hello people!.. 3 days no blog blog.. bored la..

was pre-occupied with motivational workshop.. it was DAMN COOL!..

because of that thing, that workshop.. i gain ALOT!!!

ok, firstly, my bond with my my frens is getting better n better n i was able to forgive sum of my old frens for their mistakes n my mistakes..

this course, it is my TURNING POINT!..

turning point, mario's album.. hahas.. oh yar, i change to let me love you at my friendster.. hehe.. =))

n yar, back to the course.. it help us appreciate life n what we have.. it was damn touching.. almost everyone shed tears..

i recommend this FREAKING COURSE to everyone lor.. even the price is quite expensive, the knowledge and experiences u gain thru tis workshop is priceless..

ok, ppl, get this in mind yar..

EVENT + RESPOND= OUTCOME

its how u respond to the event to bring an outcome.. uds?.. hehe.. its damn meaningful.. a formula..

think of it yar..

gtg.. its almost 1.00a.m.

tmrw, motivational workshop..

hope it motivates me alot..

oh yar, im gonna rush everything by today.. desperate times.. left out in folio.. art.. studies.. everything.. esp. MATH..

need to buck up..

gonna mug soon..

was fed-up with myself.. waste my time playing game the whole afternoon.. did not even study.. waste my time went home early..

frustrated.. haiz..



*Love is a sin we all commit*
copied from zhuo wei's msn nick.. =P

www.wallak.net/zidan

cool game.. play this game when you are stress.. a very short game.. not even two minutes.. try it..

haiz.. i havn finished my art coursework.. and my dnt artefact not working.. =((

terrible.. sad sad..

n yar, mr sujak going to Dubai tmrw.. gd luck with his exhibition..


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MATHS MOCK EXAM!.. TERRIBLE!..

i did not finish.. i was not confident.. i know i did it terribly..

haiz..

. . .

to you,
i miss you so.. where have you been.. im longing to meet you.. haiz..

how?.. just want to meet you.. can i?..

tmrw MOCK EXAM!!!


did not revise.. *DEAD*


urgh!.. i hate English compre.. can be damn boring.. =((

so sick..


stupid fever.. =((

honestly, looks do affect ur life.. my point of view.. most ppl do judge by looks.. not personality or character..

weird huh?..


. . .

*BIGSMILE*

today photo taking.. quite ok la.. but my hair looks weird.. coz it looks the same all the way.. n i got a pimple on my right cheek..

urgh!! who cares?..

was quite shock when zhuo wei 'did not come'/////

but luckily he came.. late.. quite cool la.. the whole class attended to have one last shot together.. did the whole class attended?..

but nvr mind..

one last shot together.. how cool..

n next yr, i can get out of this freaky secondary life n away from my class..

cant wait to start next step in education..

ITE, POLY, C.I, J.C???

few more months to O level..


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oh.. rmbr.. receive msg from Mr Fahizel.. must complete my artefact by tmrw.. wth..
he told Ewin by this week.. dishonestly leh..


must complete by tmrw.. no matter what..


rushing + mugging

i hate myself.. haiz.. i cant live up to my words.. i guess..

haiz..

its 1.23AM..

what a time.. cant sleep.. D&T is killing me.. received msg from ZUL!!! he just gave up..

30 JULY!!! oh shucks.. few more days to go before handing in for GCE 'O' level?!?!

today's skooling, im dead.. havn finished my folio + ARTEFACT!!!

feel really down.. after all the hardwork and effort u put in.. u are unable to make ur artefact work flawlessly?.. how degrading is that?..

urgh!!!

had a short conference with JEPON & SHORTY!!!

WASTE MY TIME ONLY!!! =P


ok.. the song REAL LOVE by MASSARI is getting well known now..

i just hate the song..

i mean

i dun want to start a relationship or sumting.. or mayb falling in love again..

but the song and the video really psycho my mind..

oh no... i hate it.. no past.. dun relive the past..

i like the way i am for the moment.. no relationships.. just studies..





haiz.. but i kept thinking of u.. =(

when will it stop haunting?..

memories do haunt..

3.o7AM


cant sleep.. kept thinking abt dnt.. artefact, folio..

n now, sHe.. where could sHe be?.. haiz.. so worried abt Her.. pray that sHe will be home safe.. abruptly stop replying my msgs..

her batt dead.. haiz..



i dun noe why ppl are so complicated.. doesn mean u are fighter we need to respect you?..

doesn mean u are rich we need to respect you?..

i dun noe what happen to these people.. what have happen to them?..

Not Enough Love..



btw, i screwed up my art and dnt.. maybe im dropping the subjects..

if i have no interest, whats the point taking?..



Love No More or Love Me More

LISTEN TO 'REAL LOVE' BY MASSARI!!!

sweet!!!! hahas..


haiz.. im so stress.. my D&T folio n artefact have not complete..

haiz.. why do i waste my time blogging?..

yayness.. mummy bought for me new lappy..

but its special!!!!!

its mine!! all mine.. im not sharing it with anyone!!!!

blueekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk............................

=)))

n yar, we students ask for prom nite and stuff..

but have u ask urself, 5 yrs down the road.. would ur relationship with ur frens still stay the same?..

honestly, i dun care whether my frens will be there for me or not.. but life is not abt frens!!

its abt U!!!

kla, my point is dun be too dependent on ur frens.. coz once they leave u!! u will be in deep shit!!!

an example of my life during primary skool.. i was too dependent..

now, immature ppl striking into my life.. wth!!!

feel like not goin to school tomorrow.. cant miss World Cup.. must watch.. i will dig my eyes out n soak in water.. to ensure me to stay awake..

oh yar.. another reason why im not goin to school tmrw if FRANCE lose.. probably not goin to school..

ZIDANE must shine.. his final day of playing soccer.. before retiring..
MY IDOL IS LEAVING THE SOCCER WORLD!!!

='((

haiz.. if FRANCE win, i MUST GO TO SCHOOL!!! =))

if tmrw i do go to school..

i would be facing them.. since they know the truth.. how am i going to face them?..

wait, let me re-phrase.. how are they goin to face me?..

its all or nothing.. im prepared for tmrw..

but i dun wan trouble.. just back to normal is the way i want..

the accusations they throw me are hard to accept.. but let's see what happen tmrw..



*friendship*
*DEAD?????*

watch the two video!!!

tralala...

erm, why girls lyk to go tralala?.. hahas.. weird huh..

what to 'tralala' abt?..

oh yar.. today went to Century Square.. collect phone..

went alone la.. dun want to create suspicion anymore.. scared ler..
n yar, the counter girl was funny ler.. she looks cute and funny n the way she speaks with her smile really funny ler..

bbut she's cute la..

hahas..=P

n yar, CAROLI pester me again.. hahas.. 'PESTER'

the IM-NAMES pop-up thingy is damn irritating.. a person will know when they going to chat wif u whenever that idiotic thing pop-up..

oh yar, im happy happy.. i prepared breakfast for my brothers.. since my parents were not at home..

hey, i want to cook!!! i mean learn to cook.. cooking is fun la..

but lazy la to stand n cook.. hahas.. lazy me..

i want to learn to make DESSERT!!!

esp. ICE CREAM DESSERT n JELLY DESSERT!!!

haiz.. my fridge is empty.. no ingredients to start with.. ='(

its 12, time to mug..

=))

haiz.. was in a rush to school.. urgh!! took cab to school.. reach ard 7.30.. so fast seh i reach skool.. i woke up ard 6.50..

how frustrating?..

ok, one thing.. do not call this specific person.. cause whenever u call this person at nite, u wont be able to wake up the next day.. =P


haiz.. dnt is so ********************************
stress!!! need to complete it by this week.. no matter what..

the following week will be art!!! how cool is that?..

tks to ME!!! for slacking.. im left out!!!! urgh!!!

=(




p.s: have her picture.. tks to that specific person.. hehe..

art remedial was fun!!!! hahas... we make it like our own house.. take off shoes, on music, break styrofoam.. draw all over the cabinets.. hehe..

n yar, hui lin was weird today.. she borrowed my hp.. its so strange.. n yar, my instincts wasn wrong.. when i received my hp back, CAROLI was my wallpaper.. huh?.. shes so innocent..

n yar, her face so innocent too.. hahas..

n yar, my pic was modified into a newpaper article.. haiz.. n YU XUAN scold me for being too slow to lend my phone to her..

strange?.. my hp yet she scold me.. hahas.. so funny.. bleah..

very strange ler.. n yar, i still want to noe whos CHY..(Caroli, Hui Lin, Yu Xuan)..
hehe.. main suspect.. bleah.. =P

oh yar, Mr Sujak can say got a very strict appearance bu kind at heart.. =)

btw, i feel left out in my ART.. i told aDha to do my ART!! bleah.. lazy la..

just listen to music n cracking jokes.. bleah..


erm, IM A NOVEMBER BABY!!! I MUST BE PROUD!!

this is what an E-MAIL says..

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.

yeah! im a NOVEMBER BABY..

ok.. most of it are true..

can i be proud?.. bleah..

p.s: im bein pester by CAROLI!!! omg!! shes so evil!!! bleah...

*EXPENSIVE FRAMEWORK*

urgh!!! BRAZIL LOSE!!! ok, im in a FOUL MOOD!!!!

so sad leh.. brazil out already... ='(

stupid HENRY!!! KNN... score!!! urgh!!!!

erm.. cant scold ZIDANE la.. my idol mah, even though he provide the GOAL to HENRY..

haiz.. too bad ZIDANE not playing any more after the WORLD CUP!!!

erm, n KNN BRAZIL why never let EMERSON PLAY?!?!?!?!?!

urgh!!! n ROBINHO was better..

was DAMN HAPPY when ENGLAND lose.. but NOW!!!!

BRAZIL?!?!?!?!

ok, nvr mind.. now support PORTUGAL!!! got FIGO n RONALDO..

oh yar, RONALDO was fucking cool taking the penalty..

f.y.i: he followed FIGO's style of taking a penalty..

speech day was extremely boring... =(

but, only makan time was fun.. free mah.. who not happy.. me, zul, syasya, hajar and ad volunteer to help out with the food..

it was fun la.. serving food.. zul was damn funny.. we serve the food fly here n there sia the rice.. we kept on laughing.. n we dont care how we serve.. hahas..

n yar, john was the first non-participant to start attcking the food.. then all of us started to follow him n no one serve the food.. hehe.. =P

n yar.. me, zul, hajar, syasya, adha, fathul n hafidz stayed in skool till 8.15 or 8.30.. then we 'lepak' at void deck till ard 8.45..

then adha receive b'day bash.. quite fun la.. but pity him.. hahas.. his face so innocent.. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

n yar, waste my time go TM!!! wait so long.. urgh!! dun want to talk abt it..


oh, i almost forgot.. it was so COOL taking photo.. with hajar them all.. it was hillarious.. fun ler.. =))

n yar, i lyk the YATS taking the "D-X POSE"

UNIQUE..

p.s: post the pic as soon as i get it.. =))


*NEGATIVE STORY STARTS*

ok this is so fuck up.. the one bus that you wouldn't want to take in ANG MO KIO is BUS SERVICE 262!!! its so fucking slow.. n its damn .... SLOW.. turtle..
as an ANG MO KIO-AN, i ADVISE you all not to take bus service 262 as it is freaking irritating.. if u wait for the bus, i think u can finish listening to three to five songs..
even though bus service 262 is the ONLY bus that will take you to ur location, i STRONGLY ADVISE to you to take TAXI.. then waiting for it..
if you have a SHORT FUSE like me on buses, pls heed this advice..

*NEGATIVE STORY ENDS*





*LOVEY_DOVEY STARTS*

ok.. i gotta to be frank.. im in a lovey mood.. i mean.. i am searching for that sumone.. if u noe what i mean.. juz ignore the past when i said relationship are just a game..
to summarise it, im having a CRUSH.. hehe..

haiz.. did not go skool today.. happy n sad..

hehe..

miss out dni again.. =(

n yar, im so stress with dnt.. its exactly one months from now.. to hand in for GCE O LEVEL..

shucks.. time flies so fast.. *DEAD*


oh.. tmrw SPEECH DAY..

cool..

but too bad its going to be an ENCORE.. watch it already mah..

but nvr mind.. i will go..

not to support..

juz to return syasya folio n meet afandy..

bleah..

am i evil?.. hahas..

tmrw, must wake up early.. need to go TM.. then, meet syasya.. then go skool.. after that meet Afandy..

go TM to service phone.. mayb check out sum shops there.. go skool watch speech day..

n yar, i hope principal wont crack a single jokes or sumting..

hahas.. :P

haiz.. when can i complete my folio?..





*thinking underage*