MS GWEN & MS CHOO 'SHOWING OFF' THE CERTIFICATE OF WINNING.. YAYNESS!.. =)

OK.. NOW OUR CLASS PHOTOS..

4E2 OF 2006..

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.. MS CHOO'S SPEECH..

NOT SO CLEAR LER.. *dots*

*4E2 MS CHOO'S DAY CELEBRATIONS*

MS CHOO'S TEACHER'S DAY CAKE.. CLASS CONTRIBUTED TO BUY FOR HER.. =))

NICE NICE.. SPECIALLY FOR OUR DEAREST TEACHER.. HAHAS.. *dots*

MS CHOO!.. DEAREST FORM TUTOR.. HAIZ.. SHE GOIN TO MISS THE BBQ PARTY.. CANT U POSTPONE IT?.. URGH!..

N YAYNESS!.. 4E2 WON THE SHOP & SAVE BBQ THINGY!.. *smile*

MAINLY THANKS TO GWEN!.. =))

haiz.. i cant wait to be out of BTSS.. its neither i hate the school nor the students.. its just me..

kind to think of it.. i was a goody goody nerdy nerdy boy when transfer to this school.. then i tremendously change into sumone new..

i dun hate my new self.. its just that i miss the old me..

free from trouble..
free from stress..

free from freedom..

FREEDOM!.. mayb this hav change me alot.. sian eh.. i misused my freedom..

i guess im spoil.. i dun blame others..

i spoil myself..

haiz..

i cant wait to start a new life.. new school.. new steping stones in life.. but my record still stays.. =(

kind to think of it..

i regret what i have done before..

PAST, PRESENT..

haiz, i hate myself for this..



my fake smile shows it all..

haiz.. i feel so left out in my studies..

im losing my motivation day after day..

=(

argh!.. i havn sleep.. damn.. so tired..

if i sleep, its considered a disaster.. coz once i sleep i wll wake up ard 4pm.. i must not sleep..

i want to finish all my homework coursework housework whatever work by this evening..

then i can get my sleep.. =)

and i just finish numbering the pages of my folio..

yayness.. =)

but only 57 pages.. haiz.. =(

so little..

now, im online with 3 ppl.. all are asleep.. *dots*

now.. need to wait till 9am.. for the stationary shop to open.. then can buy sketch pad to do art n evaluation for D&T..

i survive on ONE CUP OF COFFEE!.. that is considered like luck.. coz i usually depends on large number of cups.. =P

IZWAN!.. JIA YOU!.. U CAN DO IT!..

scheldule for next week:
MONDAY - HAND IN DNT FOLIO COMPLETED AND BINDED

TUESDAY - M.T PRELIMS AND PHYSICS TEST (ELECTROMAGNERIC INDUCTION)

WEDNESDAY - HAND IN ART COURSEWORK

THURSDAY - TEACHER's DAY CELEBRATIONS

FRIDAY - TEACHER'S DAY (FINALLY CAN REST MY NEUROLOGY FOR A WHILE)

busy scheldule..

cmon IZWAN, another few wks to PRELIMS..

then FASTING MONTH, it will make me nore stronger at heart..

then HARI RAYA, CELEBRATIONS.. not much ler.. coz study mah.. FORGIVENESS WITHIN ONE ANOTHER.. =)

then O LEVELS, im gonna SCORE WELL!.. i must PASS!..

no more distractions IZWAN.. FOCUS!..

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh God.. isnt there any easy way to be good in Math?..

haiz.. evry time i see Math teachers, i envy them.. i dun noe why..

honestly, i want to be like them.. i mean not a Math teacher..

but have their intelligence in Math.. they are so freakin SMART!..

i mean all the formulas they can remember very wel..

argh!..

im just stress i guess..

66 days..

and my MT prelim is next tuesday..

oh shucks..

AT LAST I CAN GO IN BLOGGER..

*dots*

ytd.. fill up most of my time with revision.. n blogger..

i make millions of attempt to enter blogger.. in the end i gave up.. waste ard half an hour..

encounting, now its 7 blogs that i help to make..

yayness.. can i be proud?.. =))

im helpful..

hey, i like my blog. .hahas..

read the scrolling thingy.. more abt me.. =))

before i go..

I WANT TO MEET RYAN CABRERA.. HAHAS.. =)

when i went home alone..

after being at court..

i felt so weird..

a feeling i cant describe..

i just wish i dun exist anymore..

i dun noe why..















i wonder why u didn't attend.. haiz..

urgh!.. fail geog.. its inevitable.. i guess..

im gonna practise sooner or later..

fish, tmrw maths mock n physics paper.. =((

gonna have a lot of eye bags.. ytd slept at 2.30A.M.

wtf.. damn tired..

gonna start my caffeine addiction back.. *dots*

the only positive thing for today is..

i PASS my MATHS TEST!.. wee.. =))

but 20% was not satisfied.. bcoz of carelessness i got wrong for the first qn!!!

urgh!..

i have calculated.. if i want to get an A1 for my MATHS MOCK PAPER, i need to score full marks for PAPER 2!!!

urgh!.. i must get full marks..

IF I CANT, I MUST!!!

im a Maths Freak..

omg!.. stress will cause you to grow white hair..

as a precaution, im gonna cut my hair damn short this upcoming Sept. holidays..

n yar, maybe so.. i will be suspend indefinitely tmrw.. *dead*

did not attend D.C.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FABREGAS..
RONALDO..

urgh!.. fuckers.. they are so good at young age.. i envy them.. hahas..

erm, i like their hairstyles..

hahas.. =))

tiring.. one word..

just tiring..

woke up ard 8.. went bedok meet up F & Y.. for study session..

in the end whether i learn anything is still sumting i cant answer.. =(

erm, i am living in ANG MO KIO while F & Y live in BEDOK!.. and yet i need to wait for them.. wth.. no offense ler.. hahas..

but it shows that im getting more punctual.. yayness.. =))

and yar, went to library.. full house.. went to B.K, full house..

then went to McDonalds.. quite pack but managed to get seats.. =)

n yar.. i did my english compo.. n from my point of view, ITS THE WORST COMPO I HAVE EVER WRITTEN!..

IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN I READ IT!.. BUT WHATS THE POINT RE-DOING.. I DUN UDS THE 6 TOPICS THAT WAS GIVEN!.. =(

ok.. then i started physics.. stop.. stomach empty.. then did not continue.. *dots*
n yar, one of my biggest mistakes during study group..

i took out MR LAPPY n that's it..

F.Y.I loses their concentration.. =.="

urgh!.. i need to start getting serious!..

72 days..

now then i realise that i need to hand in my folio this upcoming thursday..
how can i forget such an impt date?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

*toot*

urgh!.. tks to EPL.. i cant really focus on my studies..

oh yar, i like the way FRANCESC FABREGAS plays.. cool.. =))

hello 'toot-sies'..

hah.. so long did not blog ler..

erm, reach home ard 7pm.. play soccer till 3.30 then hang-out with frens..

i wonder the sec 3 foreigners in our school eat what.. they ram the ball as if their legs made out of iron.. wth.. its like travelling 15m/s.. so powderful and fast.. powderful..
urgh!.. i need to practice my ram.. need to shoot like R. Carlos.. or Riise.. =))

oh.. my hair completely out of place today.. urgh!.. it was damn nice in the morning.. and in the end.. destroy it in the bus..

rest my head on the bus seat mah.. how to realise.. =(

erm, i will make an attempt not to go msn.. its one of the main sources of distraction thats disallowing me from studying..


n yar, anybody care to join me n my study group tis saturday?.. 10.00am meet at Bedok Library or Burger King.. if coincidentally any study grp having their revision during that time, join us yar.. the more the merrier.. =)

hopefully, there will be no distractions.. i need to buck up on my studies..

-I-B-E-L-I-E-V-E-I-C-A-N-

oh, listen to no promises.. damn sweet esp the video..

n yar, izwan is learning how to let go.. hopefully sooner..
but this is how i feel at the moment..
taken from Tigerlily - Matchbook Romance

I'll be going through withdrawl of you

for this one night we have spent

and I want to speak these words

but I guess I'll just bite my tongue

and to accept "someday, somehow"

as the words that we'll hang from

and I, I don't want to speak these words

cause I, I don't want to make things any worse

if the earth dies b'coz of love

i will love u like it'll never end..

if the sun shines down with burning light,

i will comfort u with all my warmth..

when u feel like giving up,

i'll be by your side guiding u thru..

memories come & go,

only the memory wif u stays in my heart..

just the thought of your sweet whispers..

will keep me awake all night..

& when i miss u,

just hearing your gentle voice will make me fly

remember this i will always love u

even if i am 6ix feet under..

aww.. sweet nye..

haiz..

but u are my past..

which i need to erase..

take cares yar..

IM SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY RESULTS!!!

CANT GET OVER IT!!!

*sobs*

haiz.. its over wan.. retake.. =((

the thing that improves my mood a little..


The Love Test
What Are You Like in Love?

Izwan, when you're head over heels, you are a Steady Mate

You're the kind of romantic partner that others truly count on in times of distress. This is true because your logical mind allows you to remain cool-headed during crises. Because people look to lean on you, you will sometimes be viewed as a hero in your relationships. People who value your calm, rational nature will make a great match for you.

Love does change you. Whether it simply enhances who you already are, or makes you a completely different person, finding someone whose love personality compliments your own makes for the longest, happiest relationships.


erm.. mostly are true.. =)

*SMILE*

http://web.tickle.com

go here.. find out more abt yourself.. =)

haiz.. i cant sleep.. kept thinking abt mt o levels.. i feel terrible.. im trembling..
am i expecting a bad results?..

from my point of view, its a yes..

=((

firstly, i rmbr what Mr Connor said.. when u attempt a twist in your story and it doesn't work.. u are doom.. precious marks will lost..

n yar, im gonna lose precious marks.. =((


ok.. im praying n hoping i get a distinction for my mt.. must pass..
PASS PASS PASS

urgh!.. im gonna be sleepy today in school..

feel like taking an extra day off.. ;P

n btw, tmrw having art one period.. i dun noe what type of insults mdm Saadiah will throw at me..

but i have set two goals for today..

1) get distinction for MALAY O LEVELS
2) complete waxing for ART

jia you izwan..


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btw, tks mich for sending me memory non-acoustic.. prefer it than the acoustic version..

ok.. i have made 3 imaginary letters in my mind.. im gonna memorise it and recite it as many times necessary..

to my friends, if u see me talking alone.. pls dun say im crazy.. its just that i reciting my 'letters'

LETTER 1:
Dear handphone,


You look damn attractive especially under the games categories. I plead you to stop me from harassing you. Please avoid me going to the games categories till I forget about my studies. Please understand me. I will avoid you till my O levels end and then i can start harassing you again. From now, I will try to avoid using you to SMS, web browsing or playing games. I will switch you off. Sorry.


Yours,
*Izwan*






LETTER 2:
Dear Mathematics,


I love you so. Please let me pass Math with distinction. Don't let me go crazy because of you. I really need to pass Math as I would like to continue my education in J.C. Please make yourself look simple. Don't hallucinate my mind with the algebras and out of the world equations. Thank you.


Yours,
*Izwan*






LETTER 3:
Dear Mdm Liza,


Please stop being absent. I need to study Math. Thank you. =)


Yours,
*Izwan*



this are my letters.. my so called special 'letters' to them..



p.s: Finch - Letters To You (acoustic)
listen to it yar if nvr heard of it before.. nice nice..

haiz.. i feel damn sad today.. its just sheer stupidity.. i dun noe why im so frustrated with myself?.. =((

sumtimes long bus trip are damn irritating.. for e.g: TODAY!..

i kept recalling back what happen 1 1/2 yrs back.. ='(
i thought i got over it.. but..

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everything seems to be a mess today..
~ bought my national day t=shirt n did not even bother it fits me.. =.="
~ undecisive decisions
~ drop my bubble tea.. =((
~ leg still swollen
~ lose hope in biology
~ no math lesson
~ did not hand in journal.. (what the hell am i doing)
~ ms choo absent (urgh!..)
~ stupid english test
~ cant sleep
~ boredom is killing me
~ unmotivated
~ im LoSt
~ history is taking place again

=(((((((((((((((((((((

to all visitors,
pls tag sumting or listen to the song before you leave my blogspot..
thank you..


hahahahahahahahahahahaha..

ok.. im bored.. this rule jus came out from my mind.. hahas..

=P

i guess memories are hard to forget..

haiz.. u move on but i have not..

missing you..

* sob sob *

terrible morning.. my hair was cut by Mr Fahizel.. not his fault ler but bcoz of MS PRISCILLA KREMPL!!! u *toot*

back, side n fringe.. * cut * =(

nvr mind.. gonna get a proper haircut this weekend..

ok.. fast foward.. >>>>>>>


LABRODOR PARK!..

=)) had fun goin there.. can say the place was quite dull.. but it was damn fun at the end of the trip.. i like the sunset.. nice nice.. =))

played games.. * smile * overall: 8.5 / 10

not everyone attended.. so cant feel the unity.. =((


oh yar, before i end..

tks to zati n huda for bein there for me always during Labrador biler time 'PASRAH'.. really appreciate it.. =))

n yar, to tat sumone.. tks for consoling me..caring for me.. =P
really sweet of you.. =))







urgh!.. ms choo troublesome ler.. mengacau aje..

tiring day.. haiz.. physics.. horrendous.. dnt.. same.. nothing changes..

i cant be motivated.. i guess.. this stupid memories haunting me.. cant stop..

why cant i just forget her n move to a new one?..


urgh!.. troublesome..


learn my lesson..

no relationships..

=))

fcuk fcuk fcuk.. tak boleh tahan ler..

tmrw must hand in D&T!.. urgh!..

rushing rushing.. but still got time blogging.. hahas.. =p

ok ok..

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urgh!.. im so stress.. i dun noe why im here.. i just type anything that come out from my mind..

siao..

oh shucks.. hui lin sulking.. she pester me mah.. hahas..

ok.. gtg..

take cares.. =))