I'm No Hero - Snake

The end of 2008 is 23hours away. The end of yet another year that goes by very fast w/o a doubt. Time really flies as the year passes. And so here I am to make an in-depth recollection of my 2008 life, with the aid of my previous blog post. hahahahahahahahaha! I can't really depend on my memory right, it's infested with education. Anyhow, let's kick start the enumeration of memories.


January:
Start off with a light note, and so I welcome in the 2008 at Vivo City with the normal two. And it's a no-go for me this year as the view of the fireworks is extremely horrible since we are focusing on Taufik's performance and the fireworks just went off -____- Extremely bad timing. Yes, the view there ain't clear from the show site.

And Arm stated about "All Nurses being hot" with my reply stated as "Fathul?" LOL! And how I yearn for a Vaio laptop but as per norm, I didn't manage to get it YET! And the introduction of ZUAN! (= A new nick was adopted by yours truly and sadly, it died off through out the months. But I still use it in my personal works.

Oh, how can one forget! The death of Heath Ledger, after taking up the role of The Joker. Will be miss badly by many. Still am astonish as how well he brought the character out. *dangs*
The armageddon of exams, who can forget that? It's like the epitome of it all. Without fail, every student blog will mention about their exams or attachments. It's like a patent, they are all over us now. And the need to improve my English start to become a minor obsession at that moment of time. heh!


February:
Shopping Horror with Uncles. It's not that bad but it really do have a drastic effects on my legs! And the thought of getting stuck in "one-way traffic" of Bugis Junction! If only there were fart bombs. pffffft.

And an immaculate football session over the course of 2days. One being at AMK while the other at Bedok. Wonderful, the thought of it is still in my mind. Superb stuff that occurs. Sometimes I wonder, this kind of magical display comes along often or we just overlook it at times? hurhur.

The thought of NEKO rumbling up my mind and how "Low" was oh-so-popular. Apple bottom jeans bitch! -_____- Nevertheless, the bombardment of revision and psyche decreasing was present from all corners. heh.

And how I had funny chats with Musfirah. Cheesy catch phrases and J-Pop stuff and all. It's been awhile since we chat when I recall this situation. And the introudction of one of the greatest and overplayed songs, With You and Go On Girl. WHAT?! It's just my opinion. =))


March:
In this month, my first experience on tutoring came. Tutor my Uncle on Math, and it was business Math mind you. Technically speaking, since I'm quite good and favour Math as a subject, I took the liberty to make a quick revision of the book to get a grasp of knowledge. And yeah, it isn't easy as I thought.

Oh, Singapore's very own "The Leap Years." Wanted to watch it oh-so-badly! But but but, I didn't get a glimpse of the movie at all, except for the trailers. Pathetic.

10 of March, we had a sending off party for my brother. A small one but yet memorable. Enjoy the company of friends and such before he's off to become a botanist, I mean Civil Defence. heh. When we have fun, time passes by extremely fast and so on the 11th, he's off to camp. And I'm having the room all to my lonesome -.- Boring! DUH!

Plus job hunting with Yat was an epic one. Standing in the middle an exit w/o realising the car has been honking[?] at us for a good 10seconds or so. YES! It's dense actually. Goodness, recalling it makes it so memorable. HAHA!

Got back our results of examinations and was glad that I compute a better GPA! And how I became a Chinese just by my friendster picture. Some ppl deserve to be interrogated when comes to judgment. hahahahahahahahahaha! *don't think of Fathul*

And how ppl thought "Now you're Gone" was a techno genre. pffffft.


April:
Welcoming in Year 2 1st Semester. Was completely bewildered by the time-table. But in the end, it's work to my advantage. (= And had this chat with Berg abt abt music, and he made me realise how sappy love songs are so judgable and expected. Took the liberty to listen to a few and ZOMG, how through can it get. When I mean love songs, those songs that are at the extreme end of sappy-nism.

Oh, should I mention on how proud I was that I didn't miss ANY CLASS AT ALL in the first week of the new semester? I'm so proud that I might bloat. hahahahahahahaha! Serious shit, it's really not easy you know! hurhur. (=

WOW! My blogpost for the month of April only tally up to 4 posts only. haha! Once a week schedule. Plus this is the month where I bought my Mercurial, lovely red. Striking, just like the player who does his stuff on the court. chey chey chey. ^.^

And it's the 3rd year since my first bro went. so yar.


May:
The first post of May made me think about blogging deeply, complain on how my blog devoid personal touch and all. In the month of May, another 2 great songs came by. Closer and Forever went mainstream and as per norm, Chris Brown is always over with the fans. pffft. I prefer Ne-yo though. He deserves a hell lot of credit for his monumental works of art. heh.

AND I OWN GTA4 BITCH! =)) PLUS 100% ACHIEVEMENT IS MINE!!! Sry abt that. It's not easy to achieve 100% you see. hurhur.

And how I got to know more stuff abt the MetroSexual world through Musfirah's report. I wasn't aware of the wide varieties of cosmetics for men and such. All I know was massage and spa. HELLO? Do I look metrosexual to you? In advance, no comments Yat.

Plus how LR came up with a song to hinder me from taking a long break from football. Yes, a sweet gesture and appreciated it much. Oh, and this term came by in the month of April!

"izwan moodswing, another natural disaster strike"

Since in that month, quite a few disaster struck the Earth. And seriously, what a way to relate it LR! -.-

And learning some harsh lessons of climbing a tree. It's not that harsh actually -.- But whatever. And had a mini recollection of my pre-Poly life and the early days of Poly. Plus, thesteamfaces.org/steam were introduced. hahahahahahahahahaha!


June:
Obsession with clutch bags came in, and how I yearn for an LV Clutchy!!!!!!!! OMG! Sexiness. hahahahaha. But all that is a distant memory as I know how thick stuff can really irritate you. Plus the Nora Danish factor, she's just plain cute. Plus the show on TV wasn't helping at all. Her bimbotic gimmick make us men drool over her. pffft.

The need to get my body fit starts to kick in as C. Ronaldo looks great in Nike Training Fit, and how I wanted the Red Nike Training Fit. OMG! NICE! And till now, I'm yet to get it. EXPECTED? YES!

Oh, forgot abt the bombardments! AGAIN! Yes, it was all about education this month. Had to study for it, and it's heavily based on calculations and such. Math being the norm and Thermofluids was a pain in the arse. AND YES MAN! Spain won Euro 08. Wonderful stuff. And you do realise it was me who released the ball for Torres. hahahahahahahahaha! Go figure on who's the player. I'm good. heh.

And the introduction of Twitter to my blog.


July:
All I can recall for this month was that we headed off to watch fireworks from NDP preview. Scintillating event, what's more scintillating was the event that took place after the fireworks. NUS students practice their cheerleading moves outside Marina Square and a group of MATs were seen running. When I mean a group of them, it's like 20 of them.
And next, came the police. Relax group of lads, they made the incident look like nothing happen. Can't blame them either. And you can't expect nothing much from a MAT right? All I assume is that a fight ensue because of a some minor incident that requires a simple apology.

First ever LUGE and SKYRIDE! Plus the sprain on my toe which lasted for about two weeks or so was disturbing! And how can I forget, jump off the tram and falling. Funny stuff!

And I came across an Ad that might discriminate a religion. I don't condone well with this though, since I don't like ppl to intrude my personal well being with my own religion. So yeah, I don't discriminate. Plus, finished reading Angels & Demons for the 2nd time. Can't wait for the movie. hoho.

Ryan Cabrera had a mass change to his looks, and this was the month that "gaylordMF-er" drop by my blog to spam. To create a fracas over some matters that it's still a mystery to me. Can't blame, everyone wants a piece of me. That sounds wrong for abit.

OH! This month was the moment where I got into a major quarrel with Man United fans! hahahahahaha! Bittersweet moment. But can't blame, die hards. heh.


August:
This post remind me of the surgeries that I wanted to undergo before 2010. To stop and recall this situation, I think it's best for me to get just one first since it's the most important one to me. Hope to accumulate enough cash for this. Yes, I'm more than willing to spend on this surgery. Well, maybe when the time comes I might have a change of thoughts. hah!

Went to Kota Tinggi after examinations to get my deserved getaway. Can I tell you how wonderful waterfalls are? Plus Indonesians ladies, schoolgirls to be precise, are so sweet. Cute and decent at the same time, their high socks are the trademark. I know some other countries have this "high socks" but I'm just stating Indons only. bleahs. =P

Plus my lust for GPA 3.0 and above. Even though I know that I didn't put an "A-Grade" effort, I was just hoping for something to happen. heh. Plus this was the month that Agent 22 perished ever since Yat found his wallet.

And it's been a year since my 2nd bro pass away. Pardon me for mentioning it out loud but at least it's off my chest when I say it. Even though it's momentary, it's still something.


September:
This was the moment that I found out how irritating it is to link up a Paypal account and a Credit Card. Till now, I'm yet to receive any letters from them and frankly speaking, I can't be bothered anymore. -_____-

And I can't believe I achieve some stuff that I listed in the month of September. Let me enumerate them again. =))

[Quotation]

Stop hating ppl w/o any apparent reasons [achieved]

Stop saying "Melayu Pe" if any malay/mat/minahs walk pass [achieved]

Stop cursing "standard, black ppl" during soccer when they play rough or did nothing at all [achieved]

Stop shooting aimlessly when I'm frustrated [bird-shooting] [half-achieved]

Stop contemplating over Green Tea & Nescafe & Cranberry

Stop getting a DRAW in every PES 2008 matches and start WINNING. [achieved]

Stop having that evil grin when I have something demeaning to say

Stop being the "arrogant" guy

Start being nice all over again

Start being a complete asshole to those I hate? Or Am I being one now? 0.0 Does it contradict?

Start a new. I can't say turn over a new leaf. Cause I turned over once, and I can't turn anymore right?

[QuotationEnds]

haha! I'm proud. YAY! Heh, and how I realise PSP blue was in town. Yes, I'm very slow lately to gadgets. Ever since I got most of the gadgets I want, can't really bother with this kind of stuff already. LOL!

Anyway, got back my results! The disappointment was overwhelming. Had 2 different type of pizza to celebrate my mom's birthday. Had a big seafood feast for my mom's birthday prior to the actual date. And goodness, September was food food food! AND MY BROTHER birthday! Another feast. FOOOOOOD!

The Iceberg Twins birthday came by! heh. And I made scored a wonderful during a match against Sporting Lisbon in the Champions League. hahahahahaha! =P

Formula One was in town and was there to catch some of the action, scintillating stuff and worth the ear-defeaning moment. pffft.


October:
And how this "something" was really killing me back then. Let me paste the whole excerpt just to remind me of the horrible incident that occured to me.

"I was about to let it all out. Blog in my first language. Blog abt how life's been, how horrendous this mental torture is getting by the day. All because of an event that initiated the downfall. Maybe one day someone will see me cry my heart out. Maybe I will just stay mum and bring this pain with me six feet under. Maybe this pain obliterated my inner conscience. Maybe it's time for me to forgive. Maybe."

-inner-self

Yeah yeah, I know. Emotional stuff but goodness, I still rmbr it. How some stuff didn't work out simultaneously. And so our new semester starts! And a teacher loves calling me IzwanG!!! Truly disturbing. Plus this was the month that Arm saw my "trademark smile," I've changed the term to trademark since "evil smile" makes me sound a tad too evil. hahahahahaha! And raya-ing with friends and such. =))

Plus, how can I forget? MGS4! ZOMGBBQS! Makes me love the PS3 more than ever, it justifies everything. And how can I forget abt Yumi Kikuchi and Lyndall Jarvis? Now I'm in search for MGS1 since the others is rotting at my house. Yet to find the time to play any games lately. =x

And my fascination for books started all over again. With that, I drown myself in a world full of novels by Nicholas Sparks. Been reading his books till December, but like I said. I'm not in the reading mood as I've been focusing on some other stuffs. =))


November:
T3h H.o.H birthday month. hahahahahaha! All I know is that I'm 18 in this month. And I have a weird stalker who kept on sms-ing me. Haha! I still think that it's a prank but too bad the stalker got own big time. Props to my friends for aiding me out.

And finally played pool! Fun stuff, and I realised how light the ball were. And the receptacles differs a bit from a 6-ft table. So yeah, new experience are welcome as always. hoho.

Okie! Pre-birthday celebration was the best. You know what, there's not a need for me to recall this. Easy to say, it's one of those memorable stuff that happens every year. ;-) haha!

And love the way of being a "narcissit" during my birthday week. LOL! And I can't believe I state out 12 weird facts/stuffs that I've been doing, especially the dance! GAAAAH!

Had NYP Football competition and the way I scored that goal still etch on my mind, can't deny but I've been reminiscing it. AEY! It's an individual brilliance [chey] from yours truly. Maybe because it's in my birthday month! hurhur. And the launch of Pink Mercurial! Hot stuff. Starts fanning everyone! OMG! Hoping that I can get one soooooon.


December:
HARI RAYA HAJI! Open house and my cousins swarm the house. Fun experience and bonding session with cousins, as per norm, great stuff. :-D

And after the Common Test, came my well-deserved 2weeks break. Looking back at this semester, I'm yet to skip 10hours of classes statiscally speaking. Apart from the 5hours lesson that I missed on this past Tuesday. And I'm quite impressed actually with my attendance. =P

Sentosa and Merry Christmas was the in-thing for this month. Not forgetting my Islamic New Year. Anyhow, that's my December. It's actually very long but since the recent posts are just a scroll away so yeah. =P


31122008:
Plan for the day was to head to TheButterFactory but I know it's above 21 club. And there's another 2 plans on the list. First one being gathering at Sentosa to watch fireworks, the next one being a reunion of BTS students before the New Year. Will make my decision tmrw.

But all I know is that I need to head back to school to submit my OIAP form later. Even though I'm still half-hearted abt it, they did mention that submission doesn't equates to commitment. So yeah, just reserve a spot for myself first before the actual decision making comes.

Anyway, welcome the New Year with new faith in yourself and fill yourself up with optimism. Less negativity equates to a great year, great life. Enjoy ppl.

Merry Christmas! Yea yea I know it's NOT my festive season. But I want to welcome it 'cause I say so. I will assume myself as the Chocolate Tom Cruise and drink my Baron thru a straw, u feel me?

Santa has a round belly. BYE!

will update with a new skin :D

Sry abt that. Sort of abandon the thought of getting a new skin. heh. Anyhow, CHRISTMAS is around the corner. I know I know, it's not my festive celebration or whatsoever but hello! Look around you, Christmas is like the joyous occasion and it's always been hype up by the public. Great atmosphere and environment, and who wanna miss out this kind of festive season.

As per normal, headed to town and saw Hui Li. (= Headed to some shops since Zac had the intention to scout for some stuff, same goes to Arm and me. I'm still on the search for a pure black jeans. Sexiness. AND YES! I found one. ZARA! ZOMGBBQS. But my cash seems to deplete. So yeah, so close yet so far. Hopefully, will get it by this week. hmm, by the look of things, the jeans won't be there by the time I plan to get it. TOUCH WOOD!

Due to my procrastination, there's a single tinge of regret not buying that t-shirt. pffft.

After non-stop rounding and soaking in the atmosphere at Orchard, took a breather. Quite a few performance by foreigners. More of like a show where it shows One "Ideology", Millions Nationalities. I just made that up, Indons to Japanese are having their own mini performance and such. It's something new in my opinion. Anyhow, headed to Peninsular to scout for another stuff. Well, won't indulge much here. *wink wink*

Headed to Marina Square to get scam, in the wise words of "someone." Had Pizza Hut for dinner, didn't expect the price to be that high but whatever. All in all, it was a long day and all I know is that this week will be outing, outing and more outing. Can't wait for Haji Lane.

And dammit, I've been turning in after 0300hours. Bad habit starts to kick in all over again. This is nerve-wrecking seriously. I NEED to make a habit of turning in before 0000hrs, latest by 0100hrs. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

With that, I will end this blog post and do enjoy the song. heh. GOOD_____NIGHTS!



p/s: Disco Disco

YAY! Update. (=
Today should be the day Yat would be back in Singapore after his holiday trip to Bukit Tinggi. Hmm, and 24th December is Sally and Irna's birthday if I remember it right. ^,^

Anyway, went to Sentosa on Thursday as I mention it the other day. Well, technically it was draggy for me since I didn't sleep at all. Met up with the rest at Harbourfront with a dead face. But manage to put a non-reticent side of mine. The pictures, not all of it are in my lappy. Goodness, I can't even bother to ask.

First look, I'm emaciated. Need to restock the meat in the body and keep it there! Secondly, where did my beautiful "in-the-process-of-toning" abs gone to? OMG! Time off the gym have really taken a toll. )= Partially blame, NO. Fully blame on my laziness. pfft. Taking the long leave have detrimental effects on my a-b-s.

Lastly, what a beautiful peacock. Like beautiful, extremely lovable creature when it came by pecking on the food being fed. And the thought of these birds being able to jump a storey high is astounding. Mind boggling too. Damn, should have taken a video of it jumping.

Oh, I saw RYA and ELLY [her mcg clique; arm's friend]. And mesti uh member nampak die. (=
Reached home at around 2300hrs. First thing came to mind was to enumerate the possible scenarios of not completing Cost Accounting Project. Had a quick shower and skim through the latest football gossips before submerging my head in that project, which was completed within 2hours. Thankfully.

After the weekly Friday Prayers, headed back to school to submit it. Huge sigh of relief as there's nothing to bother me during my holidays. Well apart from the thought of getting back the results and the overseas attachment which lingers in my mind often.

Oh, a very big thank you to bday boy Fathul Hakim for accompanying me back to school. Had LJS to sort of "celebrate" his birthday and kill off time. A hell lot of catching up was made and glad that it was worthwhile. Headed back home with Arm and Fathul to slack and enjoy the companion of friends around. So yeah, that was my Thurs and Friday.

While for Saturday, had a perfect 12hour run in bed if I'm not mistaken. Woke up at 1400hrs to the sound of my mom playing game. -____-"
Football was brought forward to today and I believe my mom won't be letting me off easily this time around ever since that "wrist" incident. =x

Anyhow, I need to sleep. AND 2009 is just around the corner. Can someone tell me is TIME on fast forward mode or I've been sleeping much? Good___Night!





p/s: Accelerated Aging is technically true, in a more appropriate term equates to Muscular Dystrophy.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muscular_dystrophy

Thanks to my brother for making me an addict to this song.
Wee oh wee oh wee.

Anyhow, on my 2weeks break. Like finally. 3days into the holiday. And I'm using this two week to nurse my left wrist. Yes, it's the same wrist that hurts. Thanks to some professional football players, who feels there's a need to RAM infront of the goalkeeper. I should have just let the ball pass me but whatever.

And goodness, the desire to scratch my wrist increases as the pain wears off. =x
Okie, I know my first week of holiday is down the drain. Monday spent my day doing some GK stuff. General Knowledge mind you, feel there's a need to indulge my head into something.

Tuesday, which just went by, headed back to school to return library book and clarifying my doubts about my school fine. I did made the payment before the due date. What matters is that the payment is made before the due date, I don't give a hoot abt the process date. So yeah.

Wednesday, will be heading back to school later to proof that I did made the payment before the due date. And meeting Arm to get MGS3! Maybe accompanying him and James to Queensway. ZOMG! The thought of seeing the Pink Shoe is scintillating to the eye. Well, will contemplate later. Oh, must get a book for Thursday.

Thursday, SENTOSA! A good weather hopefully. But no beach soccer for me. NO NO! I must fight the urge to just sit down and rot at a corner.

Friday, no plans for the moment. Except for FATHUL HAKIM turning 18th. WOOOOHOOOOO! Finally. (=

While for my weekends, it's extremely hard to tell. Within a split second, many events could take place. So I will leave this space as it is. As for now, I will drown myself with CA report. Must COMPLETE by today. (=

Good_Night.

Varmint

Well, just maybe I had the most nerve-wrecking moment. And hope I will just turn off everything and start studying for my last paper. Nites.

*18th December, get-away.
**asshole
***seriously
****wasted my hour

And so I bade goodbye to the upcoming Common Test. As painful as it seems, I will flung everything. If I don't get my bearings right and fit into my "tight" schedule, good game.

Saturday: BBQ [confirm I will be home after midnight]
Sunday: Morning football session; House Cleaning [accumulated fatigue will conclude with early bedtime]
Monday: Open House; Hari Raya Haji
Tuesday: Math Common Test

Cruelty! GAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Okay okay. *procrastinating*
I will just mention that issue the next time around if I feel like it. Anyhow, I need to get some cash. Fast! The obscure sight of seeing wan's wallet dry up. Well, it's been awhile since I last broke. Okay, it conjures a bad image thinking about it. IM OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

Frustrated

First and foremost, Winning Eleven 2009 is nice. Superb graphics, esp the Champions League. Secondly, epitome of piss-off is here.

I'm tired, extremely. Due to lack of sleep and the never-ending revision. Math, as per normal, it's a pain in the arse. While the rest, I can't be bother much about it.

AND A SUMMON WAS IMPOSED! ON MEEEEEE! LIKE WHAT THE HELL! I got fine due to late payment of school fees. This is completely ridiculous. Dumbfounded when I received the letter. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AND IT'S $15! I CAN HAVE ONE FREAKING FISH & CHIPS AT SWENSENS! pffffft.

Irritating. And yes, to top up to this frustration. It's blackout again in my house. No no no. This is not the normal blackout. This is half-blackout. YES! HALF!!!
In a way that only my room is affected, and I'm completely oblivious as to why it happens. So I had to wait a "forever-it-seems" 3hours just for me to update this blog.

Oh oh, to add on to this threefold frustration. I spent above my budget this week. And it's only THURSDAY TODAY! Mother-Canuckers. I wanted to get black jeans, loafers and a bag by the end of this month but it seems so distant now.
Even if I don't mention the alternative method of getting the money, I can assure you that friends will start teasing me on it. -____________________-

But during this hiatus from the online world, there's always the positive side. Hours away from the computer is really good shit. The thought of technology developing itself to be a need in one's life is totally captivating[?] Serious, who would have thought you could see naked/nude person over the other side of the world that instantly. Yes, crude example but whatever.

"Don't look at me like that, turn 360degrees and only a bunch are virgins." -.-
Finger-Fuckers.

Well, I'm off to get some decent rest and planning to finish my neverending Math revision on Saturday. Submerging one's head into oblivion. GOOOOOOD NITE



Happy Birthday Jia Yu [5th December]

Happy Birthday Vinc aka rich white ass [6th December]
- hand out some red packet during ur celebration

Happy Birthday Ezzati [10th December]

SITEX

EDIT

*minutes after C. Ronaldo sent off*

Commentator: Berbatov is trying to find some rest for Man U, and he finds Park.
*momentary-pause*
Commentator: who seems to run all day.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. epic.

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good morning yaw. it's 0222hrs and my first time mobile blogging. kinda cool though. and i dare say, PES09 is magnifique. the gameplay and graphics is nice. maybe it's a bias statement from me since im an avid fan of PES. =p

anyhow, enjoyed my day. went to SITEX to scout for some gadgets and got myself a thumbdrive. and a decent one too. heh.

okie, just a short post for the day. i've been telling myself to stop wearing slippers and get a loafers since it's a decent replacement. i cant deny that the list will be long if ppl were to enumerate the "Mat Qualities." unique flaws. bleahs.

nites. (=

Update will be up latest by 0300hrs.
Off to projects. (=

An opportune moment for an update. 0130hrs on the clock and it's wicked. Didn't expect Optical Microscopy to be such a pain in the arse.

Left 3 sub-topics to go, trying my best not to indulge much in details but the information I found is too goo to be ignored. Anyhow, busy busy weeks are barraging my way. Common Tests and Class Quiz are around the corner. Hectic. Will be on hiatus soon. What else but to cater to this burden of mine. =P

Oh, next Tuesday will be unique to me. I will be in school from morning till the wee hours due to revision and tests. Next Tuesday schedule will be like

1100: Lab Test [micro-controller]
1200: Break
1300: Math Test
1400: Revision for CT [Eng. Math]
1500: Lab Test [Automatic Control]
1600: Lab Test [Automatic Control]
1700: Revision for CT [Automatic Control] {if i'm not mistaken}
1800: Break
1840: Revision for CT [Electrical Machines]
1945: Lab Test [Electrical Machines]
2030: Home -________________________________-

Epic. Anyhow, I'm gonna drown myself in the information I've gathered. Sometimes, appeasing one self is such an unduly task. Nites. (=



Happy Birthday Izdihar & Musfirah.
Happy Belated Birthday Yazid.

Sunday

Clockwise from top left:

1) I came back from the toilet to find myself turning into a sheep.
2) Temporary study table. =P
3) -.-
4) Look how "burn" I am after Saturday's morning/afternoon competition.

3rd Sunday of the month. First time after God knows how long waking up after 1200hrs. Since I placed my phone away, didn't bother to check the time sub-consciously during my sleep. By the time I end my shower, it was 1400. And spent my time completing MGS4 again till 1800. It doesn't really bother me for the moment to repeat the gameplay since I can complete it within 5hours. Not bragging, just that it's possible to complete it within 2hours. So yeah.

Anyway, spent my night tutorial-ing and project-ing. Reminisce the times that I always fail my Common Test badly conjures a negative thought. So I want to pass my Common Test with not so average marks. Not expecting much since I feel it's kinda late to indulge myself in books now to get an 'A' grade.

Short post for the day. Before I end it, I wanna eat Nasi Lemak now.
AHHHHHH! NASI LEMAK *goes into a trance*
AHHHHHHHH! CHEESE!!! *CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE*

NYP Competition; Honcho of Hotness

Do you know what it feels like when a stranger just motivated you or something? That's like one-of-a-kind. =P

Anyhow, reading Taya Rogers' blog makes me smile. In a way that she establish her image to be a chirpy and lovable person. heh, motivation from an online world. And it makes me reminisce about the years growing up.

LIVE Report: Hot ass. Sry abt that, I tend to open my window these days. I can't help but notice their assets when seeing ppl walking pass. (=
LIVE Report: My mom just came in to my room and hug me. Told me some good news. (=

Heh. Do you know how tired I am? I slept at 0200 and forced myself up at 0800. Meet up time with my team-mates was 0815 in NYP. Not a surprise anymore right. It's a norm for me to be late. I reached school 5mins before registration ends. The atmosphere was great, didn't expect many NYP-ians to turn up for the event. Shockingly, a hell lot of familiar faces crowded my view. From Yogaraj, Amk-ians StreetSoccer players and such.

Team-mates don't seem to mind my presence, and accept me quite well to the team. Note that today is only our 2nd day playing as a team. Anyhow, the waiting time was atrocious. As the minutes passes, players whom wait for their turns tend to be restless and emaciated. Much thanks to the weather. My team waited for around 3hours or so for our turn to play. Can't blame much since my school have only one facility that caters to football specially. And we played only one match.

And so it was our turn, anxious. Knowing the fact that it's elimination format. You lose, head home pls. Plus, I wasn't that optimistic since I never had a proper training to get to know my team-mates. And damn, I only knew them a week ago!

The feeling was great, playing with strangers against strangers. Match lasted for a good 15minutes. Scoreline was 2-0. Head off to our bags and start heading towards the toilet. It took time for me to digest the feeling. AND IT'S GOOOOOOOD.

Taking the lead and winning it. YAY! I know it's just a match but the atmosphere was great. The solo goal was spectacular. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I may sound delusional for abit but the feeling was beyond amazing. Getting the ball from the keeper and bursting through the middle and finishing it off. (= The crowd reaction was wow. GAAAAAH! Never felt the same when I exit the court. hurhur.

*pause momentarily*

And with that, I think the Pink Shoes is within grasp. I will get it. As for the LOTTO, that can wait. =P

Waited for our next round of match but the rain poured heavily. The competition will resume on other dates. As for now, I will just soak in the feeling. Sometimes I question myself, why wouldn't I give myself another chance at try outs and trials for the S-League? I wonder.

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Done with football update. Snap back. And so I'm home, knowing the fact that I did something special today. =D

Neither I'm daft nor oblivious but time is horribly cruel. Don't you think so? Shut eye, open it and poof, 2008 is coming to an end soon. It felt like 3months back when I welcome in 2008 at Vivo City. And knowing that time seems to conspire well with stressful events aka TESTS/EXAMINATIONS.

Yet to start my revision and enhance my knowledge with tutorials. And projects, who can forget that? Quality Assurance project is due on the 27th and I'm yet to start. It's a norm for my grpmates to rely on me to kickstart the project. I think it grows into them you know following the past 3 semesters. Last semester of projects with Ash and Muiz. Can't help but to be honest. Ash just mention to me abt the project and we will be doing it on Monday. (:

As for now, I will take my well deserve break. Oh, just remember it.

I find straight hair girls astoundingly beautiful. Tapered pants + tanktop combination with straight hair turn me on. :x
Ok, I know that's not needed but take that bitch. (=

Birthday Week Recap

Will recap my birthday week later.
That being, if I feel like it. -.-

Edited as of 17112008.
Sry abt the delay, had a long day yesterday. (=

First and foremost, sincere condolences to Syaqina. Be strong aite former classmate.

Okie, *think think think*

YES, birthday week. One hell of a weekly sumptous feast. Each day without fail I will eat something that is heavy, extremely heavy. I intentionally shift my mind to a state whereby anything goes during my birthday week. (=

NOTE: this is not narcissism. this is what you call appreciating the gift of life, which is me. *bleahs*

So, this is the only time I can recall that I had 3plates of rice and 2bowls of noodles in a week. That's peculiar for a Singaporean don't you think so. The average is like 21plates of rice per week. And I took the liberty to weigh myself just now. And sadly, it's 59kg. Gain 1kg for the past month.

Birthday week was a blast, every year without fail. And I told myself that this birthday of mine would be the last time I will have this "MASS" celebration. "MASS" in a way that the money spent doesn't fall under the category "overspend."

Okay, will just recap the final day of birthday week aka Sunday.

Football session in the morning. And the scorching sun + my flu makes me feel horrible. The lapses on the pitch was partially blame to the accumulated fatigue during Thursday's football session.

After ending it, went home and wash up before heading towards Lucky Plaza. Went there to collect some stuff. I can't deny this but I felt like a foreigner. Vincent was right after all. A lame, yet useful, advise was that if I were to get lost, just follow a Philipino to bring me to Lucky Plaza. -_________-

Headed home, kept myself busy with the stuff I collected while Arm was busy with MGS4. And after giving much thought to it, I conclude that I'm a better MGS4-er than Arm. hoho. Based only on our first attempt. Noting the fact that he's an experience gamer in that category while I'm a newbie who started off with the easiest difficulty. -.-

Okie, I'm done with my recap. Anyhow, Yat was right after saying it's time to let go of some stuff. Maybe a birthday resolution would be nice. Belated Birthday resolution.



Birthday Resolution:
1) Sarcasm-Cut
2) Skepticism-Cut
3) Pay-Rise
4) Faith-Rise
5) CHANGE [The Barack]

Second Part of Birthday Post

Back for updates. (= *Read the First Part at the bottom*

Anyhow, this year's birthday is great. Wait, let me rephrase that. Every birthday of mine is great. Thank you all for wishing me. Small gesture is enough to put a smile on my face. It doesn't take much to appease teh H.o.H. <(^^,)>

family, fathul, yat, arm, dalila, musfirah, ain, roy, beng, ash, muiz, iz confident, ajit confident, caroli, rodric, ben, chi cheng, theo, yi ting, yami, fazly, zyma, nadiah, muslihah, syasya, ganesh.
gaaaaaaaaah! i forgot some. but THANK YOU (=

Oh, and Caroli's drawing. hurhur. Sweet gesture.

pfffft, I prefer the original mee goreng though ;).

Okie, I headed back to school so as to get to know my team mates better. Nice people and it's worth the while. Oh what a way to make an impression by turning up 45mins late. It's brazenly obvious as who was the one. (=

Had fun under the scorching sun. And I've lost my touch, seriously. I think it's best my friends remove the "bird-shooting" medal. I can't muster the strength anymore like how I used to back then. It's sad to know that one of your strengths has effeminate over the days of inacvtive football.

Soon after, headed to school library to meet up Yat, Syam and Zyma while awaiting Barney aka Fathul. Did minor, close to nothing, revision for tomorrow's test. I can't grasp much knowledge on Fourier Series and I know the extra effort is needed for an immaculate results.

And much thanks fathul for the series of CHOPS aka KNIFEHAND STRIKE. -.-
Oh, thank you fathul and yat for the spammage of nudge and happy birthday as the clock strikes 0000hrs. (=

Soon after, head to LJS under the cooling rain for our dinner. Speaking about LJS, birthday week are the time where unhealthy stuff starts to sink in. Monday I had LJS, Tuesday I had PIZZA HUT and McDonald. Today is LJS. Tomorrow might be the only weekday I will be consuming rice. Friday will be Swensens. Ahhhhh, I love the birthday week. Not a narcissist.

And finally I'm home. Now it's time for me to play MGS4 again. Cannot really be bothered with tomorrow's test as I'm trying my best to get more of the birthday feeling. (= Don't worry, this feeling will usually last for a week.

BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Visualise and Materialise. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. My bro and Arm hate me for this. hoho.


November Babies.
09: Aladin aka The Cat I used to have
10: Yi Ting
12: Yours Truly
14: Chi Cheng[?], Janice[?]
16: Faizal
18: Fairuzee
20: Jessica
24: Yazid
25: Musfirah, Izdihar, Rohani[?]
27: Amrul
28: Caroli!

First Part of Birthday Post

HOLLLLLLLA! Honcho is in the house. ZOMGBBQS, I'm 18. It's not about being legal, it's about me turning 18. hahahahahahahahahaha

Okie okie, cut it short. Here's the first part of my birthday post. Confessions and facts that you guys might wanna know. It varies alot, from people to weird antics to dance? Anyhow, here's the list. Enjoy, don't take it to heart. I'm not that cruel, just caring in a sardonic manner. (=

1. I never pee at a urinal before, not even once. The public toilets urinal. It just conjures an obscure sight you know, the thought of people being lined up and pee. BLEAHS!
   
   
2. The total amount of plain water I consumed this year till now didn’t surpass 10litres [roughly 30glasses]. Most of the liquid I consume were milk and carbonated drinks.
   
   
3. I feel that my soccer [L.R] kakis are such pansies. I can’t seem to deny it anymore but this is a dying passion.
   
   
4. Reading Lili’s blog remind me not to be delusional.
   
   
5. The thought of Zyma asking Yat whether "i like a girl" is really laughable stuff. I'm yet to ask that stupid question on her. -.-
   
   
6. I suffer from OCD. I think I am. I mean I have a bad/good habit that I think which falls under the category of OCD. I can’t seem to recall it now but I know I do it naturally each day.
   
   
7. I was never OKAY ever since two of my elder brother past away.
   
   
8. I appreciate the fact that some of my friends bother to come down and be with me during my lost, plus not forgetting the fact that they mention about it at their personal blog. A good stuff or not but I appreciate it, example Arm and Yat who mention it at their respective online journals.
   
   
9. 5 minutes on the treadmill and the urgency to pee gets higher.
   
   
10. I do admit at times I am completely random and asked questions that don’t require much thought.
    
    
11. I think I will pass away in the year 2009. I don’t know why, but I hate this stupid thought of mine. And have been trying my best to stop thinking about it. Maybe mentioning it out loud will kill this stupid premonition.
    
    
12. I can’t deny I’ve been doing this. *points to video at 2:17 - 2:19*
    

the best is yet to come

Ecstatic-ism. Just reached home about an hour ago. Was out of the house from morning for my pre-birthday celebration with Uncles. (=
Uncle made a cake specially for me, even though knowing that I don't favour cakes that much. While TBS aka Beng cooked for me his famous chilli prawn. <(^^,)>

Really appreciate the effort he put in AND it has a mixture of strawberry and mango. Yummy, *burp*. Anyhow, I forgot to take pictures from my uncle's camera. Eh, getting a decent cake ready ain't easy, denoting the fact that he just entered bakery course 1-2mths ago.

So yeah, after cutting cakes and all, went around TM and CS to kill off time while awaiting for Madagascar 2 [sneak preview]. And shockingly, it was a nice movie after a mundane start. But it felt pretty weird to be the minorities in the movie theatre. Meaning most of the people in there are young coeds.

So after the movies, headed back to my house to pick my brother and mom for dinner. And yes, I received a surprise package from my Uncles. Weirdly, it was a game. YES! A GAME! Not that I'm disappointed or what but that's peculiar. Reason being they know that I have a despicable tendency of staying at home and rot in front of the screen. -_-"

I'm not complaining because this game looks interesting. And the reason they bought it for me because they think it's gameplay is similar to MGS4. GAAAAAAAAAAAH! I should have told them to get me HAZE or God Of War on PS3. But it's okay, it ain't a surprise anymore if I request for something.

Had LJS for dinner and headed to the nearest grocery store to get some important stuff. (=
That sums up my day. (= Pre-birthday celebration done. Oh, and not forgetting that I was on the brink of buying Nicholas Sparks' latest novel, The Lucky One. But I'm still on the search of his "The Notebook" novel.

Speaking about today, I'm not apologetic at all for not being able to attend today's gathering even if it took place or not. Mainly because of being denigrate by prioritising friends. Okay, won't make a fuss out of it.

hmmm, let me think. After this blog post, I will be searching for a new blogskin that shines like a star. hoho. And let me enumerate the possible happenings that will happen next week.

Monday will be a short day in school. Then I should be busy altering my room at home.

Tuesday will be having an extremely long day. I can't think of a better adjective to appease the "extremely" term.

Wednesday will be "yours truly" aka "S.o.S" aka "H.o.H" aka "Natural Mat" birthday.

Thursday will be another football session with NYPies, plus a belated birthday present which is presented in Math Test.

Friday will be another short day again cause I'm so not looking forward to morning's tutorial. Hopefully, I will close the chapter of "Night Of Rodanthe."

Saturday will be having morning football in NYP. A competition that I'm participating in which I don't even know all of my team-mates. -.-

Till then, I'm off in search for a better blogskin that is reader friendly in Firefox and Internet Explorer.

94204952? hmmmm, vaguely familiar.

H.o.H birthday is coming. Birthday pressies please. *raise eyebrow*

Okie, I think I will update this site for abit aye. Make it short and quick. Monday blues as usual. Finally played pool, with Green Lantern aka Yat aka the guy who's reading a novel on Green Lantern. 1hour, total of 8matches. (=

Oh, was extremely ecstatic when I step into a gymnasium. It's been like 613173115years. And speaking about gym, FitnessFirst really need some appropriate[?] models you know for their big banner that's been placed at AMK Hub. Being particular abit, shouldn't the models in the banner flabby-free? I read the slogans and such at the banner and I notice something doesn't seem right with one of the belly.

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Taking notice of such small details. Anyway, I'm off to sleep. Will be having an extremely long long day. Nites readers. (=



p.s: 8days 8days 8days.
And not forgetting the November babies. Let me list out some. ALL.

Amrul, Caroli, Yazid, Chi Cheng, Rodric, Yi Ting, Janice, Fai, Faizal.
And damn it, I knew I had a long list!

This may sound pretty odd, but I'm currently a bookworm. A livid bookworm? I may say.
To be honest, I almost tear reading this book. Yeah, sounds gayish but it's for you to judge seriously. Didn't expect it to be such a heart-warming experience. Anyone have "The Notebook" please pass it to me. I wanna read this author's first book till its current one, titled The Lucky One. ( :

And, frankly speaking too. A game like Metal Gear Solid touches heart too you know. Seriously, all PS3 owners, get this game and play it. Even if you didn't follow its series, it's worth the penny. The build up to the ending, majestic. And MGS fans will agree with me, those who own and completed the game, that this game can make you cry. FYI, I didn't but I can't deny that it moved me. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. To top it all up, it's a better game compare to GTA4 since GTA4 was relatively short, plus models are another "wow" factor in MGS4. hoho. Till then.

Before that, t3h S.o.S and t3h H.o.H birthday is coming. My bro and mom sort of remind me abt my birthday. -.- Go figure with the term H.o.H, while for S.o.S it's been stated in my last year's birthday post. hoho. A tip on H.o.H, Honcho is the first word. hahahahahahaha.

She totally freak me out in my first stint at the game.

Her lips, are disturbingly attractive don't you think so?

I have every reason not to attend school now. :P

2nd Semester is here. Roughly 18mths and I will be out and running to NS -_-. Access to freedom is at the age of 55/65. Unless you earn big bucks, that's not an understatement.

I really would like to apologise for not updating my blog like how I used to. The mental image of some unwanted readers reading my blog is disturbing. But I'm sparing a thought to old friends who kept in touch with me via here by updating it minimum once a month. Worst case, just tag if you need me. (:
Would like to change the blog link but would be unfair to the old peeps. 0.0

Anyhow, it's true this word exist but i'm using it loosely, *scream to the thought of MGS4.* And thank you friends for recommending this game. *bleahs* Bro bought it and I got a feeling he have no intention of playing it. -____________-

Okie, let's reminisce abit. Raya-ing with friends last Friday. It's true when some ppl say, that secondary school is the time where you find friends that will last.

Like duh, don't be dense. Arm and my bro are not from my secondary school but they grow up with me. (:

hmm, speaking of friends, it's good to know that someone's seeing me changing to be a better person. I'm not saying I'm cruel, obnoxious, angsty, yada-yada. It's just that I need to ditch this hatred.


?: It's good to see that you start talking to *insert name* again.
Me: I need to stop hating, the past is the past.
?: That's really something, new. [even it sounds a bit sarcastic]


!!!!!! SLIGHT INTERRUPTION !!!!!! Yat, the "erat-erat" and "vespa" guy is an exception. I know you will be "this is the part where I should slide in a comment or two." In advance, _l_.


I'm not effeminating or obsess with these "effort to change" but at least I'm attempting. hoho, plus one for me. On a hindsight, maybe I will regret this change. -.- Hopefully I won't.

Speaking about change, hoping to get a book from library or two tomorrow. Queried about it since Nicholas Sparks [turns to zulfah] seems to be popular these days. Did a mini research on him and it's safe to say he's really an established author. I'm unable to give a good comment or so about him, but bandwagon-wise, it's all about very romantic and and I'm currently digging deep in search for a better word. -.- I don't know, gaaawd, sounds too mushy for a guy of my caliber but whatever.
Imagine I'm spotted reading this book with my purple/maroon/red/*insert colour* hair.*DANGS* Don't insert my evil smile.

*Looks at the length of the post*

I had intentions to blog ONLY on MGS4 and something not that lengthy but boy I'm surely in Gear 4 now. 0.0
Mentioning abt evil smile, congratulations to Arm for being the 3rd person who spotted my evil smile. Yes, I will remember the standings as it is very hard to differentiate a normal smile and an evil smile of mine. Yat came in first, followed by Fathul. Coincidence? Maybe because we hang out alot together -.- Either that or some ppl didn't bother to point it out. hurhurhur.


Me: *sms-ing while thinking* [spotted with that thoughtful face]
Arm: eh wan, seriously stop it with that smile. Seram seh tgk. Ade je tau kau fikir bende lain.
[eh wan, seriously stop it with that smile. It's freaky. You must be thinking of something else.]
Me: *laughs* [LOL]


YES! FINALLY I REMEMBERED! This blog entry was meant for school. -.-
Anyway, let me type it out before I forget my actual intentions. So yeah, first day of school was a blast. This may contradict some part of my above post but I can't help myself. I'm not defaming them fyi.
A lecturer who pronounces "forging" as "forching," a lecturer who seems to be a crook, a lecturer that is ******* annoying who pronounces my name as "izwanG" and a lecturer who looks like Mr Pringles. [heads up to Ashley for the thought]

You see, the thought of "izwanG" really "wang" me up. He taught me for 6mths in the FIRST YEAR FIRST SEM and this is my 2nd stint. I need to suffer another freaking 6mths with a "G" at the back of my name. And he's in charge of MATH! LECTURING! OMG! And he starts off his lesson with a comment, questionable, on some Indian dude. I'm dreading Math already. G-string betol. Gay.

Anyway, that aside. Saw Ezzati and Erny today. And zomg, I waved. -______- Hello, I kinda shock too you know. It may be a small gesture to some but that's rare for the moment. And saw my primary school friend who was labeled prostitute by a friend. *ouch* Won't elaborate on it. =P

Anyway, I'm off. Hoping to wake up early later so I can visit the gym. ZOMGBBQS, it's been awhile.

I was about to let it all out. Blog in my first language. Blog abt how life's been, how horrendous this mental torture is getting by the day. All because of an event that initiated the downfall. Maybe one day someone will see me cry my heart out. Maybe I will just stay mum and bring this pain with me six feet under. Maybe this pain obliterated my inner conscience. Maybe it's time for me to forgive. Maybe.

-inner-self

Can't forgive
Can't forget
Can't give in what went wrong

Yet to know the actual story, the story of my life. Not knowing that the truth might obliterate this being.

*snap snap*
Okie, dilemma. Sry abt that. Anyhow, told my mom abt getting married. And she's so opposing it. -.- Like duh.

Had a sumptous feast just now with Arm. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. I won't blog abt it, cause it's breaching his privacy. :p

Till then, :)

HAHAHAHAHAHA (:

Mom's been playing PS2.
Bro's been playing PS3
I've been playing my comp.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Need to clean the house fast fast. 0.0
God, retarded timetable for the new semester. No breaks for Thursday or Friday. Gung-ho for 8 and 7hours respectively.

K, I need to go. BYEEEEEEE! (:



p.s: won't be updating much.
p/p.s: there's not a need to mention "p.s" cause it's blatantly true i ain't updating frequently -.-
p/p/p.s: whatever.

*distant memory*

"lil' mama had a swag like mine." - impersonation of Lil Wayne's irritating but great autotune voice.

hurhur, k an update.

WOOOOOO! What? I know I didn't pay for the seats but pictures of the car is awesome. Yes, the pics was taken with my handphone camera. =P The ability to snap. hurhur. Anyhow, the pics are taken in "Burst" mode. Well, what do u expect. Cars travelling that fast. -.-

And yes, the atmosphere is superb. It's not kiasuism, but it's really out of this world feeling. At first, I was really skeptical with this "F1 Night Race" yada yada yada. But hands down, it's proven otherwise. Even it's ear deafening, it's worth wasting hours just to see few cars speeding pass. -.-

I'm so gonna buy the tickets for next year's F1. If it's true that F1A/FIA and Singtel signed an agreement. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! IMO, I'm so enthusiastic abt this compared to Singfest =P
K, that's all. I wanted to update on F1 not others. =)

She got her own :D :D :D

Happy Birthday to HIDAYAT aka 5-year friend aka Green Lantern aka tiempo Touch aka TOOOOLAAAK

Legal (: You can do whatever you like. hahahahahahahahahaha

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BROTHER a.k.a ZAKUAN a.k.a SELF-PROCLAIM BEST STRIKER a.k.a GAY. hahahahahahahahahahaha

Happy 19th Birthday, wishing you all the best in your futue. And maybe one day being the best striker in the world 0.0 Currently, you are snoring ur heart out. -.- GAY GAY GAY
OKIE! I want a good feast later. And if the plan goes, we will have BaBQs later. (: (: (:

Love you :D :D :D

Really sorry for not updating. After getting back my results, was really dejected and unfortuitous events followed up. Really pissed off. Just got home 2hrs ago and yes, I'm pissed off again.

Anyway, see this wonder goal. Yes, it's a wonder goal. The built up to the goal. Superb. It's technically a "one-two" pass between them. See the actual highlight for Xavi's goal.
So, who's gonna be that "other player" for me to work well with. ): Seriously, it would be a joy.

And Ronaldo is back, the joy to watch Man Utd matches all over again. Well, that's what Man U(current) is made up off right. No offense but it's a fact.

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EDITED AS OF 0214hrs:
Results are out. Thank God passed all.
But the disappointment is overwhelming.
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FOURTH UPDATE IN A ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW. (:

hoohoo. Had Pizza Hut to break fast. Then ordered Rite Pizza for night meal. Now, I can see my inevitable future. A well-toned belly during Raya Season. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. -.-
Ok, that's just plain exaggeration.

Few more hours to results. I seriously CAN wait. I'm not looking forward to this. Anxious and such. ): Speaking abt tmrw, am still not sure to head for Class BBQ. First and foremost, I need to ask moolah from Mum cause I'm short of it. Extremely short of it that I don't even have enough to top up my EZ-Link. Pathetic, I know -.-

Ok, I wanted to update abt something but I can't seem to recall. Nites. (:

Finally home. Went out with Uncles and family to celebrate Mum's birthday. (:
Had a sumptuous feast. Seafood galore. Eating too much can be hazardous, felt nauseous after the heavy meal. Ate too much. And it's my first time not finishing the Green Tea I had. Maybe because it's my 2nd drink.

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Ytd's post deleted. Happy belated birthday to Berg and Nabeel respectively.

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Went to Geylang after the big feast. Bought Baju Kurung for my GrandDad. (: He will be staying with me during the Raya Season. A first for me. And the good thing is, everyone will drop by my house which means I don't need to travel MUCH during Raya. Yay me.

So, I still insist that I wanna RED Kurung. I might be getting only Red for myself since I still have past Raya clothes. And I wanna get this sandals and shades. Pedro cost ard $80 and I'm not sure abt the shades. Darn it, yet to get the Victoria Secrets. -.-

And I told my Mum that I wanna colour my hair. (: But I'm kinda half-hearted with my decision. Cause the colour Red might be too striking for a brown skin. You know, the impression. Oh yar, speaking abt impressions. Even I can't deny what Fathul said abt "Geylang status", but oddly I enjoyed myself throughout the journey. Maybe because of my promise made few posts back. (:

The journey was great even with the continuous teasing from my uncles and family. Hey, it's not a sight to see ok for them to poke my belly in public. God forbids, I kinda freak out to see my own bloated belly. NEED TO GET RID OF THE FATS!

Yeah, I think that's all for Sunday. Weekend well spent.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM. Next week, will be celebrating my bro's birthday. (: FOOD FOOD FOOD!

Update, 6mins before midnight. 2nd update in a space of 2 days. Impressive of me. hurhur. Damn damn, I are broke. I are in tragedy. ):

Anyway, quick update. Finally went out of house and browse for the latest games. But lacks the cash to acquire a single game. Maybe it's because Berg went to visit the shop ytd, I feel there's a need just to drop by and browse the latest game. And pardon me for the cobwebs, I just realise PSP BLUE is the newest colour. Or what? I don't know.
Not much interesting games to buy though. The only game that I'm looking forward to is RA3. Will get the PC version since production for PS3 ceased due to complications.

So yeah, browse for soccer shoes. AGAIN. For 16361483583 times been to Sportslink, can't seem to find the shoes that I wanna see. BUT sure as hoots I wanna get Predator Pulse for my next shoe. Zidane Zidane Zidane. =D

Ok, stomach cramps. I'm off.

Walcott is a lucky man -.-

BOOOOOYAAA! (:

*bounce to the song*

TheSun posted up a picture of Ashley Tisdale in the recent VMA and she was super hot. BUT I can't find the picture! GAAAH! It was just yesterday. ):
Anyway, NEW BLOGSKIN! <(^^,)>

Okay, a decent and proper entry for my devoted readers. Chey, mcm paham. Road to recovery is extremely rough. At one moment, I'm feeling completely fine. The next, I'm weak as a peanut. Irritating. But I'm feeling completely hyper today, apart from knocking my head while sleeping. AND I have told myself already time and time again. This time it's for real, I need to CHANGE.


I NEED TO STOP THE HATE. START BEING A NICE GUY. (:


I NEED TO:

Stop hating ppl w/o any apparent reasons

Stop saying "Melayu Pe" if any malay/mat/minahs walk pass

Stop cursing "standard, black ppl" during soccer when they play rough or did nothing at all

Stop shooting aimlessly when I'm frustrated [bird-shooting]

Stop contemplating over Green Tea & Nescafe & Cranberry

Stop getting a DRAW in every PES 2008 matches and start WINNING.

Stop having that evil grin when I have something demeaning to say

Stop being the "arrogant" guy

Start being nice all over again

Start being a complete asshole to those I hate? Or Am I being one now? 0.0 Does it contradict?

Start a new. I can't say turn over a new leaf. Cause I turned over once, and I can't turn anymore right?

Ok, that's all. There's no point for me to add "Stop being late" cause I know it will take ample amount of time for me to change that and the doubters are lurking. pfft. OKAY, I feel stinky right now. I'm yet to shower and it's 1651hrs.
After shower, PES 2008 again. Hoping that I can notch up victories rather than countless amount of ties. Fcuked up beyond all recognition. (:



p.s: shut up, my choice to replay WE/PES all over again _l_

First and foremost, it's really troublesome to link up Paypal and Credit Card account. Now, I need to wait a few days before I can start selling stuff online. ):
Hopefully, just plain selling rather than purchasing those cheap and attractive gadgets. GAAAH.

Anyway, the urge to blog is here. Fasting month is today yaw. Love this year's fasting season due to the fact that it starts and ends in a month(september).
The events I'm looking forward to for this month.

1st: Gate-scraping, Job-hunting?
2nd: Ritz Carlton for Job Interview
14th: Iftar (gathering)?
15th: Mum's Birthday, Class Chalet
16th: Class Chalet's BBQ [should be there since YJ can't stop lecturing. hurhur]
17th: Class Chalet
18th: Class Chalet, Break fast with old cliques
19th: Final day of class chalet
21th: Bro's birthday
22nd: Yat's birthday [ _l_, jic ], Fatty Ronaldo [actual bday is 18th]

- dangs, hoping to turn up during class bbq.
- undecided on this year's raya clothings.
- i wont be going around much though.