honestly, what motivates me to quit soccer is bcoz of his retirement.. =(

ok.. i wasted sumting again.. i did not took the job opportunity i had.. hahs.. ok.. in total.. its more than 3 jobs i have rejected + back out of it.. erm, dun blame anyone.. its my choice.. the recent job is so the tiresome.. coz coz from 8.30am - 8.30pm..

gosh!.. gonna be so tired if i do take the work.. even the pay is nice, i wouldnt risk my health for it.. n yar, mummy dun consent.. =)

ok.. so went out today with yat.. met at orchard mrt before 8 which in this case i reach half-an-hour late.. hahs.. coz coz i woke up late.. hahs.. then we had our breakfast at mcdonalds for ard 3hrs.. before that, we round forum shopping mall even IT IS CLOSE.. but SUBWAY! EAT FRESH! was open.. so i kept mocking the catch phrase.. haha!..

oh yar.. i did alot of bad things today.. sheesh!.. =( i mock ppl here n there.. gosh.. im so hyper.. hahs..

at mcdonalds, it took yat ard an hr to finish his meal.. n yar, my fault again.. hahs.. =))

so we cross the road back n forth to 7-11.. coz got 2 mah.. n yar.. no newpaper, went TOYS'r'US to apply for job.. i want the JOB.. TOYS!..

then went my hse.. play pool while wait for bro to get ready.. then went dhoby ghaut.. job - hunt.. got lost..

n i saw her again.. gosh.. 2 days straight.. n she pretends she did not see me., i miss her smile.. =P

ok ok.. after we lose ourselves, went to bugis.. LAN game again.. then went buona vista.. job hunt, ran uphill.. pose downhill..

n yar.. that was my day.. finish..

oh, we do take pics at road.. who doesnt.. hahas!..

the building.. reminds me of NACHOS!..



gosh.. we look weird.. -___-"



my bro.. =)



we wish we could swim like the fish.. =P



stop it the face.. hahs..



thats me.. =D



the arrow shows to fadhuli.. the new indie boy..



one of a kind..



yat broke his back.. hahas!..



fav. pic of the day..



different poses.. =O



the final photo.. =))

i did not attend the training.. coz i want to watch tv!..

-___-"

bye bye job.. haiz.. nvr mind.. another opportunity gone..

but the job too demanding for me i guess.. commission wise..

n its difficult ok..

n yar.. firdanshah want to play pool with me.. cool.. but need to delay ler.. till nex month.. planning to invite fad, fathul, both yat, nabeel coz coz the more the merrier.. wee!.. n im so restless at home.. HELP!..

oh ppl.. pray for me pls.. hahas!.. i want to get this job.. which they will choose ppl who excel well in their training.. i want i want.. =) so do wish me luck yar.. hahas!..

oh.. just visited caroli blog.. n it makes me think to have A PLAN!.. yar.. have a PLAN.. she had a plan on what to do during the holidays.. so im gonna have sum sort of list on what i want to buy n do during the holidays.. wee!.. =)

copyright yar.. =)

erm. kla.. till here.. ^^

i want to watch again.. i jus finished watching STAR CHINESE MOVIES..

the story.. Moments Of Love..

is so.. nice.. touching the sweet + romantic..

its so meaningful.. n its the first time i watch a full chinese movie w/o leaving it..

-______-"

i did not know abt the story.. then then ,my bro jus scroll the channel.. sheesh!.. its so nice..

love it love it love it..

hahs.. its been a long time since i watch a movie.. sheesh..

ppl.. watch the movie.. got english subtitles..

hahs..

n yar.. im getting more broke.. sheesh.. what english is that..

but yar.. im broke.. big big broke.. argh!..

must find work.. must get job.. i dun CARE!..

ITS OFFICIAL!.. O LEVEL IS OVER!.. WEE!..

i hope i got that lucky charm.. i want to pass my Os badly.. not pass.. ace it ler..

but the effort i put in.. sheesh!.. only the cambridge marker knows..

ok.. few mths of waiting for results..

n im gonna update my wishlist.. coz very the pai seh la.. all seems so urgh!..

nvr mind..

hard to explain..

n yar.. i want to start working!..

be kind.. give me a job.. hahas!..

but lazy ler to job hunt.. -_____-"

kla, lazy to blog.. gonna hang out again.. =)

n yar.. from a poular song..

Hey shawty, please believe
Ain't never seen chicks like this before
Thousand dollar jeans with them candy 6 4's
Louis V sneaks matchin' Louis V seats
See ya swag like no other, so them other's can't compete
Independent and discrete
Check her VDS piece
Melt in ya mouth like M&Ms, capisce
She do whatever she wanna do
Money out the ying yang
Blowin a dollar and the change
In the Rover switchin lanes
Imma take her under my wings, Imma teach her things
She say she got paper cuts from countin all this change
Tell her meet the parents
Like Ben Stiller
Baby say she want them carrots and them chinchillas

wee.. home!.. finally..

fathul!.. sorry tak gi chalet kau.. sakit ler.. -____-"

shopping kat bugis.. hahas!..

ok, my bank account is broke again!..

argh!..

need to save up again..

sheesh!..

o lvl coming to an end..

n yar.. i plan to study but backfire again.. -_____-"

nvr mind.. college.. hahs!..

haiz.. still got alot to buy.. sheesh!..

i really want that belt.. n pants..

must work hard for it..

n oh yar..

CHRISTMAS CUP.. here i come again.. =)

argh!.. im so under the stress.. i cant study.. i want to study.. i got ten days to study but i havn study.. wth..

i dun even bother to study..

ok!.. i dun care.. i need to start.. but how.. i cant.. sheesh!..

haiz.. my voice da mcm monster la seh.. sore throat.. again!.. -____-"

then then.. how to get job.. ouh.. im getting a double job..

hopefully i get the job at toa payoh which is from 7-5..

n a night shift operator from 7-10pm.. i want to work..

i need the money.. to keep for my future..

my family..

n i WANT TO SHOP AT VIVO!.. argh!..

GST is increasing to 7%..

like wth.. i hope its not true..

if not, no more shopping from nex yr..

*sobs*

i think msn hates me.. -_____-"

ok.. firstly msn cursed me.. -____-"

i cant log in n i dun wish to log in..

ppl cant chat with me.. n i cant chat with ppl..

urgh!..

but yar.. i think i will change add soon..

its painful for the eyes to see many EMO NICKS!..

normal EMO can uds la.. OVER-EMO!.. too EMO!.. just plain down to earth PURE EMO!..

sign in.. loading.. window pops up.. loads of EMO nicks!..

ppl whats wrong with u all.. dun be so over can or not.. once in a while uds ler.. but evryday?!?! same e-mail, different EMO NICKS!..

urgh!..

be cheerful!.. its not like the world goin to end or u goin to die if sumting bad happens to you..

i mean, yar la.. ups n downs.. but u dread it for WEEKS!..

-__________________-"

ok cant stand over-emo ppl..

another case!..

if u put ur msn nick with loads of vulgar words n in capital letters.. u think u terror is it..

then evry now n then keep on changing.. like wth..

ppl think u siao la.. get a life..

sheesh!..






ok.. done..

complaining abt ppl..

its been days since i blog..

n yar.. to listen back to the song 'here w/o you'

sheesh!.. i lost alot of ppl in my life..

n damn sure i miss them LOADS!..

gotta admit it..

oh yar.. why does the timing for exams need to be push back..

i dun seem to uds..

ok bush is coming.. so?..

u push back 1 hr?.. i mean like what for..

ok la.. students will be able to revise for an extra hour..

but i dun seem to uds why..

why need to push back the time?..

*think*



PPL!.. LISTEN TO: LIE ABOUT US - AVANT FT NICOLE SCHERZINGER
its nice.. =)

wee!.. surprise from family was way too surprising.. hees..

thanks everyone for making my sweet 16 super duper doubly sweet!..

hahas!..

tks for the wishes!.. =)

thank God for everything..

i nvr felt better..

really appreciate what i have now.. =))

ok..

this is it..

THIS WAS MY BIG SURPRISE!..

argh!.. im addicted to it.. i will take a break from soccer.. is all about BILLIARD!.. yayness..

=)

yay!.. its my birthday.. im 16!..

bluek!.. i dun care what u all think.. its my birthday..

drop me testi!.. hahas!..

had an advanced bday party..

went vivo..

now surprise..

hahas!..

cant wait.. =)

ok.. since its considered my DAY, i want to make bday wishes!..

=)

i dun care what u all think.. bluek!..

MY BIRTHDAY WISH!..

1) cherish my love ones more n more.. =)

2) create more jokes..

3) same school as f.y. =)

4) improve soccer.. to a much more higher standard!..

5) murah rezeki =))

6) be in a very LONG relationship..

when i mean LONG this time, i mean it.. it seems so stupid to have short ones.. its either me or the opposite to blame.. but i wont be desperate to search for a new one.. i dun care what u ppl think.. hahas!..

7) improve manipulation tactics.. hahas!..

WHO HAVE WISH ME

1) sugi0

2) niharo

3) dalila

4) TWZ

5) yazid trendy wanker

6) boboy

7) fathul is belating it.. -____-"

8) n the list goes on.. hahas!..

6hrs at Vivocity = total greatness.. hahas!..

pics from Vivo.. =)






f.y.i pose





ready for take off..





yat semang.. hahas!..





pls enter.. hahas!..





no lifeguard..





they see me mowing my front lawn

solarise Fathul n me.. hahas!..





f.y.i craziness..





look.. there's an astronaut in the sky..





fathul white mine brown.. hahas..





posing for the toilet..





me!.. hahas!..





damn!.. why did i close my eyes.. hahas..





fathul asking for more.. hahas!..





i love the teddy.. argh!..

hahas..

Your Birthdate: November 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December

oh sheesh!.. my weakness is extreme manipulation tactics..

what the hell is that suppose to mean..

but whatever it is.. i must improve on it.. hahas!..

alter-ego: do u noe the difference between HIGHEST COMMON FACTOR and LOWEST COMMON MULTIPLE?..

izwan: yar.. i do.. why?..

alter-ego: do u think u got right for ur LCM during math paper 1?..

izwan: erm.. yar..

*recall back*

izwan: ARGH!.. f.u.c.k friends u can keep.. f.u.c.k friends u can keep..

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I HATE MYSELF RITE NOW!.. argh!..

sheesh!.. gone marks.. =(

aiyo.. stupid la..

nvr mind.. must persevere..

ok.. short update..

do u noe the song hurt by christina aguilera?..

i gotta admit it.. i love the song.. it can bring me to tears ok.. not lying..

im not EMO-shits.. its touching.. she sings it with u noe.. passion bla bla bla..

urgh!.. sad sad listen to the song..

='(

ok.. open hse ended at 1.00am.. guest leave at 5.30am..
-_______________-"

nvr mind.. once a year.. =))

yar, tks for coming.. did not have the time to invite loads of ppl..

sorry..

tks fathul, yat for coming early.. not forgetting fadhuli, irsyad, hafidz, alif, adha, suhadan for coming too..

tks for finishing the food.. not wasted.. =))

erm, ok la.. till here..

need to start revising..

hello!.. first of all i want to thank FATHUL for another broken nail..

='(

hahas!..

i hate it ler.. both my toes is 'dead'.. i cant kick a ball.. urgh!..
my right toe is torn.. left toe, broken nail..

urgh!.. wth.. itchy ok to wear shoes,,

then then.. play soccer sum more.. -___-"

n i nvr go to mr connor's open hse..

cause cause my rumah terbuke is tmrw too.. =))


n yar.. which COLLEGE shud i go?..

east or west..

if my results really sux.. =P


erm, ok la.. till here..

=))

hello!.. first of all i want to thank FATHUL for another broken nail..

='(

hahas!..

i hate it ler.. both my toes is 'dead'.. i cant kick a ball.. urgh!..
my right toe is torn.. left toe, broken nail..

urgh!.. wth.. itchy ok to wear shoes,,

then then.. play soccer sum more.. -___-"

n i nvr go to mr connor's open hse..

cause cause my rumah terbuke is tmrw too.. =))


n yar.. which COLLEGE shud i go?..

east or west..

if my results really sux.. =P


erm, ok la.. till here..

=))

erm, like the lyrics to the song.. =)

BLUE OCTOBER - HATE ME

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say you that love me just to put in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
And in a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you




And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then i fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “how can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you