the english presentation was OK LA..

gOt 7.5..

i feLt iT wAs quite low..

haiz..

ok dun talk abt english..

n yea, i really want to change my h/p..

i want N90..\\but i just change h/p..

whAt are my chances?..

quite pity wei zhen n hajar, they prepared their script well but why did Mr Connor gave them an unacceptable marks?..

haiz...

tEacherS aRe sTrangE aT times..

kla, my bro pestering me to use the comp already..

erm..nothing much to blog abt..

another few more days i will be moving to Compassvale..

i love Compassvale Sec.. the school was beautiful..

Bedok Town, oK La.. bUt thE sTudeNts aRe fUn.. =))

~ counting down the days ~

~+ ppL, dOes mY bLog lOoks sTraNge?.. +~

ARGH!!! SO STRESS!!!

first of all, im not stress because of overstudy..

but im stress coz im not studying!!!

='(

i feel so terrible, i have a hard head.. sumbody pls knock it n break my head into pieces.. even though i keep on failing my test, there is nothing that can kickstart me into a study mood..

haiz..

there u see, i sigh again..

argh..

but nvr mind.. i lyk it..

i dun noe why.. =P

ok ok, today i am very proud coz i reach home early.. yay!! *applause* tks to all my fans..

reach home early as i skip all my remedials.. yay!! but it was bored la, reaching home early.. nothing to do.. only play comp n nvr study..

haiz..

n yar, im so gonna kill FADHULI...

he just introduced me to a girl.. n i did not even say yes..

argh!!!

haiz..

im wondering..

why i keep on sighing?..

its been two days straight..

its not that i tired..

but i feel sumting is missing..

im on the way down..

i feel theres nothing left for me to study..

im just too slow to catch up with others..

my bio sux, english sux, how abot humanities?.. sux to the core..

haiz..

i miss sumone sumting, everything..

miss the past E2, where we are united..

but its the past..

IRONICAL.. can say..

one thing..

i hate "CRUSH"

bcoz of crush, it will most probably lead to love or like.. n if it does happen, it will develop into sumting one can avoid..

haiz..

u see, i type also need to sigh..

fcuk la..

erm..

im wondering of my past..

its my fault, blame it on me..

why did i ask for a break???










history

SHARING MY LIFE IN GEOGRAPHICAL TERMS.. =P

ok, lets start..

at first, my STANDARD OF LIVING was quite HIGH but my QUALITY OF LIFE was LOW..

on that moment, i was quite WILD... =P

then, my STANDARD OF LIVING was quite LOW but my QUALITY OF LIFE was HIGH..

since i lost my 'wild-ness,' i enjoy my life bit by bit.. =)

now, my STANDARD OF LIVING is MEDIUM but my QUALITY OF LIFE is EXTREMELY HIGH.. =))

yay..im goin to keep it up like this.. creating jokes and keeping on smiling..

jia you izwan, be a FCUKING CRAZY GUY in SCHOOL..

i miss my CRAZY LAGUHTER.. haiz, i cant seem to relive the laughter again..

yar, i REMEMBER.. talking abt "HAIZ.."

i kept on sighing today in school.. it was so-the-tired-the-tired-the-so..

i cant yanw, so alternatively..

"haiz.." sighed izwan.. =P

n FCUK lor, it is really difficult for me to do "MY CLASS" journal..

niwaes, its late lor.. 10.36 to be exact..

nites evrione..

=))

MY OPINION...
+*+*+*+*+*+*+
let me start.. i have been observing this specific type of people..n honestly, sum are good while sum are horrendous..

the type of person im talking abt is....

THE "WHATEVER" TYPE OF PEOPLE..

its not i dun lyk them, but sum are outta control..

my opinion, abt this type of people..

they are the type of people whereby they careless about others but more to themselves..

majoroty of this type of people hav negative attitude..

i mean, its lyk they dun care what others feel, they only pursue for PERSONAL GLORY..

they think they are the kings/queens of the world.. which means they do whatever they want whether people lyk it or not..

a LEADER and a KING/QUEEN is different..

LEADER is a person whereby they are in charge of sumting/sumone, together as one and working hard for the better..

KING/QUEEN is a person whereby they are in charge of sumting/sumone, not working for the better and just lay their FAT ASS and do nothing..

the majority of WHATEVER type of people feel they are the KING & QUEEN..

u get what i mean?..

[if from this point u dun get what i mean, please visit other blogs]

its not tat i dislike this type of people, but they are more onto themselves than others..

i noe la u live ur own life, and u earn ur success alone..but where is the care & concern?.. love?..

doesnt mean u are "WHATEVER" type of people, u can do what u like w/o thinking of the majority, public?..

does these "WHATEVER" type of people raise by their parents to be like this?..

if it is so, then i have nothing much to say..

people doesnt like to be look down and this type of people usually demoralise people..

they "step" on the head of people who they can exploit..

if you are BIG enough, why would you be dependent?..

haiz..if u want to show attitude, please, find sumone else..

dun ever show it to me, my family or my brother..

esp. MY BROTHER..

IF THE SO CALLED "BUDAK-BUDAK PANDAI," IS READING THIS.. ESP THE ONE THAT STARTS WITH THE INITIAL 'S,' IF YOU WANT TO STEP BIG FUCK PLEASE FIND NEW PEOPLE, NOT MY BROTHER..
BEFORE I RAM UR BANGLA FACE BACK TO INDIA..

N BTW, IM NOT REFERRING TO HIM ONLY.. IM REFERRING TO MY SCHOOLMATES TOO..

testing new font.. enlarge it a little.. =P

i felt really terrible after english..i lost my mood for everything..

honestly, since morning i have lost my mood to do anything..

with the "tremendous" marks i got for english, my day couldn't be better.. =(

its almost 12am..

not in a mood to blog much..

its been a sentimental-emotional walk home.. this past few days, whenever i am 5 minutes from home..

my mp3 will automatically will end this specific song n play "here without you" n after that "let me go"

aww..touching.. [my mp3 is under shuffle mode..]

so don't say i cheat.. but it was lyk, u noe that feeling..

but SINGLE already mah.. cant expect much..

kla, till then..

nites evrione..

haiz...

trouble..trouble..trouble..

n im the middle-men..

not directly, but nvr mind..

i;ll try my best to help..

so both sides are happy..

+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+
sorie XIN YI if i did not had the tym to chat with u..

hahas..
+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+

ok, back again..

oh God, pls let these ppl realise from their mistakes..

nOt only them, but me too..

i have done much mistakes in life..

c'mon ppl, its our last year together..

dun bcoz of sum ppl problem, we are separated..

think smart..

dun get teachers involve..

if u want ppl to stop spreading rumours, then dun spread rumours abt others..

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!!!

i noe sumone showed my msg to bla3 n letting the world know that sumone loved her..

if that person were in my shoes, how would you feel?..

yet, i did not took revenge on you..i chose it not cause i lyk u, but what's the point?..

history, but what's the point im saying this, is to make u realise what u have did..

this is not a personal attack..

but im trying to help you out but, u are seeking advise blindly..

trying to avoid sumting wont help..

ppl wanted world peace, but the classroom cant be in peace..

REALISE UR MISTAKES, BEFORE IT GETS ANY WORST..

im just wondering..

im outta control..

why am i blogging every single day?..

haiz..

not fair..

what i said will always turn on me..

erm..MS CHOO was lyk nervous when MRS TEO cum..i was lyk fuck la tis teacher cum, what she did a few years back still make me to despise her..

YAT BERG, ADHA, ZUL N ME need to constrain oUrselves from laughing..i was lyk is it impossible?..

when i turn to first page of chapter 12, i felt lyk laughing..bcoz of sum apparent reasons, when i see zul's face..

but after all, ok la..the lesson run smoothly, n i held up a paper saying to MS CHOO to relax..

u see, how good am i?.. =P

erm..

erm..

erm..

the "hanyut" thingy that cum to our skool..it was quite fun la..

but sitting cross-legged for ard 2 hrs, really destroy my leg!!

ok, but the show was fun..

n i saw my so called popular "SISTER"

hahax..

SHARON ISMAIL!!

bleah, im crap..

k, gtg do my part on the cme project..

why cant i drop cme?..

lyrics of a not-that-long-rock song..

i guess..

i lyk it..

I'm writing again

These letters to you

Aren't much I know

But I'm not sleeping and

You're not here

The thought stops my heart

Do you notice

I'm gone?

Where do you run to

So far away?

*+*+*+*+*
nIce?..

back to reality..

the past are history..


now back to me..

myself

and i..




ok, lets see

what happen in school..

erm..my mum came to see ms choo..

n she did not scold me abt my results..

she only ask me whether i wanted to study or not..

n she say if i want to study, study the hard hard so i hav a better life ahead..


erm..

i will take my fren's advice..

an old fren..

but recently talk to her..

and i also promsied her sumting..

hahax..=)

from now on, i will treat my books lyk my girlfren..

in case you are wondering, i am not crazy..

its a good advice..honestly..

try imagine treating ur book as ur girlfriend..

taking care of it n bla3...

treasuring the book as it brings KNOWLEDGE!!!

tks XIN YI for the weird n good advice..

i "CAPS" ur name n in different colour..

shes a good advisor..

hahax.. =P


kk, gtg..

my mum just reached home..

i hope i will not wake up late lyk today..


take cares evrione..

=)

i feel so low..

tks blog, u are here..

my only way to let my feelings out..

everything started well in the morning..

but my happiness rarely last..

is this my life?..

or am i living it the way it is?..

w/o improving..












everything happened in an instant..

why did i do it?..

i wanted this relationship to work..

but what have i done..




dear, if you are reading this..

im realli sorie for the pain..

i hope u forgive me for what i did..

but i feel its better we go our

seperate ways..

you are sumone who i dun deserve..

let me go..

eArLy iN tHe mOrnIng..

iTs sTiLL cOnSidErEd eArLy..

eVentHougH iTs 11 aLreAdy..

=P

mY pAsswOrd iS vIsibLe aS yOu eNteR mY bLog..

oN tHe tOp LefT..

wHy aM i pUttiNg pAsswOrd?..

iM wOnderInG...

erm..

mAyb rEmovE it bY tOnigHt..

its sHOCKINGLY SURPRISING to fInd oUt tHat i dId nOt mIss a sIngLe dAy oF bLoggIng..

i wAs lyk "wow!!"

last tym, u sAid bLoggIng wAs cRap..

nOw wHat tHe hELL aRe u dOinG iZwAn?..

at lAst, i rEbuiLd mY bLog..

iT wAs sO frusTrAtIng..

rEbuILd uR bLog tWice!!!

nVr mInd..

i lyk mY nEw bLog..

=) yay..

2mrw, aT LasT, gOinG bAck tO sChOoL..

i dOne mY fReAkiNG MATHS..

yayness!!!

=)

okay..

i sUmtImeS dO bELieVe in

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND

rEceNtLy, i gOt pIsseD oFf bY tHis sUmoNe..iT wAs sHoCkiNg tO fInd oUt tHe pErsOn hAve dOne iT tO mE..oBviOusLy, tHe pErsON dO nOt kNow i hAve mAny "reSouRceS.."

mOmEntS aGo, i fOunD oUt tHat sUmoNe iS pIssEd oFf by mE.. i wAs lyk, "oH, c'moN."

wHat dId i dO, i wAs nOt sUre..i dId nOt eVen mEt uP wIth tHe pErson eIthEr..mAybe iTs b'cOz oF mY mOutH..

hAhax.. =P

i aPoLogIse tO tHe pErsON iF i pIsseD yOu oFF n tO tHe pErsOn wHo pIsseD mE oFF i fOrgIven yOu aLreAdy, bUt rEvenGe iS uNceRtAin..hehe.. =O

i wAnt tO bUy tHe gUitAr..i LovE iT..

i aSkeD my mUm, bUt sHe jUst kEpt qUiet..

iS sHe rEjectIng mY sO cALLed "request" oR iS sHe tHinkIng aBt bUyinG fOr mE onE?..

haiz..

i wAnt tHe gUitAr..

iTs nICe..

iTs pLain aNd tHe bLAck cOLouR lOokS rEaLLy nIce..

erm..cOuntIng dOwN tHe hOurs bAck tO sChoOL..

mY hAir wiLL nOt gEt cAught..i hOpe.. iF nOt i bEcOme eDwArD's foLLowEr..

hahax..bALd-hEadeD me..

im gOnnA lOoK sO fUnnY..

eRm..

iTs nOt pLeAsAnt tO hAve eVerytHing iN tHis wOrLd..

n tO kNow eVeryThing iN tHIs wOrLd..

fInDinG oUt tHe tRutH..

u aRe sAtisfiEd aS u fOunD oUt sOmEthIng wHich iS tRue..

but cAn u bAre tHe pAin?..

iF iT wAs a pAinfUL tRuth, cAn yOu bEar iT?..

a hEart-sHattErinG tRuth?..

hOw wOuLd yOu fEeL?..

tEaRs wAs rUnnINg uP my eYes aS i fOunD oUt sUm tRuTh aBt sUmoNe wHo iS eXtrEmeLy cLose..

bUt wHat's tHe pOinT sHeddinG tEars?..

i wAs tHe oNe wHo wAs nOt sAtisfIeD wIth wHat i wAs toLd..

nOw, iM qUitE fEarfuL tO fInD oUt aBt tRuth..

tRutH aRe mEanT tO bE lieS..

sO tHey cAn bE hiDDen..


L
I
E
S

its 2.01am in tHe moRninG aNd i aM bLoggIng abT ytd..

hOw cOoL iS tHAt?..

=P , lame..

okAy, rEach hOme aRd 8.00pm..lUckiLy, my mum tOo rEacH hOme LatE, aS shE tOok tHe sAme LifT wIth me.. =P

sO she dId nOt sCoLd mE tHat mUch.. ;)

oKay, rEach sKOoL aRd 11.00am..

i bAdLy wAnteD tO cUt tHe mY mAtEriALs..bUt tKs tO tHe LackinG oF teAcheRs iN BTSS!!!

tHerE wAS nOt eNOugH tEachEr tO sUpervISe uS..

hAiz..

oKay, wHats dOne iS dOne..

mE & iRsyAD wEnt tO aDha's hOuse, sO as hE cAn cHange tO hIs hOme cLothEs..

aNd hE bOrrOweD mE hIS pAnts..

hahas.. =P

i wAs LazY tOo wEnt hOme, sO reQuestEd tO bOrrOw oNe...

hOw dEspErAte aM I?..

LuckiLy, i gOt bRinG my oWn sHirt..

i dId nOt tRoubLe hIm muCh..

aFter oUr pRayeRs, mEt uP wIf FadhuLi, fAthuL, sHakeILah, sYasYa aNd zUL..

wE wErE LatE bY a fEw minUtes wHen mEetiNG sHakeILah aNd sYasYa at BedOk pLatfOrm..sOrie aBt tHat.. =P

wE sTop aT cIty hALL..

thE tWo "S" gO suntec, tO fIx sYasYa mp3..wHiLe wE, bOys, wEnt tO pEninsuLar, fIx aDha n fadHuLi's gUitAr LasT sTriNg ..

n wE aLso bOught oUr oWn pIck..

evEnthOugh i uSuaLLy uSe mY fIngeRs..erm, mAyb i wiLL uSe iT fOr eMergEncy pUrpOseS.. =P

tHen tHen, wHiLe wIndOw sHOppinG..sYasYa caLLed tO mEet tHem aT cIty hALL MRT sTatiOn..

i wAs lyk, wHat tHe hELL..

sO fASt..

i wAs aDmiRing tHis aCoustic gUitAr, iT wAs sO aStOniSHinG..

btw, tHe pRiCE tOo wAs aStOniShing..

iT cOst aRd SG$500+..

haiz..tOo eXpensIve.. tHen tHis bLack gUitaR, cAugHt mY mIND..iT wAs reaLLy nIce..tHe pRiCe wAs aCcePtabLe la, aRd SG$130..tHe stRing iS nyLon, iF i rEmembeReD rIte..

haiz..wHen gOt tHe cHance tO LeaRn gUitAr, u pUsh iT aWay.. nOW, u aRe LeaRniNG iT iN yOUr "O" LeveL yR..

wTh..'sLaps iZwaN' ...

okAy, bAck tO sTory..

sYasYa caLLed aGain, wE wEre LatE aGain..

wHen wE mEet tHem, they lOok sO tHe tIreD..

dUn nOe wHat tHey dId..

tHen wHen wE wEre wALkinG tOwards the tIcketIng mAchinE, gOt tHis gIrL la.. mInaH..

sHe wAs iNsuLtinG us..bRinginG gUitAr hErE aNd tHEre..

i wAs lyk kanina-cHeebye-mOthErfUcK-wHat-tHe-heLL-is-wrong-with-thE-freaking-piece-of-bitching-shitbag?..

wE dId nOt eVen bLock hEr wAy oR wHat..n sHe wALk lYk a tRain, aNd hEr mOuth rUns lyk a jEt..

haiz..ROSAK ROSAK ROSAK...

sKip tHe bAd mOmeNts..

oKay2, tHen wE wEnt tO bugiS..

tO SINTA ELECTRONICS SHOP..

fRom bugis oNwardS, i wAS wALkinG vEry sLowly..mY knEE wAs sore aGain..

iS tHerE sUch tHing aS a sOre-kNee?..

fAthul, me, fadhuli, adha (F.I.F.A) sAt oUtsiDe SINTA fOr aRd 2 hrs, wHiLe wAitinG fOr thE tWo "S" aNd zuL tO tAlK abt thEir d&t pRojEcts wIf tHE sHop oWneRs..

fOr tHe fIrst tym, i sEe ZUL wAs sO sTreSseD oUt..hIs aRtefAct, wAs cOmpLicAteD..bUt oUr d&t tEachEr aPprovE it.. aNd tHe SINTA ppL sAy iTs iMpoSSibLe tO gEt iT dOne..

i piTy zUL, is eIther he cHoose aNothEr iDea oR re-dO tHE wHoLe thing..

i dId nOt wAnteD him to sUffEr tHe sAme fAte aS tWo oF oUR cLassmAtes..

oKay, wHiLe sYasYa n sHakeiLah wEre tAkin hUge stEps aHead of us iN d&t pRojEcts, wE wEre "pErfOrminG" oUtside SINTA..



hahax..aCtuaLLy, wE tOok suM cHairs fRom tHe sHop aNd sAt oUtsIde aNd pLay gUitar..

aT lAst, i've kNown tHE bAss oF "zOMBie" aNd mOst pArts oF "wAke mE up wHen sEpt. eNds" i pLayEd successfuLLy.. =)

yayness!!! (pictures on yoru right, f.y.i.)

n i jUst ask mY mUm tO bUy fOr me a nEw gUitar, sHe wILL rE-tHInk..

haiz..

uSe fAdhULi gUitAr, n pLAy "tRue" , i dId nOt rmb mOSt oF iTs tAbs, onLy tHe sTarTinG wAs riTe.. =(

tHen aFter tHat, wE wEnt tO thIs chinese-mUsLim rEstAurAnt or sum sort oF lYk tHAt..

iT wAs mArveLLous..iTs my 2nd or 3rd tym eating there, aNd tHe cHiLLi wAS stiLL mArvELous..

but ppL sAy iTs sPicy..i wAs lyk "huh?"..

iT wAs fUn eatinG tOgethEr..aFtEr eAtinG, i pLAyeD tHE gUitAR fOr a wHiLe..

eVentHogh i wAs tHe LasT oNe tO fINisH tHe fOod..

n zUL kEep oN sAyinG: "sTop iT thE gUitAr La.."

hahax..i kEpt oN pLayINg.. =P

okay, tHe tYm nOw iS 2.40am..

sO lOng i bLog..

hahax..

tAke cAreS & GooD nItes

-wOrlD, LovE-

iM fEeLinG quIte low fOr a mOmeNt..

iM bEiN tOo sELf-cOnsciOus i gUess..

i cAnt fOcus..i fEeL quIte LosT fOr tHe mOmeNt..

haiz..mY mAthS, is dEpRovInG..i fAiL mY vEctOrS teSt rEcenTLy..

iT wAs tErRibLe!! i cAnt mAintAin a gOoD rEcoRd..

btw, i hAv nOt eVen tAke mY rEpoRt cArd!!! "sob"

haiz..nVr minD iTs nOt iMpoRtAnt..

i dId tErribLy..

mR. cOnnOr wAs riGht..aM i tOo seLf-coNsciouS?..

i gUess iM nOt bUt mY acTionS dO sHow..

haiz..

if i hAd oNe wIsh..

i jUst lyk tHe pHrAse..

sWeeT aNd sImpLe..

=P

if i hAd oNe wIsh, i wAnt tO hAve a pRopEr atTituDe tOwarDs sTudiEs..

okay..

iM gOinG..

iM dOing mY eNgLish hmwK sOon aFtEr tHis..

tAke cAres..

wOrLd, Love..

am I tHe tYpe pErsOn wHo cAn pRoMise mYseLf wELL?..


i wOndeR.. hahax.. =P


okay, reaLLy hAd fUn tOday iN scHooL..

n i hAv a LuV-CaLcuLatOr sUm sOrt oF stuFF iN my h/p..

jUst dOwnLoaDeD iT... hahax.. =P



oNe tHIng, i hAte bLog..iTs a dIstRacTioN..i aM uSing mY tiMe tO dO hOmewOrk tO uPdatE my bLog..
hahax..



n btw, LEE CHUAN, rEmovE mY pIc!!! i wAnnA cRy..
hahax.. =P

okay, rEacH hOme aRd 5.00pm..

qUitE late huh?..

fIrstLy, i wAnt tO tHank aFandy fOr tReatiNg mE, aDha, nAbeeL aNd fADhuLi bUbbLe tEa..

sEconDly, i wAnt tO aPoLogiSe tO hiM fOr kEepIng hIm wAitinG fOr uS tO hav bReaKfAst tOgetHer bUt iT nEveR hAppeNed!!! hahax..


i fEeL bEttEr eVrydAy..
pRobaBLy i dYe mY hAir..


hahax...


mY gOaL fOr tOday iS tOo
fIniSH mY mAthS aNd D&T hoMeWork aNd wOrkinG dRawiNG rEspectiVeLy..
yEt, i hAv nOt sTartEd... =P


hOnestLy, siNce i rEad DA VINCI CODE, i wAnt tO iMprOve mY eNgLisH..i mEan, mAstEr mY eNgLisH..
wOuldn't iT bE nIce tOo sEe aT yOur "O" levels cErtiFIcAte aN A1 fOr eNgLisH?..


n btw, i sTarTeD tO LovE.. nOt tO hAte..
hahax.. mAybe nEw pErsOn iN LifE..
hahax..



mY kNee iS sWoLLeN aGaiN..i hOpe iT wiLL hEaL aS fAst aS pOssiBLe..
i dUn wAn tO gO to sChooL wAlkinG awKwArdLy..
=P

okay, i wAa late aGain aS usUaL fOr my eNgLisH cOursE..


hAiz..i cAnt kiCk tHis hAbIt..


vEry tHe sAd..




aNd u nOE sUmtinG, i fOunD ouT tHat LEE CHUAN IS POSTING ME ON HIS BLOG!!!


ARGH!!!


eVenthOugh, wE sHarE tHe sAme b'dAy..dUn nEEd tO sHow tHe eXtRa aPprEciAtiOn.. hahax.. =P


LEE CHUAN, im nOt Zi LiaN!!! ok, qUite a bIt la..bUt rEmovE my pIc fRom uR bLog.. iT REQUIRES LICENCE!!!


iM noT mAd wIf hIm..iM jUst mAd wIf mYselF fOr tAkinG tOo mUCh pHotOS oF mySeLf.. tKs tO N70, i bEen tAkinG pHotO siNCe.. =') {miXed eMotiONs}








nOw i reALiseD tHat iM tHe oNe wHos reaLLy left bEHiNd iN mY stUdieS..
n i oSo foUnd oUt tHAt im thE Lowest fOr mY PSLE maRks iN mY cLass.. iF im nOt wRong.. i fEeL sTupiD.. hOnestLy..






i wiLL bEcoME a nEw peRsOn.. i wiLL tRy tO dIg dEEp iNsidE mE tO LeT gO oF my cRazY LaugH dUrinG pRimaRy sChooL..i wiLL kEep oN LaugHINg.. i wiLL bE hAppY.. aLL mY pRobLems, sTiLL rEmaiN uNsoLveD.. =(












A.D.I.D.A.S
it bRinGs a sPeciAL mEaniNg..
nOt [ALL DAY I DREAM ABOUT SPORTS/SOCCER]
but [ALL DAY I DREAM ABOUT *****]


fiLL iN thE bLankS... hahax.. =P

eventhough we lost

the match..

i fElt quite

pLeaSed..

its wEird but

i dOn't kNow

wHy?..

tOday wAs a

vEry

LLLLLOOOOONNNNNGGGGGGGG

day...

oKay, mOrniNg hAd

eNgLish cOurSE..

aS usuaL, im LatE..

tHen mAths,

i lEave hALfwAy-tHru

aS i gOt sUmthIng

tO attEnD to..

aFtEr tHat, i mEEt mY fRens

fOr tHe sEcoNd-Leg match..

eVenthOugH, wE LosT

12-5..

hahax..

i nOw iTS TERRIBLE!!!

i wAs eNjOyinG..

PELIK TAPI BENAR!!

WEIRD BUT TRUE!!

aMruL reaLLy mIxeD

weLL wIth mY fRens..

cHey, tEnGok La

kwn sApe..

hahax...

aFteR tHis, dO mT d&t

uNtiL 12.00a.m

gD nIteS

LovE..

FrenS..

aNyboDy whOs rEadinG mY bLog

oUt thEre..

is there anything left?..

i cant live on...

i try to change a new during this holidaes,

but i guess it wont be happening...

love or rights?..

pity or honesty?..

force or redemption?..





iwishicouldsharemyproblembutwhocanisharewith?..

the competition was quite tough..

me, amrul n my bro only

managed to pLay 3 GAMES!!!

wth...

sO little..

rEsuLts?..

nOt sAtisFyiNg la..

oNe wIn

oNe dRaw

oNe lOse

haiz...

nvr mInd..

stILL gOt 27 MATCHES TO GO..

iF we mAnaGed tO pLAy aLL 27

wIthiN 2-3hOurs..

tHe rULes aRe qUite

cOmpLicAteD..

tO tHose wHo duN uds

fOotbaLL..

fInd oUt mOre on tHe

rULes at

www.nikefootball.com.sg

uNDer tHe cAtegOry

JOGA3 TOURNAMENT..

sUnday cOmpetItIon

wiLL tAke pLace aT

aLjuniEd CC..

opp hOugaNg aVe 1..

hOpinG to gEt iNto

tHe gRand fInaLs..

oNLy tOp 20 tEams oF

eAch zOnaL/cAtegOry..

wiLL gEt tO pLay in

GRAND FINALS!!!

im hOpinG tO bE in tHe

GRAND FINALS!!!

bUt oNLy tYm

wiLL teLL..

hOpe

IZWAN

AMRUL

ZAKUAN

a.k.a

NEW THEORY

wiLL dIspLay

a

JOGA BONITO

PERFORMANCE!

hOpinG tO wIn mOst oF oUr maTches..

nO miStakes..

Imagine this...


Imagine waking up one day, u are all alone..
there's no one with you..
left alone to shoulder yourself when you cry..
left alone to pat yourself at the back for a job's well done..


hAve yOu eveR wOnder?..


Imagine u are used to ur siblings waking u up early in the morning, just to go to school..
and one day, they just fade away...


wAkinG uP aLL aLone..hAvin uR bReakfAst aLL aLone..liviNg LifE aLL aLonE..


tis iS wHat i bEen tHru tIs pAss fEw dAys..


Life's a meSS fOr a mOmeNt..


tHe yOungEst iN tHe fAmiLy yEt mAkin' tHe bIg dEciSionS..


i mIss mY LifE..mY rEaL LifE..mIss mY bRotHerS..


iF onLy yOU wErE hEre, tHingS wOuld nOt bE lyK tHis..


i miSS evRithIng oUt oF aLL oF yOU..iF onLy wE weRe as oNe aGain..






dEciSioNs wAs nEveR eAsy..uNcerTainTy..


wHy aM i aT gUiLt?.. wHat's mY fAuLt?..


fOr mAkinG dEciSionS?..






wHy?..


pLs..i rEaLLy wAnt mY LifE tO bE aS nOrmAL..


mIssInG thE LovE tHAt wE cHeriSh..




















hIddEnBehIndtHesefAkesMiLesTHatrAreLytOOkpLace..............................................................

haiz..dId tErrIbLy for mY CroSS cOuntRy...iF mY bAck gOes oN lYk tIs, 3 yEars fRom nOw i wOnt bE pLayiNG SOCCER!!!


oK, i dId nOt do weLL sO i'LL jUst sHut uP///


tHe wOrld cUp tRophy wAS MARVELLOUS!!! i gOt tO tAke a pIc wIf iT...iT wAs mAjesTic, but my iNstInct tELL me iTs dUpLIcAte...aNd i wAs inTervIeweD...hahas...sO PAISEH!!!!!!!!


lEts tAlk aBt tOday...


tHe cRoss cOuntRy, i dId hOrriBLy..mY baCk aChes, halfway-tHru...i dId nOt sTop rUnniNg anD it wAs Lyk oUt oF aLL a sUddEn tIs bAck aChe pRobLem sHooT bAck iNtO mY LifE...


tKs tO tHe inTrodUctoRy oF "BICYCLE KICK", attEmpTeD iT nOn-sTop, aNd tIs iS wHat hAppeNS!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!


tHen wE gO eAt, anD wEnt oUr sepErAte wAys..iM lEarNinG 'zombie', aNd im bEcoMinG oNe as i cAnt fOcus..


tHe gIrL wAS MARVELLOUS!!! sHe wAs cUte, i aPProAch her..hahas...nO lA, u tInk i DESPERATE IS IT!!! bUt sHe waS cUte, hEr vOice..nOt a rEgrEt mEetiNG aMrUL aNd yAziD.. pErfEct tYm..


i fOrcE mySeLf to tRainING, evenThough my bAck wAs kiLLinG mE..


cUm'on mAn, sUmonE aSk mE tO tRain tHem, isn it lYk pRiviLege?.. sUm mOre Ts fRee..mY sErvIceS iTs fRee..hahas...bUt iTs aN hOnoUr..sEriOusLy, tO tRain uR fReNs..


i wiLL hIde bEhinD my sHeLL n aLLoW otHers to sHine, mY tYm oF rEspEct wOnt lAst lOng..oNe dAy, tRuth wiLL bE rEveAL..


i cAnt pLace tHe viDeo, a.s.a.p.


gOt pRobLem..'sob'


aNd i rEaLLy wAnt tO kNow tHat gIrL, sHe wAs cUte, lYk, erm..........a bIt iF 'fIona xIe' tYpe oF gIrL..sHe wAs cUte!!!nOt hOt, bUt CUTE!!!


im gOin tRainIng at thE sAme pLacE aGain..i wiLL aSk hEr ouT...hahas.. hOpefuLLy shEs sIngLe, bUt shE lOOks sImiLarly tO oNe of mY cLassMateS..


wHy aM i hAvin cRush on ppL wHo haV the sAme tyPe of feAtUres?!..


iSnt iT cALLeD 'uNcrEativiTy'???


iS tHerE sUch wOrdS?..hahas..ok ok, mARVELLOUS NIGHT..yAziD pLayeD sTreeT of uPtoWn aNd aMruL anD i wAs lyk tHe LeAd vOcaLs..hahas..


SIMPLY MARVELLOUS..wHat a nIgHt...


SOCCER IS MY PASSION!!!
PERSERVEARANCE!!!
HAHAS!!!
IM SO
MAD!!!


WHY AM I TYPING IN "CAPS"???

fOr tHose wHos rEadinG my bLog..i wAnt to APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE (A.I.A) as
i wiLL bE uPdaTeD mY bLog iN bAhaSa mELaYu... =P

oNLy fOr thE neXt fEw bLogs aS i wAnt tO eXprEss sUmtHinG..sUmthINg..
bUkan jIwaNGS>>>>>



hAri ini nye la gErek kat skOLah..esp S.S ngan CME..tak leh tahan..ZULFADLY YANG PALING GILER MCM CHE**YE..
ade ke dIe cAkap aku nye future anak beranak colour HITAM NGAN MISAI!!!
anAk kau kluar mcm POPE!!!
kk la, zUl..jOkinG ajex... =P


satu barang eh, klas aKu mAkin lame mAkin kerek...tak tahu its me atau dorang..tapi moSt of tHem its gEttinG on mY nErves la..
p.s: TO SUM PPL WHOS READING THIS, IF YOU WANT TO REPORT TO YOUR "HIGHER AUTHORITIES," REPORT AH...TAK TAKOT LA...


ok la..sampai sini..da malas nak update lagi>>>