when i went home alone..

after being at court..

i felt so weird..

a feeling i cant describe..

i just wish i dun exist anymore..

i dun noe why..















i wonder why u didn't attend.. haiz..

urgh!.. fail geog.. its inevitable.. i guess..

im gonna practise sooner or later..

fish, tmrw maths mock n physics paper.. =((

gonna have a lot of eye bags.. ytd slept at 2.30A.M.

wtf.. damn tired..

gonna start my caffeine addiction back.. *dots*

the only positive thing for today is..

i PASS my MATHS TEST!.. wee.. =))

but 20% was not satisfied.. bcoz of carelessness i got wrong for the first qn!!!

urgh!..

i have calculated.. if i want to get an A1 for my MATHS MOCK PAPER, i need to score full marks for PAPER 2!!!

urgh!.. i must get full marks..

IF I CANT, I MUST!!!

im a Maths Freak..

omg!.. stress will cause you to grow white hair..

as a precaution, im gonna cut my hair damn short this upcoming Sept. holidays..

n yar, maybe so.. i will be suspend indefinitely tmrw.. *dead*

did not attend D.C.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FABREGAS..
RONALDO..

urgh!.. fuckers.. they are so good at young age.. i envy them.. hahas..

erm, i like their hairstyles..

hahas.. =))

tiring.. one word..

just tiring..

woke up ard 8.. went bedok meet up F & Y.. for study session..

in the end whether i learn anything is still sumting i cant answer.. =(

erm, i am living in ANG MO KIO while F & Y live in BEDOK!.. and yet i need to wait for them.. wth.. no offense ler.. hahas..

but it shows that im getting more punctual.. yayness.. =))

and yar, went to library.. full house.. went to B.K, full house..

then went to McDonalds.. quite pack but managed to get seats.. =)

n yar.. i did my english compo.. n from my point of view, ITS THE WORST COMPO I HAVE EVER WRITTEN!..

IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN I READ IT!.. BUT WHATS THE POINT RE-DOING.. I DUN UDS THE 6 TOPICS THAT WAS GIVEN!.. =(

ok.. then i started physics.. stop.. stomach empty.. then did not continue.. *dots*
n yar, one of my biggest mistakes during study group..

i took out MR LAPPY n that's it..

F.Y.I loses their concentration.. =.="

urgh!.. i need to start getting serious!..

72 days..

now then i realise that i need to hand in my folio this upcoming thursday..
how can i forget such an impt date?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

*toot*

urgh!.. tks to EPL.. i cant really focus on my studies..

oh yar, i like the way FRANCESC FABREGAS plays.. cool.. =))

hello 'toot-sies'..

hah.. so long did not blog ler..

erm, reach home ard 7pm.. play soccer till 3.30 then hang-out with frens..

i wonder the sec 3 foreigners in our school eat what.. they ram the ball as if their legs made out of iron.. wth.. its like travelling 15m/s.. so powderful and fast.. powderful..
urgh!.. i need to practice my ram.. need to shoot like R. Carlos.. or Riise.. =))

oh.. my hair completely out of place today.. urgh!.. it was damn nice in the morning.. and in the end.. destroy it in the bus..

rest my head on the bus seat mah.. how to realise.. =(

erm, i will make an attempt not to go msn.. its one of the main sources of distraction thats disallowing me from studying..


n yar, anybody care to join me n my study group tis saturday?.. 10.00am meet at Bedok Library or Burger King.. if coincidentally any study grp having their revision during that time, join us yar.. the more the merrier.. =)

hopefully, there will be no distractions.. i need to buck up on my studies..

-I-B-E-L-I-E-V-E-I-C-A-N-

oh, listen to no promises.. damn sweet esp the video..

n yar, izwan is learning how to let go.. hopefully sooner..
but this is how i feel at the moment..
taken from Tigerlily - Matchbook Romance

I'll be going through withdrawl of you

for this one night we have spent

and I want to speak these words

but I guess I'll just bite my tongue

and to accept "someday, somehow"

as the words that we'll hang from

and I, I don't want to speak these words

cause I, I don't want to make things any worse

if the earth dies b'coz of love

i will love u like it'll never end..

if the sun shines down with burning light,

i will comfort u with all my warmth..

when u feel like giving up,

i'll be by your side guiding u thru..

memories come & go,

only the memory wif u stays in my heart..

just the thought of your sweet whispers..

will keep me awake all night..

& when i miss u,

just hearing your gentle voice will make me fly

remember this i will always love u

even if i am 6ix feet under..

aww.. sweet nye..

haiz..

but u are my past..

which i need to erase..

take cares yar..

IM SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY RESULTS!!!

CANT GET OVER IT!!!

*sobs*

haiz.. its over wan.. retake.. =((

the thing that improves my mood a little..


The Love Test
What Are You Like in Love?

Izwan, when you're head over heels, you are a Steady Mate

You're the kind of romantic partner that others truly count on in times of distress. This is true because your logical mind allows you to remain cool-headed during crises. Because people look to lean on you, you will sometimes be viewed as a hero in your relationships. People who value your calm, rational nature will make a great match for you.

Love does change you. Whether it simply enhances who you already are, or makes you a completely different person, finding someone whose love personality compliments your own makes for the longest, happiest relationships.


erm.. mostly are true.. =)

*SMILE*

http://web.tickle.com

go here.. find out more abt yourself.. =)

haiz.. i cant sleep.. kept thinking abt mt o levels.. i feel terrible.. im trembling..
am i expecting a bad results?..

from my point of view, its a yes..

=((

firstly, i rmbr what Mr Connor said.. when u attempt a twist in your story and it doesn't work.. u are doom.. precious marks will lost..

n yar, im gonna lose precious marks.. =((


ok.. im praying n hoping i get a distinction for my mt.. must pass..
PASS PASS PASS

urgh!.. im gonna be sleepy today in school..

feel like taking an extra day off.. ;P

n btw, tmrw having art one period.. i dun noe what type of insults mdm Saadiah will throw at me..

but i have set two goals for today..

1) get distinction for MALAY O LEVELS
2) complete waxing for ART

jia you izwan..


<<>>



btw, tks mich for sending me memory non-acoustic.. prefer it than the acoustic version..

ok.. i have made 3 imaginary letters in my mind.. im gonna memorise it and recite it as many times necessary..

to my friends, if u see me talking alone.. pls dun say im crazy.. its just that i reciting my 'letters'

LETTER 1:
Dear handphone,


You look damn attractive especially under the games categories. I plead you to stop me from harassing you. Please avoid me going to the games categories till I forget about my studies. Please understand me. I will avoid you till my O levels end and then i can start harassing you again. From now, I will try to avoid using you to SMS, web browsing or playing games. I will switch you off. Sorry.


Yours,
*Izwan*






LETTER 2:
Dear Mathematics,


I love you so. Please let me pass Math with distinction. Don't let me go crazy because of you. I really need to pass Math as I would like to continue my education in J.C. Please make yourself look simple. Don't hallucinate my mind with the algebras and out of the world equations. Thank you.


Yours,
*Izwan*






LETTER 3:
Dear Mdm Liza,


Please stop being absent. I need to study Math. Thank you. =)


Yours,
*Izwan*



this are my letters.. my so called special 'letters' to them..



p.s: Finch - Letters To You (acoustic)
listen to it yar if nvr heard of it before.. nice nice..

haiz.. i feel damn sad today.. its just sheer stupidity.. i dun noe why im so frustrated with myself?.. =((

sumtimes long bus trip are damn irritating.. for e.g: TODAY!..

i kept recalling back what happen 1 1/2 yrs back.. ='(
i thought i got over it.. but..

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

everything seems to be a mess today..
~ bought my national day t=shirt n did not even bother it fits me.. =.="
~ undecisive decisions
~ drop my bubble tea.. =((
~ leg still swollen
~ lose hope in biology
~ no math lesson
~ did not hand in journal.. (what the hell am i doing)
~ ms choo absent (urgh!..)
~ stupid english test
~ cant sleep
~ boredom is killing me
~ unmotivated
~ im LoSt
~ history is taking place again

=(((((((((((((((((((((

to all visitors,
pls tag sumting or listen to the song before you leave my blogspot..
thank you..


hahahahahahahahahahahaha..

ok.. im bored.. this rule jus came out from my mind.. hahas..

=P

i guess memories are hard to forget..

haiz.. u move on but i have not..

missing you..

* sob sob *

terrible morning.. my hair was cut by Mr Fahizel.. not his fault ler but bcoz of MS PRISCILLA KREMPL!!! u *toot*

back, side n fringe.. * cut * =(

nvr mind.. gonna get a proper haircut this weekend..

ok.. fast foward.. >>>>>>>


LABRODOR PARK!..

=)) had fun goin there.. can say the place was quite dull.. but it was damn fun at the end of the trip.. i like the sunset.. nice nice.. =))

played games.. * smile * overall: 8.5 / 10

not everyone attended.. so cant feel the unity.. =((


oh yar, before i end..

tks to zati n huda for bein there for me always during Labrador biler time 'PASRAH'.. really appreciate it.. =))

n yar, to tat sumone.. tks for consoling me..caring for me.. =P
really sweet of you.. =))







urgh!.. ms choo troublesome ler.. mengacau aje..

tiring day.. haiz.. physics.. horrendous.. dnt.. same.. nothing changes..

i cant be motivated.. i guess.. this stupid memories haunting me.. cant stop..

why cant i just forget her n move to a new one?..


urgh!.. troublesome..


learn my lesson..

no relationships..

=))

fcuk fcuk fcuk.. tak boleh tahan ler..

tmrw must hand in D&T!.. urgh!..

rushing rushing.. but still got time blogging.. hahas.. =p

ok ok..

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

urgh!.. im so stress.. i dun noe why im here.. i just type anything that come out from my mind..

siao..

oh shucks.. hui lin sulking.. she pester me mah.. hahas..

ok.. gtg..

take cares.. =))

hello people!.. 3 days no blog blog.. bored la..

was pre-occupied with motivational workshop.. it was DAMN COOL!..

because of that thing, that workshop.. i gain ALOT!!!

ok, firstly, my bond with my my frens is getting better n better n i was able to forgive sum of my old frens for their mistakes n my mistakes..

this course, it is my TURNING POINT!..

turning point, mario's album.. hahas.. oh yar, i change to let me love you at my friendster.. hehe.. =))

n yar, back to the course.. it help us appreciate life n what we have.. it was damn touching.. almost everyone shed tears..

i recommend this FREAKING COURSE to everyone lor.. even the price is quite expensive, the knowledge and experiences u gain thru tis workshop is priceless..

ok, ppl, get this in mind yar..

EVENT + RESPOND= OUTCOME

its how u respond to the event to bring an outcome.. uds?.. hehe.. its damn meaningful.. a formula..

think of it yar..

gtg.. its almost 1.00a.m.

tmrw, motivational workshop..

hope it motivates me alot..

oh yar, im gonna rush everything by today.. desperate times.. left out in folio.. art.. studies.. everything.. esp. MATH..

need to buck up..

gonna mug soon..

was fed-up with myself.. waste my time playing game the whole afternoon.. did not even study.. waste my time went home early..

frustrated.. haiz..



*Love is a sin we all commit*
copied from zhuo wei's msn nick.. =P

www.wallak.net/zidan

cool game.. play this game when you are stress.. a very short game.. not even two minutes.. try it..

haiz.. i havn finished my art coursework.. and my dnt artefact not working.. =((

terrible.. sad sad..

n yar, mr sujak going to Dubai tmrw.. gd luck with his exhibition..


* . * . * . * . * . *
MATHS MOCK EXAM!.. TERRIBLE!..

i did not finish.. i was not confident.. i know i did it terribly..

haiz..

. . .

to you,
i miss you so.. where have you been.. im longing to meet you.. haiz..

how?.. just want to meet you.. can i?..

tmrw MOCK EXAM!!!


did not revise.. *DEAD*


urgh!.. i hate English compre.. can be damn boring.. =((

so sick..


stupid fever.. =((

honestly, looks do affect ur life.. my point of view.. most ppl do judge by looks.. not personality or character..

weird huh?..


. . .

*BIGSMILE*

today photo taking.. quite ok la.. but my hair looks weird.. coz it looks the same all the way.. n i got a pimple on my right cheek..

urgh!! who cares?..

was quite shock when zhuo wei 'did not come'/////

but luckily he came.. late.. quite cool la.. the whole class attended to have one last shot together.. did the whole class attended?..

but nvr mind..

one last shot together.. how cool..

n next yr, i can get out of this freaky secondary life n away from my class..

cant wait to start next step in education..

ITE, POLY, C.I, J.C???

few more months to O level..


. . .


oh.. rmbr.. receive msg from Mr Fahizel.. must complete my artefact by tmrw.. wth..
he told Ewin by this week.. dishonestly leh..


must complete by tmrw.. no matter what..


rushing + mugging

i hate myself.. haiz.. i cant live up to my words.. i guess..

haiz..

its 1.23AM..

what a time.. cant sleep.. D&T is killing me.. received msg from ZUL!!! he just gave up..

30 JULY!!! oh shucks.. few more days to go before handing in for GCE 'O' level?!?!

today's skooling, im dead.. havn finished my folio + ARTEFACT!!!

feel really down.. after all the hardwork and effort u put in.. u are unable to make ur artefact work flawlessly?.. how degrading is that?..

urgh!!!

had a short conference with JEPON & SHORTY!!!

WASTE MY TIME ONLY!!! =P


ok.. the song REAL LOVE by MASSARI is getting well known now..

i just hate the song..

i mean

i dun want to start a relationship or sumting.. or mayb falling in love again..

but the song and the video really psycho my mind..

oh no... i hate it.. no past.. dun relive the past..

i like the way i am for the moment.. no relationships.. just studies..





haiz.. but i kept thinking of u.. =(

when will it stop haunting?..

memories do haunt..

3.o7AM


cant sleep.. kept thinking abt dnt.. artefact, folio..

n now, sHe.. where could sHe be?.. haiz.. so worried abt Her.. pray that sHe will be home safe.. abruptly stop replying my msgs..

her batt dead.. haiz..



i dun noe why ppl are so complicated.. doesn mean u are fighter we need to respect you?..

doesn mean u are rich we need to respect you?..

i dun noe what happen to these people.. what have happen to them?..

Not Enough Love..



btw, i screwed up my art and dnt.. maybe im dropping the subjects..

if i have no interest, whats the point taking?..



Love No More or Love Me More

LISTEN TO 'REAL LOVE' BY MASSARI!!!

sweet!!!! hahas..


haiz.. im so stress.. my D&T folio n artefact have not complete..

haiz.. why do i waste my time blogging?..

yayness.. mummy bought for me new lappy..

but its special!!!!!

its mine!! all mine.. im not sharing it with anyone!!!!

blueekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk............................

=)))

n yar, we students ask for prom nite and stuff..

but have u ask urself, 5 yrs down the road.. would ur relationship with ur frens still stay the same?..

honestly, i dun care whether my frens will be there for me or not.. but life is not abt frens!!

its abt U!!!

kla, my point is dun be too dependent on ur frens.. coz once they leave u!! u will be in deep shit!!!

an example of my life during primary skool.. i was too dependent..

now, immature ppl striking into my life.. wth!!!

feel like not goin to school tomorrow.. cant miss World Cup.. must watch.. i will dig my eyes out n soak in water.. to ensure me to stay awake..

oh yar.. another reason why im not goin to school tmrw if FRANCE lose.. probably not goin to school..

ZIDANE must shine.. his final day of playing soccer.. before retiring..
MY IDOL IS LEAVING THE SOCCER WORLD!!!

='((

haiz.. if FRANCE win, i MUST GO TO SCHOOL!!! =))

if tmrw i do go to school..

i would be facing them.. since they know the truth.. how am i going to face them?..

wait, let me re-phrase.. how are they goin to face me?..

its all or nothing.. im prepared for tmrw..

but i dun wan trouble.. just back to normal is the way i want..

the accusations they throw me are hard to accept.. but let's see what happen tmrw..



*friendship*
*DEAD?????*

watch the two video!!!

tralala...

erm, why girls lyk to go tralala?.. hahas.. weird huh..

what to 'tralala' abt?..

oh yar.. today went to Century Square.. collect phone..

went alone la.. dun want to create suspicion anymore.. scared ler..
n yar, the counter girl was funny ler.. she looks cute and funny n the way she speaks with her smile really funny ler..

bbut she's cute la..

hahas..=P

n yar, CAROLI pester me again.. hahas.. 'PESTER'

the IM-NAMES pop-up thingy is damn irritating.. a person will know when they going to chat wif u whenever that idiotic thing pop-up..

oh yar, im happy happy.. i prepared breakfast for my brothers.. since my parents were not at home..

hey, i want to cook!!! i mean learn to cook.. cooking is fun la..

but lazy la to stand n cook.. hahas.. lazy me..

i want to learn to make DESSERT!!!

esp. ICE CREAM DESSERT n JELLY DESSERT!!!

haiz.. my fridge is empty.. no ingredients to start with.. ='(

its 12, time to mug..

=))

haiz.. was in a rush to school.. urgh!! took cab to school.. reach ard 7.30.. so fast seh i reach skool.. i woke up ard 6.50..

how frustrating?..

ok, one thing.. do not call this specific person.. cause whenever u call this person at nite, u wont be able to wake up the next day.. =P


haiz.. dnt is so ********************************
stress!!! need to complete it by this week.. no matter what..

the following week will be art!!! how cool is that?..

tks to ME!!! for slacking.. im left out!!!! urgh!!!

=(




p.s: have her picture.. tks to that specific person.. hehe..

art remedial was fun!!!! hahas... we make it like our own house.. take off shoes, on music, break styrofoam.. draw all over the cabinets.. hehe..

n yar, hui lin was weird today.. she borrowed my hp.. its so strange.. n yar, my instincts wasn wrong.. when i received my hp back, CAROLI was my wallpaper.. huh?.. shes so innocent..

n yar, her face so innocent too.. hahas..

n yar, my pic was modified into a newpaper article.. haiz.. n YU XUAN scold me for being too slow to lend my phone to her..

strange?.. my hp yet she scold me.. hahas.. so funny.. bleah..

very strange ler.. n yar, i still want to noe whos CHY..(Caroli, Hui Lin, Yu Xuan)..
hehe.. main suspect.. bleah.. =P

oh yar, Mr Sujak can say got a very strict appearance bu kind at heart.. =)

btw, i feel left out in my ART.. i told aDha to do my ART!! bleah.. lazy la..

just listen to music n cracking jokes.. bleah..


erm, IM A NOVEMBER BABY!!! I MUST BE PROUD!!

this is what an E-MAIL says..

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.

yeah! im a NOVEMBER BABY..

ok.. most of it are true..

can i be proud?.. bleah..

p.s: im bein pester by CAROLI!!! omg!! shes so evil!!! bleah...

*EXPENSIVE FRAMEWORK*

urgh!!! BRAZIL LOSE!!! ok, im in a FOUL MOOD!!!!

so sad leh.. brazil out already... ='(

stupid HENRY!!! KNN... score!!! urgh!!!!

erm.. cant scold ZIDANE la.. my idol mah, even though he provide the GOAL to HENRY..

haiz.. too bad ZIDANE not playing any more after the WORLD CUP!!!

erm, n KNN BRAZIL why never let EMERSON PLAY?!?!?!?!?!

urgh!!! n ROBINHO was better..

was DAMN HAPPY when ENGLAND lose.. but NOW!!!!

BRAZIL?!?!?!?!

ok, nvr mind.. now support PORTUGAL!!! got FIGO n RONALDO..

oh yar, RONALDO was fucking cool taking the penalty..

f.y.i: he followed FIGO's style of taking a penalty..

speech day was extremely boring... =(

but, only makan time was fun.. free mah.. who not happy.. me, zul, syasya, hajar and ad volunteer to help out with the food..

it was fun la.. serving food.. zul was damn funny.. we serve the food fly here n there sia the rice.. we kept on laughing.. n we dont care how we serve.. hahas..

n yar, john was the first non-participant to start attcking the food.. then all of us started to follow him n no one serve the food.. hehe.. =P

n yar.. me, zul, hajar, syasya, adha, fathul n hafidz stayed in skool till 8.15 or 8.30.. then we 'lepak' at void deck till ard 8.45..

then adha receive b'day bash.. quite fun la.. but pity him.. hahas.. his face so innocent.. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

n yar, waste my time go TM!!! wait so long.. urgh!! dun want to talk abt it..


oh, i almost forgot.. it was so COOL taking photo.. with hajar them all.. it was hillarious.. fun ler.. =))

n yar, i lyk the YATS taking the "D-X POSE"

UNIQUE..

p.s: post the pic as soon as i get it.. =))


*NEGATIVE STORY STARTS*

ok this is so fuck up.. the one bus that you wouldn't want to take in ANG MO KIO is BUS SERVICE 262!!! its so fucking slow.. n its damn .... SLOW.. turtle..
as an ANG MO KIO-AN, i ADVISE you all not to take bus service 262 as it is freaking irritating.. if u wait for the bus, i think u can finish listening to three to five songs..
even though bus service 262 is the ONLY bus that will take you to ur location, i STRONGLY ADVISE to you to take TAXI.. then waiting for it..
if you have a SHORT FUSE like me on buses, pls heed this advice..

*NEGATIVE STORY ENDS*





*LOVEY_DOVEY STARTS*

ok.. i gotta to be frank.. im in a lovey mood.. i mean.. i am searching for that sumone.. if u noe what i mean.. juz ignore the past when i said relationship are just a game..
to summarise it, im having a CRUSH.. hehe..

haiz.. did not go skool today.. happy n sad..

hehe..

miss out dni again.. =(

n yar, im so stress with dnt.. its exactly one months from now.. to hand in for GCE O LEVEL..

shucks.. time flies so fast.. *DEAD*


oh.. tmrw SPEECH DAY..

cool..

but too bad its going to be an ENCORE.. watch it already mah..

but nvr mind.. i will go..

not to support..

juz to return syasya folio n meet afandy..

bleah..

am i evil?.. hahas..

tmrw, must wake up early.. need to go TM.. then, meet syasya.. then go skool.. after that meet Afandy..

go TM to service phone.. mayb check out sum shops there.. go skool watch speech day..

n yar, i hope principal wont crack a single jokes or sumting..

hahas.. :P

haiz.. when can i complete my folio?..





*thinking underage*

haiz.. crazy day ler.. talk with moronic ppl all the way..

argh!!! all of them speak to me at once..

here's the list:
+ zuLfadLy

+ hui Lin

+ hIdAyAt bErg

+ eZzati

+ jAcky


imagine all of them speak abt sumting which is similar to one another?..

argH!! confusing rite?..

sum are still chatting..

iM siLent treatment-ing..

hehe..

=)

missing sumone

counting down the hours before school starts..

haiz.. one thing i hate about holidays is the homework.. whats the point doing hmwk.. its irritating.. wasting time and it makes ME sleepy.. irritATing rite?..


erm, u noe IKEA restaurant?.. have you eaten there?..

it was frustrating waiting for an empty tables.. it was damn LONG

but one thing, u can re-fill as much drink as u want even though its non-refillable..



my hair looks weird.. n my hair colour is still brazen..

erm, i hope Mr Low wont b asking why i put too much DIESEL on my head..

n yar, YOUTH DAY is just ard the corner..

=)

is this our LAST YOUTH DAY

haiz.. im still UNDERAGE

before i start with the English course thingy, miss Kiran homeroom SUX big time.. it was damn humid n hot..n the bees keep on coming if its not vacant.. u noe how irritating it is.. even though the bee do not disturb me..

doesn't mean shes HOT the class needs to be HOT too.. urgh!!

OI!! BTSS!! change her homeroom la, she deserve a new one..

ok, now to ENGLISH COURSE..

gonna miss Melanie Tan!!! she was freaking cool.. if only she was our English teacher.. three days of her class was interesting.. not a regret waking up early to attend her class..

except for today lar, woke up late.. miss half-an-hour of fun..

from the right pronunciation of words, right usAge of grammar and me jumping above a table and landing on my back =p, it was GREAT!!!

wtf.. the course was so damn short.. 2hrs a day for juz 3 days.. =(

ok, i applied her strawberry, the berry technique [strawbri, bluebri] to buy ice-cream today..

i asked the uncle for raspberry[rasp-bri] n i kept on laughing.. shucks, i cant speak good English.. =(

the uncle thought i wanted strawberry[straw-bri].. ok, how terrible is my PRONUNCIATION?!?!

is pronunciation spelled correctly?..

im addicted to RASPBRI, BLUEBRI, STRAWBRI n whatever that ends with BERRY!!! i mean BRI!!!

argh!! its so cool speaking the REAL GOOD ENGLISH!!

but one thing is that i fear that people will say im a FUCK-UP-SNUCK-UP-RICH-ASSHOLE!!!

hey, u must agree with me rite.. most people ranging from girl to men who speaks REAL GOOD ENGLISH are egoistic.. not i hate them.. n yar, its easy to differentiate courtesy and ego speakers..

agree?.. =)












p.s: im in love..

O level cuming.. but yet me n my frens thinking abt our soccer competition.. hehe.. =P

ok, we perform well together..

first match, we won.. =)

haiz.. ok, now for me want to explain sumting to you readers.. esp my frens..

if you notice, im wearing sum sort of 'KNEE PAD' on my thigh and knee.. firstly, negative stuff happen to that leg before.. n yar, its not that i "PLAY" alot..

so, dun think i'm a POSER or sumting.. itS just to heLp me out..
havn check up fOr a long time already.. =P

yar, btw..

if SYAQINA reading this, i "HATE" you fOr CALLING me tHAt "K" word..
bsok "H" hantar SYAQINA pegi sKoLah..

=P

evrithing went wrong today.. cant believe it.. we lost..

then i got stupod results for D&T..

how perfect does our school want our folio to be?..

i think most teachers now are the real posers of the world.. u see, they want to step "GEREK" marking our assignments etc. following O level standard..

okla, its good la that they want to train us for O level but do they uds what the hell are they doing?..

sumtimes, teachers are weird..

ok i will stick to my word..

if i drop D&T, i will drop ART..

erm.. honestly, im sick n tired doing d&t.. but if i drop d&t..

i wiLL drop ART too.. n i will follow the footsteps of yAt bErg..

risky huh?..

shucks.. i havn sLeep yet.. hope i wont get sLeepy during mAths cLass tOday..

ok, its aLmost 6AM..

i need to bAth.. its goin to be a long trip fRom my hOuse tO my sKooL..


p.s: so long since i've eaten a COOKIE..

=P

haiz.. i really miss my N70..

i miss NOKIA PHONES!!!!

='(

yayness!! so the happy..

my team beat my brother team.. =)

scoreline: 8-0

okla, not saying im proud ler, but its the first time i play against my brother team.. =))


shucks, 11 days to school re-open..

my folio and artefact undone.. i did not went to school for the submission date of folio.. n im SICK!! i hope i wont get a flu.. irritating..

ok, its been successful.. i have entered MSN only thrice in a month.. =)


n yar, do u noe what a TAGBOARD for?..

pls stop posting nonsense.. i dun mind u disturbing me ler directly, but fucking hell u want to disturb me on my blog?.. on my 'land'?..

oi!! this is the INTERNET.. World Wide Web..

ppl of the world can see what the fuck are u writing..

be fucking mature..

i feel bored nowadays..

nothing much to do.. =(

cant study..

erm, shud i go RAPSODI?.. sounds cool, but the concert is at night.. i want to go, but can somebody supply me two free tickets.. hahas..

outsiders can cum rite???

erm, friendster.. i lyk the new design.. quite nice n merepek.. but overall nice ler..
n yar, one thing, to those who send me testimonial, can u just bare with me for the moment, i will reply ur testi asap.. hehe..


few more days, new house.. yayness..

the things i could get when move to new house..
+ maybe change to N80
+ if did not change to N80, buy speaker for me h/p
+ notebook for me


n yar, i want to get a DISTINCTION for my malay.. =)

but, the paper was difficult.. =(

to the person who might be concern by the name of NUR HIDAYAT BIN SELAMAT..

can u stop tagging as 'wan'

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let's start with school..

it started so well n end not so well.. =.=?

i waited for ZULFADLY for ard 2mins for him to cross the road.. the road opposite our school.. hahas..

ok ok.. fast forward >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

RESULTS:

IT WAS 'DELICIOUS'

"DE-LI-CIOUS"

shucks, i was demoralised right from my hair till my toe-nail.. =(

i feel terrible.. i dun care abt art.. i dun really care abt science..

but failing HUMANITIES <><><> doing badly for ENGLISH AND MATH???

i feel lyk stopping my studies.. im demoralised to the core..

did i revise?..

NO!!!

dun talk abt it.. prelims then the real thing..

btw, congratulations to me class girls team.. got 2nd place.. make me class proud.. =)

tmrw, will be our turn.. warnings have been thrown to me.. don't expect a beautiful play tmrw..



one thing, pls dun approach me abt the boys team.. we have chosen who we think is best for the team.. wish us luck to win..



to whom it might concern...
tks for the scars.. tks for the pain.. tks for nothing..

im gonna be a good boy.. soon..

hahas.. i have been saying this to myself.. but i have not change a bit..

hahas.. =P

ok, from now on, i will avoid using internet.. it sounds im possible but i will try my very best..

then i will be the 'guai' or how u spell it i dun noe.. =P

ok ok..

tmrw, inter-class.. girls team.. hope hope they win..

no no.. they MUST win.. ITS A MUST!!!!!!

then thursday, will be the boys turn..

hopefully, our class get to win.. =)

yayness, GRAND FINALS..

if my attitude were to go on like this, im so gonna fail my O levels..

i did not attempt to touch a book durng a weekend..

my d&t 'O' Level is dUe on 26th May.. which is 12 days from today.. approximately 267 hours left..

my artefact is colourless.. im dead.. =(

i wasted my weekends playing internet.. one thing i hate abt internet is that it can be really addictive..

i want to kick the habit..

oh shucks.. what is the word that brings the meaning non-logical but reasonable.. i fOrget the word.. ='(

ok, O levels cuming n i got 3 soccer rOund-rObin cuming..

M.T O level is at the end of the month..

18 May- Inter-Class Competition [i want to WIN..]

21 May- Joga Bonito.. [i dun wan to go but since my bro want to go..]

04 June- National Street Soccer League(NSSL) [1st time, hope my team can win]

btw, our Inter-Class team haven't settle yet.. haiz..

tmrw is the end of mid-year, English Orals..

after that, tRain with my fRiends.. i mUst be consistent ler.. =)

if anyone saw this pendant or chain or whatever u call this thing, pls inform me.. it is FREAKING nice.. =)

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
I can't take

Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery