for money. Secondary objective was to kill time. 

Money to them is an issue. But I rebut stating that money is not an issue. 

Money has always been the thing that is blame upon for almost everything we do. It's harsh and it's real but my perception is different. I need to realise, sooner or later, why money is not an issue to me. I may be young to NOT understand the unwritten rule of life but wisdom is bleak. Age doesn't constitutes power or maturity so their subtle advises fall onto deaf ears.

To pit the blame on ego or independent living just stir up a plethora of emotions. Ego is my driving force while being independent was what I believe in ever since my family "trip." 

Maybe it finally sank in. I'm entering a new phase in life. I've so many things to worry about to the extend that pimples are showing. 

Entering NS, applying for University locally and abroad, supporting myself with dollars, earning more than enough to support my family was all a rosy path in my thoughts. Reality's harsh and it has derail many but I know I can make it. God's willing. (:

Angels Cry

Why should we doubt Ne-Yo? Immaculate verse. (:

I thought we'd be forever and always. You were serenity you took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right but it was OK. I do somethin' stupid and you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long. Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough. You look up. Find your love gone

And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather this storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

Abandoned Railway marked on another day.

WILL UPDATE IF I GET HOME EARLY! That's roughly around 2300hours. Out again. BYE!

As the title state it, didn't drop by the abandoned railway. The heavy rain on Saturday night till Sunday morning made it impossible for us to trek our way there. Muddy path for a few good snaps? Nah. Maybe next time will do. (: Whatever it is, a fruitful Sunday. But I'm still so adamant of crossing that bridge. Anyway, let the pictures do the talking.

Chinese Garden - Marina Barrage - Far East Plaza - Home (:

DSLR focus on the background rather than me. -.-

Thank you friend for the company (:

1. DSLR
• you need to hold and play with one to really appreciate it. basic DSLR can really make a difference
2. Once I acquire my *insert*, must visit
• Block 212
• TPE 

Premonition Much

And Angah was there by the entrance. He smiled at me as I crossed over the other side. I asked him, "Senang naik motor?"

What a dream. :x



Entered the kitchen and mom asked, "Muda² tak takut ke kaki macam gitu?"
[At a young age, aren't you scared with your leg's condition?]

I gave her a puzzled "what." I didn't know what to say. She reiterate that we are growing old and remind me that I will be looking after her. But how is it possible with my ankle injury? The beauty of short conversations. -.-

Drop the World

Vroom Vroom

Before I continue, pictures will be uploaded soon. I will start uploading them to Multiply once I get the photos from THY. Outdated photos are from BBQ [year 3], OCBC event and Sugi's birthday event. Not much pictures to begin with in the first place. ):


Anyway, rain pours again. I'm not like the rest who welcome rain with open arms. Drizzling is fine by me but rain? They are scary at times. Had an epic barbeque on Thursday. Great company in overall and great food. The amount of food available was jaw-dropping. More than enough to feed a bus. (:


Hmm, I queried my mom the other day about riding a bike. Pretty indirectly but mom being mom, she knows my intention. I told her that I intend to get my license while serving NS. Didn't garner in the expected response, but she SEEMS to be okay with it. Here's the thing, had a small talk with my classmates on Tuesday BBQ about bike riding. One being a rider himself, he pretty much detest the idea of bike-riding. Irony much.


I'm pretty adamant about getting my own transport. And I have lose faith in our "world-class" public transport. Even if I don't embrace nightlife much, having my own transport won't limit my mobility at night. Frankly speaking, I don't see myself on a bike. But this overwhelming urge in me kept insisting. One way or another, hopefully, I will get my bike. I hope I will be able to get my own midway through NS. On hindsight, the rain will limit my mobility. -___- Bloody hell.


And yes, history will be there to haunt me. What's done is done. I won't pretend but it did and still hurts me to think about it. It took me time to get over my grief and I'm sure it will take more time for me to get over this dilemma. I may plan this way ahead but halfway through next year, I will be a few months shy from reaching a year in NS. And that time frame is short.

Going all South

This below, may not make much sense to many. But bear with me, it will shift laterally from different perspectives.



I do not know how long more this will go. In my utmost humble opinion, it's warming to the heart to know that I made something out of you. I can't believe, a person of my caliber made such a statement, or let me say, an impact, in your life. It may contradict your judgement, but my assumptions are always a cut above the rest.


As I was saying, it was warming and flattering to begin with. But as the weeks passes, it gets highly irritating. To the extend where you, yourself do not know who you are. Every words that you seem to key in are just a sore to my eye. Pretty much synonymous to a bacteria. Worsens the condition of one as it multiplies.


You may come to your defense stating that I may choose not to read. It's true that you have a point, but it tentatively defeats the purpose. Your actions are planned, your words are conspicuous. This was all a cunning ploy to attract my attention. You may not realise but blatantly ripping off someone shows how disoriented you are. And seriously, fo sho? Seriously?


Whatever I extrapolate may be unjust but I'm certain that it's been going on for abit. Should I enumerate further? It's not patented but to come across someone who starts using them after "getting-to-know" period, it's really disturbing. My assumptions here are not deluded by any form of compunction. This obsession has got to stop. I'm highly disturbed by your acts to the extend that I think you are pathetic. LAWL, sounds all too familiar aye?


Maybe I'm a little bit late to point it out. I hope you change and revert to who you are.
This is a personal tirade. What I say here doesn't convey much unless the respective party choose to adhere it. On hindsight, this is one of the rarest moments that I'm subtle and tactful with my words. (:





p/s: this is not Going All South (Y)

All About Us

I came across something, well, intuitive, while taking a breather.
This, I believe came from a women's point of view.

Why men are like computer:
10. They have a lot of data but are still clueless.
- partially agree
9. A better model is always just around the corner.
- true that
8. They look nice and shiny until you bring them home.
- hahahahahahahahaha!
7. It is always necessary to have a backup.
- no comments.
6. They'll do whatever you say if you push the right buttons.
- disagree completely.
5. The best part of having either one is the games you can play.
- can't comprehend the actual message it's conveying.
4. In order to get their attention, you have to turn them on.
- agree
3. The lights are on but nobody's home.
- for my case, it's true.
2. Big power surges knock them out for the night.
- hmm.
1. Size does matter"
- LOL!

Anders♥Maria

©Rene Engstrom

In memory to one of the subtle yet mesmerizing web-comic I've ever read. This is the first strip of the comic. A total of 283 was drawn in a span of 3 years.

Honestly, I did lose my patience waiting for an update. (: 

As to those who are wondering why I'm updating my blog, take this reasoning of mine that I'm just finding ways to avoid myself from revising. Capiché?

FaceBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
ZOMGBBQS! My mafia wars!!!

Okay, what Yat and Fajar said is true. My account had been going through some weird changes.
If my account is shut down with no apparent reason, I will download a keylogger to hack others. 
-__-

You can't handle the truth

Truth in bold.
[From Lili's Blog]

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times. [how abt ring]
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club. [drama club niggers]
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I listen to screamo.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I'm sick of it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television 
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with my parents. [only parent not /s]
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year. [AKU PROUD!]
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve had red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I've used conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office. [handful of times]
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class. [social studies, geography, list out the Sec school subjects except for malay]
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll.

To be honest, I can't be bothered to update the previous few posts. Basically because I finally came to a conclusion that I'm not an avid blogger afterall. Plus, I'm not 100% healthy yet. This come-and-go fever, to say the least, toy around with my mood at times.


Here's an inside scoop of what's been happening lately:
2wks break commence on the 21/12. It's all part of NYP's devious ploy to hinder students to take an extra week off. I believe it was suppose to fall on the 14th. With the above set of dates, it's enough for you to figure out their ploy.


Secondly, it struck me that we are hypocrite. I'm a hypocrite too. The level of hypocrisy one carries is used to differentiate from the rest.


Thirdly, I have a sprained/bruised ankle due to that mistime slide after today's competition [which ended horribly]. Apart from that, rashes on my left elbow. Wonderful.


I need to visit a doctor to sort myself out soon and please, I need my ego back. I'm just too humble for the moment.

Birthday Countdown - Part 12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Basically because I'm just awesome. SKRG AKU NAK BERAK!
Nanti update!



Updated as of 2300hours:
After tonight's event, I'm in a fucking shit mood. So don't bother. I will update fully soon.

Birthday Countdown - Part 9

Lecture attendance taking was usually around 1245 - 1250. And I entered lecture hall a minute before my name was called out! This is what you call awesome. (:

Had a pretty draggy day in school. 2hours of lab and 2hours of tutorial. ): And I don't really fancy Monday classes due to the timing. I end my Mondays at 1800. Headed home after classes end just to sit back and relax. Decided to reformat my computer on a Tuesday. Hoping that it will be back to normal soon. The TRIPLE BOOT is not helping the computer at any cost. :(

Anywho, I will turn in now. Maybe I will add on to this post at a later timing. (:

Birthday Countdown - Part 8

And it's a SUNDAY! Four more days to H.o.H birthday! (:

By the way, I'm not sure about the masses but Sunday is always a day where you slack. It's not a family day, seriously.
In all, I have nothing to say or write here since I particularly laze around at home. WOOOTS!

*to be honest, I can't really remember what happen. seriously*

Birthday Countdown - Part 7

A chronological order of what happen. (:

1. Woke up at 0900 since I'll be meeting her at 1100.
   
2. Met up at 1110 since I was late while she waited for 20minutes.
3. Detour all around Dhoby Ghaut in search of Fort Canning Park and only to realise by the end of the day that it was accessible near Park Mall.
4. As per normal, hike up under the scorching hot weather. Perspiring profusely.
5. Headed to Plaza Singapura after completing her SAWI assignment. Fascinated by Build-A-Bear Workshop ways of creating a plushie. (: 
6. A trip back to memory lane when I set foot in LEGO shop. Simply fantastic. Maybe the only set of toys that build around a same foundation throughout the years.
7. Off to ION Orchard finally. An eye-opener shopping mall. The boutiques are scintillating enough that it inspires me to become f-ing rich so I could burn on these boutiques. -.-
8. After so-and-so occurs, decided to send her home as I was pissed off. In all, I overreacted. Reconcile and moved on to our next destination. 
9. Had LJS after a round of arcade. _|_ Silent Hill for their horrible sensors.
10. Open up to her about something, which I shouldn't have, which I should kept in me, which I should just kept mum about it. -_________________-
11. Ended the day and parted ways at MRT.

By the way, after writing this pathetic set of 11pointers. My eyes are giving in and I want a snoozer!!! Good Bye!