I CANT STUDY BIOLOGY!..

am i in love?..

no no no

maybe

argh!.. math really kill..

i like math to much..

till i forget there's an examination call GEOGRAPHY!..

i need a miracle to pass my geog!..

i dun want to fail my prelims..

but i noe i fail one ler.. MT!..

probability.. 99:1

GEOGRAPHY, BE NICE TO ME TOMORROW!..

argh!.. im down with a fever.. sore throat.. eee, so terrible.. hate it..

i starting to get sick of everything..

studies, friends, same stupid jokes.. really get on my nerves..

am i STRESS UP?.. i guess i am..

haiz..

u noe whats the shocking part abt today, i cant do QN 1 OF LAST YEAR PRELIMS PAPER(MATHS 2)..

U NOE HOW FREAKING SHOCK I AM!..

i am still shock!..

haiz..really regret..

serve me right for not studying D&T!.. i deserve to fail.. damn.. i just did terribly.. i dun even bother to check.. =(

haiz.. i guess i need a distraction to remind me of studies.. like sumting which is so appealing..

MSN?..

am i giving excuses?..

=(

WHY I CANT MUG LIKE A LUNATIC?..

oh shucks.. im getting sick.. not sick of studies or exams.. real sick..

damn sickening ler.. =(

tmrw physics.. cant revise.. migraine.. my head numbs terribly..

Math Paper 1 today was damn strange n weird.. dun ask me why.. its just too strange..

S.S. dead.. chapters i studied did not appeared at all.. out of my sight.. how cool.. *dots*

ok.. i must avoid msn.. its really a big D-istraction..

hopefully i can avoid it till end of Os.. =)


erm.. friday.. YAT KECHIK b'day.. thats it.. his really gonna get a beating of a lifetime.. sweet 16.. wee.. =)

Scheldule 4 tmrw:
~ 0800-0915 physics paper

~ 0915-1000 meet fathul.. study.. =)

~ 1000-1200 study study study..

~ 1200-1300 go mosque..

~ 1300-1400 friday prayers

~ 1400-1430 beating of a lifetime..

~ 1430-1900 soccer.. wee.. =)

~ 1900-2030 reach home..

~ 2030-2130 clean up..

~ 2130-???? sleep.. =)

must avoid Mr Msn..

Love, is a Flower & U, its only Seed..

=)

it keep repeating in my head ler..

=P

prelims is right ard the corner.. gonna kick start the prelims on wed with english..
im not prepared, i guess..

oh, i found out.. SOCIAL STUDIES growth of nations will be coming out for prelims.. =))

well, today did not attend school.. had a self-utilised holiday.. hehe.. =)

haiz.. everything is coming to an end soon.. no more secondary life..

sad.. bad memories, good memories.. gonna miss BTSS.. esp the teachers n students..

oh yar.. i feel like closing my blog.. i dun noe why ler.. =(

43days to Os.. not a lonely september after all.. books accompany me.. =)

ok.. i hate it whenever the thought of leaving btss struck in my mind..

MY TARGET FOR O LEVELS:
~ ENGLISH ---> distinction

~ MT ----------> B3/distinction

~ MATHS ----> A1!.. die die must get..

~ HUMANs. --> distinction.. to make ms choo proud.. =))

~ SCIENCE ---> B3.. so as to prove mdm tan wrong whenever she give me that "no hope face." hahas..

~ D&T ---------> distinction.. hopefully my coursework dont score terribly..

~ ART ---------> A...... -A-B-S-E-N-T- halfway thru drop..

TARGET FOR L1R4: [SINGLE DIGIT][ 5-9]

TARGET FOR LIR5: x<14

hello ppl.. just got home.. wee!.. =)
btw, want to blog for a while..

the AKLTG talk we had today was great.. instructor Gary was hilarious as Adam.. hahas.. cant tahan see him do the Adam pose at the board.. hahas!..

ok ok.. kinda rejuvenate my motivation.. but the night spoil it ler.. got home ard 8pm then went out.. and now im at home.. hahas..

i only study for a while.. physics..

my bro, me n fren had a "quarrel" on nuclear fusion lor.. crappy.. hahas..

ok, back to AKLTG.. when the talk start to commence, i kept recalling back what happen during the 3-days motivational workshop.. i rmbr everything that happenned..

when i mean everything..

i mean, from the day 1 till day 3.. what happen after day 1, before day 1.. EVERYTHING

oh shucks.. fond memories.. hahas.. =')

to be frank, kinda miss her.. i dun noe.. i just felt it lor.. out of all a sudden, the memories rush back in my mind and i kinda miss her..

hahas.. mayb only for today or that stupid ava rm with the seating arrangement like that.. hahas..

ok.. till here..

nites ppl..

GOT THIS IDEA FROM SHEN HSUAN!..

from today, is 49 days to Os..

must chiong study.. evrytime i visit my blog i see this thing n it will motivate me.. =)

hahas.. =P

RYAN CABRERA - SHE'S


She looks into my eyes
And Im alive again
And when she says goodbye
I just die again
Thats when my restlessness begins
Please dont let it win
Im so tired again
And underneath the haze
One thing still remains the same


Shes the only love Ive known
And now shes gone away
Shes the life that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?


She walks into my life
And my world is still
She reached into my soul
And all my doubts were killed
That’s when my loneliness subsided
She gave me the will
I could fight it
But nothing can erase
The one thing that remains the same


Shes the only love Ive known
And now shes gone away
Shes the life that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?


So just tell me what I should do
I left everything for you
And I can’t hardly breathe
Cause I know I lost you from my world
From my…


Shes the only love I’ve known
And now shes gone away
Shes the life that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?

haiz.. today can say suay ler..

on the way home.. bus broke down.. then i was like urgh!.. want to slp also cant.. got a lot of commuters.. wth.. =(

then then reach home ard 8.. kinda late huh..
2 monitor lizard hangs ard my neighbourhood.. kinda cool though.. big big and cute cute.. hahas..

cute?.. siao.. bleahs..

oh oh.. btw.. i like chris brown say goodbye video.. nice nice..

esp the dance.. so smooth..

hahas.. =)

haiz.. i want a new guitar.. an electric i mean.. so ppl out there whos reading my blog, pls pity me and buy for me one.. hahas..

oh shucks.. im thick skin ler.. hahas.. =P

oh yar, i learn new words..

"DOTE"

hahas.. now then i noe is "manjakan"

=)

n to u who ate pudding just now, bleahs, tks for the info abt neoprints.. hahas..

im inexperienced like u say.. hehe.. =P

thank u.. =))

argh!..

im prone to attacks esp from my brother..

since i shave my head, he keeps headbutting it..

ouch!.. help me!..

argh!..

=P

OMG!.. hilary duff is freaking hot in this video..

hahas.. in love with her.. *dots*

Play With Fire
By Hilary Duff

=)
SP was great.. i want to go SCHOOL OF BUSINESS!.. its freaking cool..
but sian eh.. cut off points ard 12..
*dots*
getting 20 is like damn difficult for me.. sum more need to pass humanities..

urgh!.. nvr mind.. i must try try the hard hard.. must get the least number of points.. the less the merrier..

btw, the token was given to me from Nabeel.. i dun noe how many he make it.. but tks man.. =))


oh btw, i miss my hair.. =(

watch it.. crappy though.. =P

MY HEART - IRWANSYAH FT ACHA

disini kau dan aku terbiasa bersama

here you and me always together

menjalani kasih sayang bahagia ku dengan mu

loving one another happy to be with you

pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah

have you ever dreamt of the sweetest day

ku ukir nama kita berdua disini surga kita

i carve our names together here, our heaven

bilakah kita mencintai yang lain mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar

when we love others maybe our heart will realise

sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayang ku akan hilang

no matter how hurtful it is my love wont fade away

if u love somebody could we be this strong

i will fight to win our love will conquer all

i wouldn't risk my love even just one night

our love will stay in my heart..

aww.. touching.. hahas.. erm, who got the movie of this song?.. I WANT TO WATCH!..

copyright the song thingy from zulfah.. hahas.. *dots*

kinda bump into it on the web.. quite nice..

you made me fall for you hard and fast

the past was such a blast

we left each other and it made me cry

i didn't want to see you go but I said goodbye

i found out the truth

i thought you were a jerk

you filled me up with lies and hurt

now I have to say goodbye

before I hurt myself more inside

i have to go and look to the future with out you in it

so goodbye for now

i'll be seeing you later on

haiz.. im really saddened with my results ler.. =(