first and foremost i would like for u ppl behind the comp to take notice that i will add a "DO YOU KNOW" section at every end of my post.. well, it can consist of completely anything and everything.. from sum random facts to sum random insults.. rofl.. n yeah, im serious.. ^^

so to anyone who can literally "ctrl + F" their name in that section, pls be honoured ok.. lol..

erm, i seems to forget abt the things that i wanted to blog..

oh yar, u noe the song hate that i love you by rihanna ft ne-yo.. i thought it was a 8158151967 years ago song.. n i have come to realise its getting popular now.. i was expecting another irritating tune from rihanna next single..

sumting like: messenger, enger, enger, *n there she goes repeating every end of her single*

n try imagine a scene where ur uncle do enjoy her song.. kaos.. well, i got to admit that her singles are nice BUT is it necessary to.. argh, whatever man.. im complacent.. sheesh..

oh yar, whats wrong with this.. (below, from different angle)

this pic have completely nothing to do with dirty stuff or whatsoever.. i just find it relatively, erm, weird.. k, whats with my imagination again.. *mumbles to self*

ohkay!.. i rmbr what i wanted to blog abt.. so yeah, here goes..

since NUR HIDAYAT BIN ******* did mention on breaking our fast together.. as per suggested by him and he did gave me an "inconspicuous" hint so as i will organise it.. if there's a function of emphasis-m, i would emphasise the inverted commas..

well, since im a very good boy.. lol.. i will take it into considerations.. bleahs.. no ler, lets just say everything is my plan since i sincerely want to have a meet up before hari raya season starts.. if im not mistaken, im unreachable after fasting season.. roflmaotidos..

ok, just in case i cant be bothered to spread ard asking.. well, i plan we will be breaking our fast at the EAST SIDE.. *mumbles to self*

date: 121007
venue: CP
meeting time: 1800hrs (and no i did not set this time 1/2 hr earlier)

note: endeavour not to make a proposal so as to head towards geylang serai to jalan jalan.. >.<" i will just ignore.. lol..

just spam my tagboard, sms or leave an online msg.. yes i do go online but it seems that i cant stop myself appearing offline.. ^^

ok, thats all i wanna blog.. i guess.. *mumbles to self*

the M1 advertisement is so lame.. esp its been overplayed and overheard for like gazillion times..

do you know that wwe hall of famer hulk hogan was once labeled a nigga..

roflmaotidos..

and i broke a new record by waking up at 1645hrs.. u noe how frustrating is that?..

VERY VERY VERY VERY x10 frustrating, but well i got over it..

waking up to realise that u have alot of missed calls and messages.. o.O im so dependent on my phone that whenever ppl call me i will wake up.. but it seems otherwise.. T_T

oh yar, before i forgot.. i wanted to blog abt ur return to SG today since i thought u came home tmrw.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

but welcome back!.. ^^

ok, im a teeny weeny bit frustrated.. its like 1710hrs now.. sheesh..

erm, i wanna ask what's wrong with this.. (below)

DX

n yar, i realise that its been 1 mth since that unfateful events.. i dun noe how time fly by so fast.. but let's move on..

pearly is cute..

she turn me on..

ok that's all





oohhhhhhhh yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i find this interesting.. extracted from yulianti's blog..

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

NOTE: SINCE THE GAME SAYS STATE THE WEIRD THINGS, PLEASE PPL DUN THINK OF ME DIFFERENTLY AFTER I STATE THE WEIRD THINGS OF MINE.. XP
WELL HERE GOES..

My ten weird things are:
1. i find women's fashion super cool..
2. i believe most gays are handsome.. (yat mumbles to himself)
3. i foresee that sex is the disgusting lovely thing on earth.. (irony + contradicting)
4. estimated 2-3 songs need to finish playing during i bath then i will start pamper myself with shampoo..
5. will always do 'big business' each day after 8pm.. (during normal days not fasting season)
6. i cant sleep more than 15 hrs at one shot..
7. im like the worst lier that have ever exist but yet ppl fall for it..
8. i dun really look forward to my bday at times coz it reminds me that im getting older..
9. i prefer my mum's toilet than my kitchen's toilet.. (both are the same)
10. i would like to continue my education overseas.. (this is extremely weird for me)


ok, now i must choose six people..

anything, whatever, whoever, whenever, however, forever..

if any of u reading this, pls do this self-survey and pass it on.. tks.. ^^

tis is so random, cena sucks.. hahas..

been awhile since i last updated my blog..

well, honestly rite.. i written down an extreme long post abt my brother's history that it took me ages to finish it.. coz, yeah, i tend to breakdown whenever to reminisce the past that we had together.. but i finish it though.. on 20/09 during my ride home from lavender..

well, 20/09 was like the "oh-another-when-the-taxi-doesnt-seem-to-come" day.. went out with amrul, summarise term, pimping all over spore.. from NE line to NS line to EW line.. n yeah, i was late to break fast at home.. n i was like where's the taxi.. luckily my bro mp3 was there to accompany me home.. if not i will be having the "oh-that-stupid-irritating" face..

reached home, thought of sleeping.. but decided to go out with my family and uncle.. n yeah, we sort of pimping all ard the east side.. i was a walking zombie in geylang.. but one of the jokes crack me up..

i saw this "oh-another-who-think-shes-hot-dressing-exposingly" woman.. n typical reaction of ur non typical guy: melayu ape..

my uncle realised it too, the chinese uncle of mine i mean.. well yeah he's a family friend.. n i mentioned this to him.. note, this might be over-offensive to the female society..

ME: women are getting cheap.. *with that face*

uncle: *give that 'before-stating-the-damn-word' face*

UNCLE: *rethink what he wants to say and with a boring face* men are expensive..

free of lying i LOL.. well, i foresee it as uberly funny pls.. XP

sry heh the female society.. im not mean, im just down to earth, reaching space soon.. ^^

saw an old friend from BTS.. and yeah, GEYLANG SERAI is not pack like sardines.. n its nice okay.. oh yar, not forgetting.. sum things nvr change..

same typical stare.. same typical swings.. same typical step gerek-nisme..

gathers zakuan, amrul and whoever want to join: "MELAYU ape"

oh yar, pardon us.. we aint malay.. bleahs..

well, stop derep the *oh-its-the-standard-ppl-who-knows-how-to-shoot-directly-to-cloud-nine* race..

n whats with my *oh-bla-bla-bla* phrase.. hahas..

well, i will end here.. i think i hearts -n3k0-

not forgetting..

HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO MY BROTHER, ZAKUAN..

N

HAPPY 17TH BDAY TO *the-next-adebayor-wannabe* HIDAYAT..

nites ppl..

good morning all..

quite a surprise to have an early post here in my blog..

erm, had a peaceful sleep.. dreamt abt 4e2, really weird?.. cant be bother to go in details.. it seems that the only malay-able speaker in the class was me.. the others aint there in my dream..

another thing to note, i quit my job.. it seems absurd.. the supervisor was darn disappointed.. im not sure why i quit too.. i worry too much not being at home.. sheesh, i hate that feeling.. =(

mayb thats the problem with me, i worry too much.. is it true?.. im doing sum soul-searching here.. rawr!..

well, i think i will do sum soul-searching or whatever the name is during the hols of mine..

^v^

pardon me for the song, its nice..

will start working today from 1700 - 2130hrs.. it was way too fast for them to contact me and offered me a job..

not much happening before the fasting season starts.. yes, i use the word season.. in my life, there are much seasons.. bro and amrul will uds what i mean.. =)

went tampines with amrul to settle sum stuff.. had our late lunch/early dinner at burger king + hajar.. roflmaotidos..

then headed back amk soon after that.. my eyes are giving away.. extremely lethargic and tired.. n i wonder why im not aslp yet..

window-shop at amk hub & repair my watch, finally after 1 year of living on a dead battery.. then decided to meet up later.. after prayers and all, jaywalk all over amk.. lol.. then back to my old amk house.. slack there till 23++hrs.. and headed home.. ^v^

n its my first time not breaking my first day of fast with my family.. gonna feel awkward.. n to the additional weird factor, im lacking of one family member tis year.. =(

will upload his final pics and video sum other time.. cant seem to find the video cam..

plans during fasting season:
1) working till hari raya season (hopefully will last long)
2) tone my abs (going for 6-pac) ^^
3) overnite
4) buy skinny tapered white jeans
5) open new bank account..
6) be pimp-less.. (no pimples)

tats all for today..

n tks friend for the compliment just now.. lol..

niways, this is random..

im irreplaceable..

good morning all.. great start to the new wk.. recap..

monday had loads of fun collecting o lvl cert.. so the lol-ing good time.. ^v^ tks pantat.. bleahs..

tuesday which was 26mins ago.. we had last min plan to spend our day at sentosa.. but as per normal, plan backfired.. decided to go bedok to play soccer with yat and clique but backfired too.. firstly, zillions the trillions to billions of apology to yat for pulling out at the very last minute..

well, here was amk-ian plan for tuesday.. outing to sentosa (cancel), outing to bedok (cancel), outing to LAN (cancel), outing to fort canning park (took place).. dun ask me why out of all place its fort canning park.. but it was very nice and peaceful at nite time.. going alone will run shiver down ur spine though.. we was kinda startled to see a shrine/tomb of the late sultan during our way up fort canning park.. well, we wanted to have a look but it was kinda eerie.. so we decided not to.. roflmaotidos..

we went to arcade while waiting for friends who are LATE.. well, i was late too though.. as per normal (shut up).. n we decided to play this game.. quite fun though..

omg, feel the fear.. press the start button.. diaos.. ._____. its painful to the eye to be the side player of the multi-player game.. cant see well enough..

note to self: must try kbox..

soon after, trip to fort canning.. had our late dinner at dhoby ghaut LJS.. felt quite uncivilised to be part of the lol-ing grps in public.. but its ok, im not donning a uniform though..

then we made our way to the arcade and PC bunk.. n it was quite deserted, due to closing hrs.. chill ard zone-x n we decided to play the strt basketball game and daytona..

n it was a lol-ing good time pls.. one of us emptied the basketballs in one of the machine to stack up another machine.. and another case, my fren foresee the hoop as a goalpost during free-kick in soccer.. diaos..

stay in there till we literally got shooed off the place.. the admins just blackout the place.. rofl.. so we decided to bounce back to amk from dhoby ghaut.. had fun all the way home..

w/o realising i covered my face with the flash of my camera.. later on, phone died off due to lack of batt.. =(

i kinda hate this pic coz i didnt manage a decent pose.. i wonder how they can hold their laughter or make a short laughter before taking pics.. i cant rmbr why i laughing either.. *dangs*
n see that white jeans my fren is wearing.. im gonna get one soon.. mayb during the fasting mth.. and the "whatever the name of the slippers" that have strap behind it..

n btw, chapalang shoes are the best.. its cheap but yet my frens wanna have a hold of it.. hahas.. ok, incompetent remarks..

well, tats all for today..



goin OT: i miss my bro.. its been 2 wks.. i still hallucinate that his bike parked outside the house when im going home just now.. God!.. if only words can describe what im going through..

might be posting sum of his final pics and videos on my next post..

so readers, take my situation as a lesson yar, cherish ur loved ones before they are gone in a blink of an eye..

have a great day ahead.. ^v^ God bless..

9mins to midnight.. will try to finish this post by midnight..

erm, today can say was our 2nd last soccer match before fasting.. our next would be on tuesday.. kinda fun today.. as per normal, im good.. roflmaotidos.. high-self esteem..

was kinda surprised that yat came all the way to amk to join us.. as he mentioned it to me, it was his monumental craving.. whatever that means..

well, we decided to gather by 3pm.. me n my bro came 3.30, the others came after that.. what a scene for me as i need to wait for others.. its usually vice versa.. XP

n yeah, evrytime im in that strt soccer court, it remind me of my late bros.. it might be an illusion but my heart skipped a beat when i saw a manly figure stood below a tree during the match..

T_T

goin OT: will be having a final outing before fasting mth starts.. 53nt054.. its been ages since i been there.. ^v^

but i will be an outsider though.. i mean they invite all former yckss student, while im a btss.. ._.

i got morning class tmrw and will be off to zone-x to arcade my day away.. coz all NEBO members will enjoy free game play whole day..

till here.. nites.. 2358..

been awhile.. the more i see his pic, d4mn its hard to put it in words..

well, been accepting the fact that his gone.. have not been contacting my frens much though.. i dun like to have that sombre feeling being spread ard.. it is as if im demanding or seeking for pity-ness.. ._.

nvm abt that.. been planning to have an overnite stay at my house with my frens.. just to enlighten the environment at my home for the moment.. but i dun mind if u guys cant make it.. and u noe who u guys are..

aku ade sort of plan ler utk korang lepak kat rumah aku sblm puasa start.. ngok HSM2 together walaupon aku da tgk smlm.. ._.

ok back to english.. will be heading down to bts to claim my o lvl cert.. its been ages long.. n i hope they havnt disposed it away.. coz i WANT to collect this friday.. n yar, u guys might see me at bedok mosque.. kinda miss that area though..

to think of it, i miss those friends of mine in bts.. been awhile since we last met.. occasionally though this type of thoughts wont be popping out of my mind..

btw before i forget, pardon me for not bellow abt the misfortune events that occured to me..

so yeah, i lost 2 brothers and im surprise to see myself being able to move on with my life w/o the decrease of sanity..

& again, tks frens for being there for me.. i think it's my turn to grow a goatee heh..

kla, stop dwelling abt it.. still waiting for that phone call.. when am i going to get a job.. n jerald if u are reading this, if i do get the job at ur mentioned workplace.. i need to fit in a slot for my fren, if it aint a trouble for u..

erm, is there anything i need to mention here.. im always forgetting stuff.. sheesh.. im just 16.. wah lieww..

oh yar, i rmbr.. pardon me besties/homies/amk-ians, been using much of english to converse with you guys.. i just have the urge to improve my english.. even though my intentions aint a plausible one..

flaming others volubly is pawnage heh..

till here.. nites.. =)

ayo technology

Life goes on..

tks amrul, fathul, yat..

i assure you i will come on the last day
but i didn't..

i rush to the window
when i hear the sound of bikes nearby

knowing that you are gone

hoping to wake up everyday
knowing that it's a dream