23 May 2010

Graduation Week

I'm done with school. (:
No more school related stuffs need to worry about except for returning the graduation gown.


Graduation ceremony and dinner is over and done with. Now I need is space and time to collect and compose myself for something I've never done. I will upload some pictures here for graduation dinner (fat hopes). Either that, it will be up on my multiply. Take cares.

06 May 2010

Love Game

Let us play this game. A game between you and me. It's simple.Consist of two hearts.

We mess around. Laugh and play.
Have fun. Share secrets. Tell stories.
Crying shoulders to keep our sad face.
Holding hands like we are lovers.
Think about forever. Forever of us.

But we don't fall in love.
The first one who does, loses

20 April 2010

Wisdom is bleak

They say, at times, it's best to confide to a stranger. I did that. I glad I did. Stranger in this context doesn't brings out the literal meaning of it. This term is associated with colleagues, acquaintances and whatever suits your fancy.

I pour out my inner thoughts after bottling up for ages. It's intuitive to actually really share your perspective with the Golden Age. All sat around a table, doing our job while letting the seconds pass by. It went by pretty slowly though. Anyway, it was rather on impulse for me just to query one of them what are their thoughts about now and before. Didn't knew the conversation could last about an hour. 

From relationships to marriage to modern living and well, family, our views are shared among one another. It struck me hard that even at their age, they are working for money. Secondary objective was to kill time. 
Money to them is an issue. But I rebut stating that money is not an issue

Money has always been the thing that is blame upon for almost everything we do. It's harsh and it's real but my perception is different. I need to realise, sooner or later, why money is not an issue to me. I may be young to NOT understand the unwritten rule of life but wisdom is bleak. Age doesn't constitutes power or maturity so their subtle advises fall onto deaf ears.

To pit the blame on ego or independent living just stir up a plethora of emotions. Ego is my driving force while being independent was what I believe in ever since my family "trip." 
Maybe it finally sank in. I'm entering a new phase in life. I've so many things to worry about to the extend that pimples are showing. 

Entering NS, applying for University locally and abroad, supporting myself with dollars, earning more than enough to support my family was all a rosy path in my thoughts. Reality's harsh and it has derail many but I know I can make it. God's willing. (:

16 April 2010

Angels Cry



Why should we doubt Ne-Yo? Immaculate verse. (:

I thought we'd be forever and always. You were serenity you took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right but it was OK. I do somethin' stupid and you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long. Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough. You look up. Find your love gone


And

We were so good together

How come we could not weather this storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

05 April 2010

Abandoned Railway marked on another day.

WILL UPDATE IF I GET HOME EARLY! That's roughly around 2300hours. Out again. BYE!

As the title state it, didn't drop by the abandoned railway. The heavy rain on Saturday night till Sunday morning made it impossible for us to trek our way there. Muddy path for a few good snaps? Nah. Maybe next time will do. (: Whatever it is, a fruitful Sunday. But I'm still so adamant of crossing that bridge. Anyway, let the pictures do the talking.

Chinese Garden - Marina Barrage - Far East Plaza - Home (:

DSLR focus on the background rather than me. -.-







Thank you friend for the company (:


  1. DSLR
    • you need to hold and play with one to really appreciate it. basic DSLR can really make a difference
  2. Once I acquire my *insert*, must visit
    • Block 212
    • TPE 

28 March 2010

Premonition Much

And Angah was there by the entrance. He smiled at me as I crossed over the other side. I asked him, "Senang naik motor?"

What a dream. :x



Entered the kitchen and mom asked, "Muda² tak takut ke kaki macam gitu?"
[At a young age, aren't you scared with your leg's condition?]

I gave her a puzzled "what." I didn't know what to say. She reiterate that we are growing old and remind me that I will be looking after her. But how is it possible with my ankle injury? The beauty of short conversations. -.-

13 March 2010

Vroom Vroom

Before I continue, pictures will be uploaded soon. I will start uploading them to Multiply once I get the photos from THY. Outdated photos are from BBQ [year 3], OCBC event and Sugi's birthday event. Not much pictures to begin with in the first place. ):


Anyway, rain pours again. I'm not like the rest who welcome rain with open arms. Drizzling is fine by me but rain? They are scary at times. Had an epic barbeque on Thursday. Great company in overall and great food. The amount of food available was jaw-dropping. More than enough to feed a bus. (:


Hmm, I queried my mom the other day about riding a bike. Pretty indirectly but mom being mom, she knows my intention. I told her that I intend to get my license while serving NS. Didn't garner in the expected response, but she SEEMS to be okay with it. Here's the thing, had a small talk with my classmates on Tuesday BBQ about bike riding. One being a rider himself, he pretty much detest the idea of bike-riding. Irony much.


I'm pretty adamant about getting my own transport. And I have lose faith in our "world-class" public transport. Even if I don't embrace nightlife much, having my own transport won't limit my mobility at night. Frankly speaking, I don't see myself on a bike. But this overwhelming urge in me kept insisting. One way or another, hopefully, I will get my bike. I hope I will be able to get my own midway through NS. On hindsight, the rain will limit my mobility. -___- Bloody hell.


And yes, history will be there to haunt me. What's done is done. I won't pretend but it did and still hurts me to think about it. It took me time to get over my grief and I'm sure it will take more time for me to get over this dilemma. I may plan this way ahead but halfway through next year, I will be a few months shy from reaching a year in NS. And that time frame is short.

09 March 2010

Going all South

This below, may not make much sense to many. But bear with me, it will shift laterally from different perspectives.



I do not know how long more this will go. In my utmost humble opinion, it's warming to the heart to know that I made something out of you. I can't believe, a person of my caliber made such a statement, or let me say, an impact, in your life. It may contradict your judgement, but my assumptions are always a cut above the rest.


As I was saying, it was warming and flattering to begin with. But as the weeks passes, it gets highly irritating. To the extend where you, yourself do not know who you are. Every words that you seem to key in are just a sore to my eye. Pretty much synonymous to a bacteria. Worsens the condition of one as it multiplies.


You may come to your defense stating that I may choose not to read. It's true that you have a point, but it tentatively defeats the purpose. Your actions are planned, your words are conspicuous. This was all a cunning ploy to attract my attention. You may not realise but blatantly ripping off someone shows how disoriented you are. And seriously, fo sho? Seriously?


Whatever I extrapolate may be unjust but I'm certain that it's been going on for abit. Should I enumerate further? It's not patented but to come across someone who starts using them after "getting-to-know" period, it's really disturbing. My assumptions here are not deluded by any form of compunction. This obsession has got to stop. I'm highly disturbed by your acts to the extend that I think you are pathetic. LAWL, sounds all too familiar aye?


Maybe I'm a little bit late to point it out. I hope you change and revert to who you are.
This is a personal tirade. What I say here doesn't convey much unless the respective party choose to adhere it. On hindsight, this is one of the rarest moments that I'm subtle and tactful with my words. (:





p/s: this is not Going All South (Y)

22 February 2010

All About Us

I came across something, well, intuitive, while taking a breather.
This, I believe came from a women's point of view.

Why men are like computer:
10. They have a lot of data but are still clueless.
- partially agree
9. A better model is always just around the corner.
- true that
8. They look nice and shiny until you bring them home.
- hahahahahahahahaha!
7. It is always necessary to have a backup.
- no comments.
6. They'll do whatever you say if you push the right buttons.
- disagree completely.
5. The best part of having either one is the games you can play.
- can't comprehend the actual message it's conveying.
4. In order to get their attention, you have to turn them on.
- agree
3. The lights are on but nobody's home.
- for my case, it's true.
2. Big power surges knock them out for the night.
- hmm.
1. Size does matter"
- LOL!

13 February 2010

Anders♥Maria


In memory to one of the subtle yet mesmerizing web-comic I've ever read. This is the first strip of the comic. A total of 283 was drawn in a span of 3 years.
Honestly, I did lose my patience waiting for an update. (: 

As to those who are wondering why I'm updating my blog, take this reasoning of mine that I'm just finding ways to avoid myself from revising. Capiché?

12 February 2010

FaceBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK


GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
ZOMGBBQS! My mafia wars!!!

Okay, what Yat and Fajar said is true. My account had been going through some weird changes.

If my account is shut down with no apparent reason, I will download a keylogger to hack others. 
-__-