I was about to let it all out. Blog in my first language. Blog abt how life's been, how horrendous this mental torture is getting by the day. All because of an event that initiated the downfall. Maybe one day someone will see me cry my heart out. Maybe I will just stay mum and bring this pain with me six feet under. Maybe this pain obliterated my inner conscience. Maybe it's time for me to forgive. Maybe.

-inner-self